Araminta Hall's character driven psychological thriller is not a love story. It is a chilling, claustrophobic, dark and disturbing crawl below the surface into the no ordinary, distinctly uncomfortable, intense and twisted relationship between Mike Hayes and Verity 'V' Metcalf. Narrated primarily from the perspective of Mike, a man with a troubling and brutal childhood, the reader is taken into and privy to his interior life. These insights provide the groundwork to what happens later, culminating in the courtroom drama that is to follow. It all began when Mike and the bright and beautiful Verity met at university, for Mike he was discovering love, and he would do anything for V. She smoothes his socially awkward edges, he is willing to shape himself and his life to provide the perfect man and lifestyle for V, they are meant to be with each other.
Banker Mike and AI researcher V's long term relationship lasts eight years, in which Mike works in New York, where he makes an error of judgement that is to lead to the break up their relationship. However, is their relationship really over? Mike and V used to indulge in secret sex games that injected sky high levels of excitement into their lives, games in which V used to give him signs. This break up is surely the same game between the two of them? This is what Mike convinces himself of as his obsession and stalking grows, he really cannot bear to hear anything that contradicts this. Even though V has another man, Angus, a man she is getting married to. But wait, V has sent him a wedding invite, she loves him without a doubt. Just where will it all end?
Araminta Hall writes a story of sex, obsession, lies, and mental health issues that is definitely not the easiest of reads. However, it is skilfully and intelligently plotted and written to provide a thought provoking novel on how women are judged by society, and how their actions are perceived so differently from those of men. We have an emotionally damaged character in Mike whose obsessive delusions are flying beyond any concept of reality. This is not going to be a book for everyone, but it does provide insights into the psyche of a man and a relationship, the seeds of obsession, stalking and the possibilities of where it just might all end up. Many thanks to Random House Cornerstone for an ARC.