He never wanted to grow up and be a responsible like adult me, but he's all I ever wanted.
I made my choices early on. Be responsible. Go to college. Find the job I always wanted. Follow my father's wishes. I've made some big changes in my life. No more frivolous travel, silly adventures, or competing for his attention with his best friend, who never really liked me. I grew up, and moved on. He wasn't ready. And he and his best friend flew off to travel the world.
But now, he's back. And without her in tow. He's perfect. Everything I imagined he could become if he stopped chasing his childish notions and became a responsible adult. But I know he's someone else's perfect, too, and I've never wanted to play the second star... I want to be his first.
I know someday, he could break my heart. I'll let him do it... just this one time. Then I'll know where his heart truly lies.