This was Anita Brookner’s debut novel, and it was originally titled A START IN LIFE, in the UK.
THE DEBUT was my first offering of Ms. Brookner’s, and it was obvious to me, after reading only one article, that this story was largely autobiographical.
Poor Ms. Brookner. It seems that her parents were “old school” Polish parents who emigrated to England and then did not age well. Their care was entrusted to a young Anita, an only child, who served them and forfeited her own life.
Ms. Brookner never married or had kids nor truly actualized her childhood dreams, but, take heart, friends, she did get her revenge! She published this, her first novel, at the age of 53, then went on to publish almost every year after that, winning both the Booker Prize and living until almost 90.
Our protagonist here, Ruth, is very much the same sort of prisoner of fate, though I suspect her parents were probably quite different from Anita Brookner’s. The fictional ones are both childlike and irresponsible (much like my own), and they won’t take any sort of accountability for their behavior. They live in filth, idealize the past, and show very little affection to Ruth.
Ruth felt like a fetus to me: present, but not fully formed. Whenever other characters would comment about her, I would find myself feeling surprised and wondering: Is she? All I really knew about her was that she had red hair, because every character with red hair always talks about it. (Enter the newest entry for my so you have red hair shelf).
Both titles, the British and the American versions, are meaningless, and my Vintage publication was filled with typos and a glaring error that completely disrupted the plot.
As far as I’m concerned, Ms. Brookner’s debut novel revealed the typical types of mistakes that many other “first time novelists” make: more “telling” than “talking,” underdeveloped settings, a quick wrap-up at the end that didn’t honor the trajectory of the story.
This book deserved better editing, but the good news is, it was pretty obvious, at least to this reader, that Ms. Brookner’s work was going to get sharper and tighter, from this point on. Her Booker Prize win, just 3 years later, confirms my suspicion.
The storytelling is solid here; I found myself looking forward to each night’s next installment. It’s a sad story, though, and it’s a story I’ve been reading a bit too much of lately: how sad our lives can become, midlife, and how scarce, almost nonexistent, are the opportunities for love or adventure again, after a certain age.
Is it really all over? Is this all that we get? As my grandmother used to say, “I feel badly for the whole world.”
She moved her face compulsively on the pillow. “My darling,” sighed Helen. “Darling heart.” Lying so close to her mother, hearing the words of love, and knowing, in the course of that long night, that she would hear no others, Ruth covered her face and wept.
Groan.
(3.5, rounded up to 4)