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286 pages, Kindle Edition
Published October 27, 2018
He’d fucked the shit out of Jamie the night before, the entire time pretending it was Dallas Paxton, whose name he hadn’t known at the time.
What he needed was some hot, sweaty, anonymous sex to get his mind off her for a while.
She especially avoided even the thought of that once she realized that there was practically a parade of women going in and out of his bedroom.
He had fucked Jamie, and a few of the other girls...he even caught Dallas glaring at him once as he let Jamie into his room.
He thought about her almost constantly, even when he was with another woman.
She promised Doc Marshall that she was his and his alone. She had in effect allowed herself to be branded by a man she herself believed had no conscience and no love for anyone half as strong as his love for himself.
He didn’t want to be with anyone else...but a man had needs that had to be taken care of so he could concentrate on more important things, things like making sure Dallas would be protected and taken care of in a prison in New York.
Doc hadn’t realized just how horny he was until he laid eyes on her. She smiled and the white of her teeth contrasted with the red lipstick on her full lips.
He was still smiling. “Seriously, she doesn’t expect you to have blue balls for four fucking years, does she?”
Doc had started trying to make the drop himself as often as he could, just hoping for another look at Abril.
Abril was dressed in a pair of high-waisted light-blue jeans and a fitted, white turtleneck sweater.
Doc felt his pants tighten across the front and he thought about what Dallas told him: “I just don’t want to know, and I don’t want anyone on the ranch to know.”
She went to lunch with him that day and before the day was over, she found herself in a hotel with him.
Abril panicked and blurted out, “What does that mean? He’s just dumping me?” Her heart was racing. Even the thought of going to jail didn’t frighten her as badly as the thought of living without Doc. Over the past two years, she had seen him at least once a week when he came to New York to visit his old lady.
Doc stepped onto the steps leading upstairs and there was Jamie, coming down. He didn’t say a word, he just grabbed her by the arm and propelled her on up with him.
Jamie had a self-satisfied smirk on her face and for some reason that pissed him off...it was like she thought she knew he’d come back to her someday.
With Dallas still in prison and Abril in San Antonio, his balls were blue again.
“You’ve been gone too long if you can’t figure out what’s happening here. I was about to satisfy your man...again.”
He told himself that he wasn’t looking for Abril. It had been over a year since he saw her. He’d sent money a few times through one of their nomads that passed through Texas, but he didn’t take her calls any longer and he hadn’t gone to see her.
He had no fucking clue what he was doing. His old lady was about to have their baby and she’d kill him if she knew he was there. Trying to justify his decision, he told himself that he had to blow off some steam or he wasn’t going to be able to handle his business with a cool head.
It was definitely Abril, and she looked as hot as ever.
He realized that was the hold that Abril and girls like Jamie had over him. Dallas loved him, but she didn’t worship him...and every so often, he needed that.
“Good baby. Don’t let anyone else touch you,” he said. “That hot body is mine.”
He was making her happy. He was all she wanted. Dallas didn’t need to know...then they’d all be happy. “I love you, Doc. I’m going to love you forever.”
“Where is he?” Dallas screamed into the phone.
He sighed and said, “He stayed out all night the night before we came home.” Dallas did the math.
He was fucking his mistress three days before she was giving birth to their child.
It was bad enough to think about herself being disrespected, but she was not going to have her baby’s father running around, being a whore.
He has to come first, Doc. Which means...if you can’t keep your dick in your pants for me, I’d like you to do it for him.”
“I’m talking about your whore in San Antonio,” she said, not mincing words.
That woman in Texas meant something to him. He could deny it until he was as blue in the face as his eyes were...but a woman knew these things.
The last time he went to Texas was when Dax was only three months old. They’d had a knock-down, drag-out fight. She’d accused him of going to see Abril and he’d accused her of being clingy and insecure.
Of course, he had seen Abril while he was there. But, in his defense, at least in his own mind...Dallas wasn’t going to believe him even if he didn’t.
God help him, as hot as Dallas was, his cock still ached for variety every now and again. That was the attraction to Abril. He knew he had to keep it out of the club, or Dallas would do something stupid like take a knife to him in his sleep.
Anyway, Abril was safe. She wanted him badly enough that she would keep her mouth shut and not risk losing him altogether, and she wouldn’t stop taking her pills and turn up pregnant because he’d already told her that she’d be on her own if she did that.
Abril made him feel like his old self, the wild Doc...
He wanted to see her face. Instead, as he emptied his seed into his lover, he was looking across the room at the doorway, and into the wildly pissed-off blue eyes of his old lady.
She wasn’t quiet when she went into the trashy little place, but they were too loud and busy themselves to hear her. If she weren’t so pissed and sick to her stomach, the look on Doc’s face when he saw her might have been funny.
By the time he dressed and got away from a sobbing, crazy Abril, she was gone.
She should have known. Dax was only her baby as long as she was with Doc. Everything was only hers as long as she was with Doc. If she left him, she might as well be roommates with Abril.
Doc was right. Dax was his son, and she was just some woman who warmed the big guy’s bed and dropped the little one off at kindergarten every day.
He had only seen Abril twice since the time Dallas caught them together. They never talked about that day. He’d just shown up, like he always did about a year and a half after that, and they did what they always did.
“Doc, I’m having your baby. I’m pregnant.”
How do we even know that kid is yours?” Doc didn’t like the way that question made him feel.
Dallas and I can survive this.” “Dallas doesn’t ever have to know. I’ll go out there myself tomorrow. I’ll take her to the abortion clinic myself...”
“Absolutely. Doc...you do want her to abort it, right?”
If Dallas found out about this, she would leave. Doc would try to dissuade her. He’d threaten to keep Dax from her. But Dallas wasn’t weak and she wasn’t stupid.
“What do I want?” she said, softly. “I want the same thing I’ve always wanted. I want you. I want you and me and this baby.” She put her hands over her flat belly and said, “I want us to be a family.”
Doc laughed. “You don’t want to threaten the devil, baby. You can keep the vest, I have another. We’ll call it a souvenir. You can give it to the kid one day. Don’t forget to tell him his father was a legend.”
He couldn’t understand why he had been so stupid, cheating on her with the likes of Abril.
She could trust him with her life, but he had sorely taken advantage of her heart. He suddenly felt like a horrible person. The smile faded from Dallas’s face, as if she could read his thoughts and she said: “What’s wrong?”
It had been two weeks since Abril snuck onto the ranch and caused Dallas’s world to finally crash down around her. She had talked to an attorney, opened her own checking account, and contacted a woman in New Jersey that had been involved in helping her design the underground tunnels on the ranch.
Loving Doc had been toxic to her soul, and she desperately needed a cleanse.
Something inside of Doc was broken. His need for adoration and attention far surpassed what she would ever be able to give him on her own. She had lived in denial of that for too long. It was time to move on.
“If Mom’s so great, why did you do it?” “I guess because I’m not as great as your mom. She would have never done that to me.”
Sleeping in the same house with her for the past four months and not being allowed to touch her had been torture. He had tapped one of the club girls once, a girl named Amy, but it honestly hadn’t made him feel any better. It wasn’t the sex he was desperate for, it was Dallas.