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236 pages, Kindle Edition
First published January 1, 2019

"You're up to something," he said over lunch. "I don't know what it is, but I guess I'll find out soon enough."Dec and Simon have bought a new house (a converted firehouse with the fireman's pole ... and possibly a ghost) and are ready to embark on parenthood when Simon's health scare shakes them to the core:
"I'm not up to anything." I replied, trying to look as innocent as possible sipping my coffee. "I'm just trying to make your life easier."
"Why start now?" he mused.
It was banter like this that sustained us, and often showed the true emotion we felt for each other. When Dec said why start now, what he meant was "I like our life together. I wouldn't want any other person in the world, just you."
If it was happening to Dec. It almost made my knees buckle beneath me, and I finally understood how he felt. The thought of the person I loved more than anybody in the world and who I relied upon for so many things to get through this life - the thought of Dec being sick without a single thing I could do about it - made me want to vomit.I don't want to reveal too much but it's worth every tear and every moment you want to knock Simon alongside the head and tell him to stop being so goddamned unreasonable: "I hated exposing my feelings to my family. It was all part of growing up in the closet. You got so used to safeguarding your own truth, it was actually injurious to your mental health if you being letting go." The thing I love about Dec and Simon is that they are gloriously imperfect (well, Simon more than Dec, definitely) but they are perfect for each other.