I loved the first poem/essay/apology. Loved the first part of the Obedience Residency Manual too, but got lost as soon as Andrew/Jai came on the scene. Not sure how I was suppose to be affected—I felt permanently out of touch. Probably not the books fault, I just don’t think this spoke to things in me. 2/5 for the amount of time I spent treading water and thinking about reading it.