Reread 6/17/25: I enjoyed revisiting these characters and especially the dogs!
Review of audiobook version of gripping, young-adult thriller with amazing dogs!
Kira Bennett was only 5 years old when she was rescued over 11 years ago by Cady Bennett, one of the foremost search and rescue (SAR) handlers in the country. Kira was found abandoned and seriously injured in the forest near a fictional small town called Chester Falls. Soon after, Cady adopted Kira and spent years helping her overcome a serious case of PTSD. In spite of plenty of therapy and the loving, nurturing care of Cady and her natural son, Jude, who is Kira’s age, and the tender support of Silver, a SAR-trained German shepherd who is currently an elderly 13-year-old, Kira has continued to the present day to have amnesia about what her life was like before Cady. Neither Kira’s therapist, Cady, or Jude have pushed her to remember, not wanting Kira to have to face terrible memories a moment before she is ready.
For some time now, Cady has retired from active SAR assignments and, instead, has settled down to raise her children and run a home-based business as one of the foremost breeders and trainers of elite SAR dogs who specialize in tracking missing persons. Cady mainly trains bloodhounds, German shepherds and golden retrievers.
Kira, Jude and their neighbor, Free, who is their age and like a sister to them, are all planning to get certified as SAR handlers next year when they turn 18. Each has a SAR dog they primarily work with and have helped train. Kira’s dog is Saskia, a husky who is a rescue dog who was abused and abandoned, with bloody wounds, on the edge of Cady’s country property a few years ago. Kira identifies with Saskia who has, in spite of Cady’s misgivings, been trained by Kira into an excellent SAR dog. Unfortunately, because both Kira and Saskia have a traumatic past, they share a similar problem that may affect their ultimately becoming SAR certified: They may not be "sociable" enough. They both will have to be able to play well with others, that is, other SAR handlers and dogs. But sometimes both of them have trouble with overreacting with hostility to actual or imagined aggression from others.
The significant events of this novel begin when Cady’s father, Bales Bennett, from whom she’s been estranged for 17 years, tracks her down and asks for her help in locating a missing person—one of several visitors who have disappeared in the Sierra Glades National Park during the past twelve months. Bales is also a SAR handler who trains SAR dogs, and Cady would be working with him, and running into many people from the small town she grew up in. Since Cady wants nothing to do with her father (for reasons which are not revealed until very late in the book), she initially refuses his request. However, she cannot continue to resist her father’s request because the victim is a young child, and she soon gives in.
Kira, Jude and Free are all allowed to come with Cady to join in the SAR efforts, which puts their training as handlers, and the skills they have imparted to their dogs, to the test in 750,000 acres of mountainous wilderness. In the midst of searching for the lost child in circumstances similar to what she herself endured as an abandoned child, Kira begins to experience intense flashbacks as long-suppressed memories of pain and fear come to the surface.
This book is quite an intense read. It has elements of a murder mystery, a psychological thriller, a family drama, and due to Kira’s PTSD, there is a supercharged version of the classic “coming of age” theme which is the essential core of every young adult (YA) novel.
The author never specifically says what state this story is set in, but given that sequoias are mentioned and the Sierra Mountains, I’m guessing it’s meant to be California. Chester Falls and the Sierra Glades National Park are fictional, but the latter seems to be based on the Sierra National Forest, which is located on the western slope of the central Sierra Nevada Mountain range in Central California.
In far too many YA novels, the parents are either inexplicably absent, unreasonably harsh, or completely clueless. It is therefore refreshing that Cady is an amazingly compassionate, competent, and loving parent to her natural son Jude and her adopted daughter Kira. Cady also serves as a surrogate parent to Free, who is a near neighbor to Cady and has been emotionally, and often physically, abandoned by her neglectful parents.
I greatly enjoyed reading about the extremely close relationship between Kira, Jude and Free, who are like the Three Musketeers. The relationship between Jude and Kira is also extremely touching. Jude is sunlight to Kira’s darkness, which contrast serves to balance each other’s personalities. Though Jude is over six-feet tall and Kira is only five-feet tall, at the very beginning of the book, she stands up to and backs down several twenty-something, drunken bullies who have crashed a teenage party and who are on the verge of physically attacking Jude. This scene lets us know immediately that there is nothing Kira wouldn’t do to keep Jude, Cady and their dogs safe from harm.
Speaking of the dogs, they are a major draw of this book as far as I’m concerned. Dog lovers will adore reading about them. In addition to Silver and Saskia, who absolutely steal the show, there is another SAR dog in the book who is fascinating. Padawan (Pad), is a 14-month-old golden retriever who is a superstar at SAR, able to switch back and forth between air scenting to cover a large area, and following a specific scent path across any and all terrain.
In the midst of the dramatic main events of the story, I was fascinated to read about how SAR dogs are trained. I did not know that at the center of any SAR training program is play, that for the dog, searching is a game. Dogs with a strong drive to play will apparently keep playing at SAR indefinitely, even under overwhelming wilderness conditions, until they win the game by finding their target, the lost person. These dogs are invaluable to SAR teams because a single SAR dog can cover as much ground as 50 or more human searchers.
This book is filled with mysteries, which kept me glued to the story. Some, but not all, of these mysteries include:
Where is the lost little girl? Did someone kidnap her? Is she alive or dead?
Why have many other people, besides the little girl, been disappearing in the Sierra Glades National Park where the little girl has vanished? Is there a serial killer on the loose?
What happened to Kira as a small child? Why was she abandoned? Who were her natural parents?
Why has Cady refused to have a relationship with her father? What did he do wrong?
If Cady’s father is currently able to track her down, why hasn’t he done it before?
Who is Jude’s biological father? Why hasn’t Cady told Jude who he is and allowed him to have a relationship with his father? Or is his father dead?
Kira is a fascinating and sympathetic protagonist, a strong, determined survivor. The cast of characters around her, both human and canine, are all extremely well drawn and well motivated. The wilderness setting is a fascinating departure for a YA novel.
I experienced this story in audiobook format. The narrator, Emily Lawrence, read this thriller in a breathless, strained style meant to reflect the constant anxiety of Kira as she worries about the little lost little girl and struggles to deal with her own PTSD flashbacks. It got a bit exhausting listening to that type of performance, which made me wonder if this book wouldn’t be less stressful to read in Kindle or paper format.
I rate this book as follows:
Heroine: 5 stars
Subcharacters: 5 stars
SAR Plot: 5 stars
PTSD Plot: 5 stars
SAR Dogs Plot: 5 stars
Family Secrets Plot: 5 stars
Setting: 5 stars
Writing: 5 stars
Overall: 5 stars