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208 pages, Paperback
First published March 1, 2019
All hail the Queen!! Heather Anderson, trail name Anish, held the overall self-supported northbound FKT on the PCT for 9 years and has held the female self-supported record since 2013, which is what this memoir is about. Hiking over 40 miles a day, she set this record that has yet to be broken by any female 13 years later. Also, she is currently the only female to have hiked the “Triple Crown” (PCT, AT and CDT) in a single calendar year. Her most recent FKT accomplishment is doing an UNSUPPORTED FKT of the Arizona Trail which she completed in 24 days. According to the official FKT rules, unsupported FKT means: “you truly have no external support of any kind. You must carry everything you need from start to finish except water from natural sources.” INSANE.
During what I’m now calling my “Trail awakening” journey, I’ve been consuming as many stories as possible about women carving out their own adventures on trails through running, hiking, backpacking, and everything in between. Memoirs have always been a favorite genre of mine and I’m especially drawn to stories such as this that are a cross between a memoir and a travel log. I love hearing an account of a hike that in a lot of ways is a practical retelling of what the hiker saw and did each day while also mixing in introspection of what the hiker is learning about themselves and their reasons for moving forward. I think Anish did a fantastic job of finding a balance between the two. I liked that as a reader we got a real glimpse at not just the external journey of setting a FKT on the PCT, but also the internal journey within her. Her writing just feels so authentic—she could never over-romanticize a difficult endurance effort like this, because you can tell that her love of being on-trail in the wild is so deep, despite the struggles of it.
“At least now I knew that my heart was wedded to the mountains—to the wild places. It was there, and there alone, that I was whole, contented, and blissful. No relationship, career, or wealth could ever take its place….Having filled myself with nothing but miles and miles of hiking, I finally understood that it was the beauty of the land that enthralled me so. I would continue to seek more and more—trying to take in as much splendor at once as I could. For that, I was willing to run myself to exhilarated exhaustion over and over again, and yet still crave more” (173)
Going into this, I didn’t expect to find Anish to be so relatable to me; how could I relate to a person that is doing something so incredibly challenging and brave? While maybe I can’t relate to setting FKTs on 2,000+ mile long trails, I can relate to the stubborn fueled ambition, the fears that make us feel limited, and the thinking that tells us we’re not good enough to achieve what we set out to do. I also relate to the wholeness that you only feel on-trail and the paradox of “exhilarated exhaustion.” In fact, on a recent challenging training run, I found myself channeling Anish’s spirit in the way that I talked to myself. While I would have thoughts about not being strong enough to accomplish the run, the words that came out of my mouth told a different story. I spoke the words I needed to myself to keep moving forward. I am so excited to add Heather Anderson to the growing list of women who are inspiring me in my own trail adventures and to use her wisdom, from another book she’s published about preparing for thru-hikes, as I begin to prepare for my own thru-hike in the not so distant future…