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180 pages, Hardcover
First published August 15, 2001
"How infinitely silent is the wonder of the man who calls out in vertigo at the glimpse of the abyss: 'The dead do not exist, there are only the living.' Horror vacui - one day my skull too will be laid aside, and the end weighs heavy upon all present joys. And he sweetens this pain with the temptation of horror. Gloom pervades the walls beyond the range of the eye, and the one who passed this way lit his path with the lime of a bleached skull. And there is no will to think that the most living thing among the living is an unfinished decision, the most living process of life. The darkness that needs no source might be infinite but it - it alone - imposes itself beyond eternity.
And there is no will to know what a man after death is not one more alive, but one already undying. That life cannot be more alive, but only undying and infinitely deepened. That bones are - for this moment and this place - death laid aside, and thus the sign of a possible victory: departure for undying, a prelude to the desire for a new body, which can be kissed only through the angels. Life and death will never again embrace in a human existence - there will be one or the other.
My hidden form, which the gaze has avoided, is visible in this black-and-white mirror; an amalgam of darkness, which wants only one thing, only one thing will appease it - white bones. 'And this apparition has bewitched me and lures me into madness. As one blind with terror I walk through the flowerbeds of tombs.' Until the moment when I see a living body..."


