The first time I read a Sally Gardner-novel, I was left feeling absolutely breathless and with one thought: ‘I want to be able to string words together with such grace, too!’ I, Coriander was one of the most influential novels of my youth. So, naturally, when I heard that she had written a novel for a more mature audience, I bought it and devoured it. The double shadow managed, as expected, to leave me spell-bound.
The double shadow has two time-lines. The first time-line takes place in an ever-changing wasteland, where a young girl is trapped with a soldier who can only talk about the Great War and making tea. She longs to remember, to understand how she came to be in this strange place and how she can escape, but her memory fails her. What do a green light, a white tiger and a picture palace have to do with her? The second one tells the tale of Amaryllis Ruben, a spoilt girl with no mother. When she was eight a brain fever took all of her memories away, leaving her father devastated and the bond they once shared broken beyond repair. He invests all his time in the making of a memory machine, where memories can be relived over and over again. When Amaryllis is kicked off yet another boarding school, her father decides that she will be home-schooled. He hires a governess and also decides that Ezra, the son of one of his employees, is to be taught together with his daughter, so that she might learn to understand how privileged she really is. Slowly, a bond starts to form between the two. On Amaryllis’ seventeenth birthday, her father gives her the memory machine he has been working on, after which the entire house is consumed by a raging fire. People from Ezra’s village claim to see the picture palace Arnold Ruben built for his little girl appearing and disappearing in the woods. When German planes bring destruction to England, Ezra is contacted by the government to help them find out what happened on that mysterious summer evening.
Sally Gardner knows her way around with words, which is even more impressive when you know that she could not read until she was fourteen because of her dyslexia. Expect lyrical prose such as unknown to him, his future became mixed with Amaryllis's, so that by the time the oven door was opened, the spell had been well and truly baked, his destiny altered by the making of a cake. Gardner knows how to tell what she wants to tell without saying too much or too little. Her descriptions are like little paintings dying to be seen.
I also really liked the characters. Amaryllis behaves irresponsible and mean at times, yet it becomes painstakingly obvious to the reader that this is a desperate cry for attention. She is in need of love, yet no-one around her apart from Ezra’s mother and later Ezra himself seem to notice this. Ezra is a brave boy with a big heart who truly knows what the value of family is and who stops at nothing to make sure that he people he loves are safe. The plot might be somewhat confusing for some readers, switching between different viewpoints, settings and time periods. Personally, I found that this only added to the mystery of the novel.
All in all this novel has so many appealing aspects that propelled it to my top-10 favourite books list and everything we have come to expect from a Sally Gardner-novel. Stay away if you want to read something light, because this story as a lot of elements that make it more complex than its length might suggest, such as rape, identity and human failure. Do read if you enjoy gorgeous prose, complicated characters and an original structure.