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The Fire of Spring
LOGAN GARRETT DIDN'T BELIEVE IN LOVE
He believed in revenge. Dawn Sheridan's beautiful, calculating mother had destroyed Logan's older brother, and Logan had sworn vengeance. When he won the Sheridan ranch in a poker game he should have been satisfied -- but he wasn't. Dawn, who resembled her beautiful mother so closely, was the perfect target for his anger. Yet Logan found that in hurting her, he came away wounded.
Dawn understood what Logan was afraid to admit -- that what he wanted from her was love, not hatred. She gave him that love, risking everything to reach the gentle, caring man beneath his pain, knowing that if she lost, Logan would finally have the vengeance he sought.
He believed in revenge. Dawn Sheridan's beautiful, calculating mother had destroyed Logan's older brother, and Logan had sworn vengeance. When he won the Sheridan ranch in a poker game he should have been satisfied -- but he wasn't. Dawn, who resembled her beautiful mother so closely, was the perfect target for his anger. Yet Logan found that in hurting her, he came away wounded.
Dawn understood what Logan was afraid to admit -- that what he wanted from her was love, not hatred. She gave him that love, risking everything to reach the gentle, caring man beneath his pain, knowing that if she lost, Logan would finally have the vengeance he sought.
189 pages, Mass Market Paperback
First published May 1, 1986
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Elizabeth Lowell
212 books1,935 followersIndividually and with co-author/husband Evan, Ann Maxwell has written over 60 novels and one work of non-fiction. There are 30 million copies of these books in print, as well as reprints in 30 foreign languages. Her novels range from science fiction to historical fiction, from romance to mystery. After working in contemporary and historical romance, she became an innovator in the genre of romantic suspense.
In 1982, Ann began publishing as Elizabeth Lowell. Under that name she has received numerous professional awards in the romance field, including a Lifetime Achievement award from the Romance Writers of America (1994).
Since July of 1992, she has had over 30 novels on the New York Times bestseller list. In 1998 she began writing suspense with a passionate twist, capturing a new audience and generation of readers. Her new romance novel Perfect Touch will be available in July of 2015.
To get a full list of titles as well as read excerpts from her novels, visit www.elizabethlowell.com.
In 1982, Ann began publishing as Elizabeth Lowell. Under that name she has received numerous professional awards in the romance field, including a Lifetime Achievement award from the Romance Writers of America (1994).
Since July of 1992, she has had over 30 novels on the New York Times bestseller list. In 1998 she began writing suspense with a passionate twist, capturing a new audience and generation of readers. Her new romance novel Perfect Touch will be available in July of 2015.
To get a full list of titles as well as read excerpts from her novels, visit www.elizabethlowell.com.
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August 13, 2018
Old skool revenge story that shows just what an author can pack into a category. This story is intense, emotional, a trainwreck, and skillfully written. The author's choice of the heroine's name (Dawn), her career (weaving), the time of year (Spring), the plot progression (from sickness to health), the images of light and dark, fire and snow, death and birth all serve the story of a hero who can't let go of his bitterness over his older's brother's death.
Hero blames the heroine's mother* for his alcoholic brother's sad excuse for a life/death. She jilted the brother to marry the richest rancher in the district. Hero got his revenge by winning the ranch in a poker game. He wanted to further his revenge by making the 18 year-old heroine his mistress. Heroine fled, her virtue intact. Hero realizes, on some level, that he has destroyed the heroine's life, so he gave his sister $5,000 to give to the heroine to get an education or whatever.
Heroine bought a loom and began making items for the craft stores in Aspen. She is saving to pay back her friend's "loan."
The story opens three years later when the hero's sister asks the heroine to discharge her debt by taking care of the hero for two months. He has pneumonia and won't let anyone help him. Heroine agrees - even though she knows he doesn't love her, moth to flame, etc. .. .
The rest of the story is the heroine slaving away for the hero in her old home, creating a tapestry on her grandmother's loom, and the hero treating her like crap. In between the seduction, the humiliations, the almost rape - the H/h have interesting conversations about letting go of the past, how to learn the lessons life is teaching you, and how to love people even if they're not perfect. There's some real wisdom buried in this nightmare of a scenario.
And it is a nightmare. Heroine is saintly in that burned-at-the-stake kind of martyrdom. Girlfriend *endures* and it's not a good role model for real life. But she has a passive power in the story that is strangely compelling.
Hero is in deep emotional pain and is as dangerous as a wounded animal. He needed laying out with a skillet - every day and twice on Sundays. He's truly horrible, he doesn't grovel enough at the end, but there is a sick satisfaction for the reader when he realizes he has become the heroine's mother and the heroine is his slowly dying brother in their present day reenactment of the past. He's become the monster that he has always hated.
The heroine burning all of her weaving and then taking a knife to the tapestry was the black moment that destroyed and cleansed all of what had gone before. And it was entirely in character. And it was a catharsis that is not often seen in a category.
This is powerful -and in a way - dangerous writing. Hurt/comfort stories always are. That the heroine has to suffer so the hero can heal is fine within the pages of a book. But this kind of emotional abuse is toxic in real life - and can perhaps be toxic to readers as well. So trigger warnings for cruelty and slut shaming and emotional abuse. Open this one with caution.
*Her name was Mary Sue and the fandom connotation of that name pulled me out of the story every time. Too bad Elizabeth Lowell had no way of knowing . . .
Hero blames the heroine's mother* for his alcoholic brother's sad excuse for a life/death. She jilted the brother to marry the richest rancher in the district. Hero got his revenge by winning the ranch in a poker game. He wanted to further his revenge by making the 18 year-old heroine his mistress. Heroine fled, her virtue intact. Hero realizes, on some level, that he has destroyed the heroine's life, so he gave his sister $5,000 to give to the heroine to get an education or whatever.
Heroine bought a loom and began making items for the craft stores in Aspen. She is saving to pay back her friend's "loan."
The story opens three years later when the hero's sister asks the heroine to discharge her debt by taking care of the hero for two months. He has pneumonia and won't let anyone help him. Heroine agrees - even though she knows he doesn't love her, moth to flame, etc. .. .
The rest of the story is the heroine slaving away for the hero in her old home, creating a tapestry on her grandmother's loom, and the hero treating her like crap. In between the seduction, the humiliations, the almost rape - the H/h have interesting conversations about letting go of the past, how to learn the lessons life is teaching you, and how to love people even if they're not perfect. There's some real wisdom buried in this nightmare of a scenario.
And it is a nightmare. Heroine is saintly in that burned-at-the-stake kind of martyrdom. Girlfriend *endures* and it's not a good role model for real life. But she has a passive power in the story that is strangely compelling.
Hero is in deep emotional pain and is as dangerous as a wounded animal. He needed laying out with a skillet - every day and twice on Sundays. He's truly horrible, he doesn't grovel enough at the end, but there is a sick satisfaction for the reader when he realizes he has become the heroine's mother and the heroine is his slowly dying brother in their present day reenactment of the past. He's become the monster that he has always hated.
The heroine burning all of her weaving and then taking a knife to the tapestry was the black moment that destroyed and cleansed all of what had gone before. And it was entirely in character. And it was a catharsis that is not often seen in a category.
This is powerful -and in a way - dangerous writing. Hurt/comfort stories always are. That the heroine has to suffer so the hero can heal is fine within the pages of a book. But this kind of emotional abuse is toxic in real life - and can perhaps be toxic to readers as well. So trigger warnings for cruelty and slut shaming and emotional abuse. Open this one with caution.
*Her name was Mary Sue and the fandom connotation of that name pulled me out of the story every time. Too bad Elizabeth Lowell had no way of knowing . . .
August 16, 2018
What St. Margarets said.
This is super effective in imagery and writing, but not a how-to for real life relationships, ladies. Well, maybe, but only if you are aiming for the perfect manual for masochists in training. The hero was such a mean bastard. There isn't a skillet large enough.
Don't recall when 'Mary Sue' became shorthand for an absurdly perfect heroine. Kind of fun to think Lowell was playing with flipping that trope by making the horrible mother, Mary Sue, be anything but perfect. It was a bit jarring.
This is super effective in imagery and writing, but not a how-to for real life relationships, ladies. Well, maybe, but only if you are aiming for the perfect manual for masochists in training. The hero was such a mean bastard. There isn't a skillet large enough.
Don't recall when 'Mary Sue' became shorthand for an absurdly perfect heroine. Kind of fun to think Lowell was playing with flipping that trope by making the horrible mother, Mary Sue, be anything but perfect. It was a bit jarring.
May 19, 2011
Fire of Spring has some beautiful, descriptive writing, and it hooked me emotionally. The imagery was very vivid, with the descriptions of the Colorado landscape under the grip of a cold spring in which snow is still on the group, and the promise of a warm Spring lurks around the corner. The title of this book really ties into the storyline in a number of ways, relating to the weather, the emotional intensity between the characters, and the tapestry that Dawn is working on that reflects her hopes for her relationship with Logan. Additionally, anyone who has read Elizabeth Lowell’s romances knows how well she writes sensuality. She never gets too explicit, but there is a fire and a power in her descriptions of the attraction between her characters, and their eventual lovemaking.
Both Dawn and Logan have suffered in their lives, and the cause of their suffering is in part due to the same woman. However, Dawn chose to put that pain behind her and get on with her life. In contrast, Logan hangs onto the hurt of seeing his brother kill himself with alcohol, and after years of feeding him full of nonsense about how bad women are and how they will destroy you, because his brother fell for the wrong woman---Dawn’s mother.
Logan hurt Dawn very badly by taking her young love and turning it into something dirty, offering her the position as his mistress until he tired of her. Instead of taking him up on that, she left and moved on with her life. Three years later, Dawn’s friend Kathy, Logan’s sister begs her to come and take care of Logan, who is sick with walking pneumonia. Dawn doesn’t want to go back down that painful path, but she owes Logan a debt, and she intends to pay him back. She hopes that she can keep herself from loving him again, knowing that he will only break her heart.
This is definitely a well-written story, and I zoomed through it. However, Logan is a mean bastard. He is deliberately cruel to Dawn, and I think most women would probably have beaten him to death with a frying pan. Dawn takes a lot off this guy, probably too much, out of her love for him. She tries to break down the corrosive wall of anger and bitterness that Logan has around his heart so that he can be free, even if she won’t be able to claim his love for her own. Part of me wondered that he was even worth the effort. But deep down, Dawn knows that Logan does love her. He just has to overcome that bad programming that his brother entrenched into his mind and spirit. She tries her best to help him, even though she weeps from the wounds that Logan’s ugly words inflict on her vulnerable heart, and she stays until he tells her to leave. She was a strong woman to put up with that. Strong in that yielding and standing sort of way that is underappreciated. I really liked Dawn. Logan, not so much, especially after he humiliates Dawn in front of the ranch hands. He comes around, realizing how much he loves Dawn, but I would have preferred some extended groveling and an epilogue in which Logan shows how much he adores Dawn. Because these essential elements weren’t on offer, this couldn’t be a five star read for me. However, this is a very good book, if you can tolerate a jerky, cruel hero who needs some remedial lessons in love and groveling.
Both Dawn and Logan have suffered in their lives, and the cause of their suffering is in part due to the same woman. However, Dawn chose to put that pain behind her and get on with her life. In contrast, Logan hangs onto the hurt of seeing his brother kill himself with alcohol, and after years of feeding him full of nonsense about how bad women are and how they will destroy you, because his brother fell for the wrong woman---Dawn’s mother.
Logan hurt Dawn very badly by taking her young love and turning it into something dirty, offering her the position as his mistress until he tired of her. Instead of taking him up on that, she left and moved on with her life. Three years later, Dawn’s friend Kathy, Logan’s sister begs her to come and take care of Logan, who is sick with walking pneumonia. Dawn doesn’t want to go back down that painful path, but she owes Logan a debt, and she intends to pay him back. She hopes that she can keep herself from loving him again, knowing that he will only break her heart.
This is definitely a well-written story, and I zoomed through it. However, Logan is a mean bastard. He is deliberately cruel to Dawn, and I think most women would probably have beaten him to death with a frying pan. Dawn takes a lot off this guy, probably too much, out of her love for him. She tries to break down the corrosive wall of anger and bitterness that Logan has around his heart so that he can be free, even if she won’t be able to claim his love for her own. Part of me wondered that he was even worth the effort. But deep down, Dawn knows that Logan does love her. He just has to overcome that bad programming that his brother entrenched into his mind and spirit. She tries her best to help him, even though she weeps from the wounds that Logan’s ugly words inflict on her vulnerable heart, and she stays until he tells her to leave. She was a strong woman to put up with that. Strong in that yielding and standing sort of way that is underappreciated. I really liked Dawn. Logan, not so much, especially after he humiliates Dawn in front of the ranch hands. He comes around, realizing how much he loves Dawn, but I would have preferred some extended groveling and an epilogue in which Logan shows how much he adores Dawn. Because these essential elements weren’t on offer, this couldn’t be a five star read for me. However, this is a very good book, if you can tolerate a jerky, cruel hero who needs some remedial lessons in love and groveling.
November 24, 2020
Ladies, this is a real tear jerker trainwreck with an avalanche of emotional abuse. And never ever try the heroine's recipe at home!
February 7, 2022
Recently I attended a seminar on psychopathic personality tracts. There was the story of a young serial killer who at 24 had already killed 14 people, after torturing and abusing them for pleasure.
He had been raised by his young uncle, a veteran in Vietnam, who basically explained all about torture and killing people. His uncle was the only person who cared for him, never mind he was severely traumatized by a cruel and non human war and unable to tell right from wrong. His uncle became his idol, and he became a serial killer to be just like he though his uncle had been.
This is what happen when a child is warped and twisted by parents/ caregivers during his childhood.
The hero was ruined by his older and more fragile brother, a man who was a alcoholic, and who basically died alcoholic because the heroine’s mother jilted him.
The brother basically was always talking about the heroine’s mother, about how all women are gold diggers and want to exploit poor defenseless men.
The hero hates the heroine because she’s like her mother.
Of course she is the opposite, but she’s been deprived enough of parents love that she’s unable to know what is love and what is toxic behavior.
She thinks she loves the hero and that she can wipe the past and make him love her.
Beware of women who has the savior complex! They think they can save the world and they always catch the worst men around like viruses because they think they can heal them.
Nothing is less true.
You can’t save a mentally and emotionally disturbed man with love, you can save it with counseling.
That’s a fact.
The poor heroine accepts to become the hero’s mistress because she thinks this will get even with her mother’s betrayal.
Of course it doesn’t work.
The hero abuses and debases the heroine because he’s the mean and coward type, that since he’s angry because he feels that the heroine has power on his emotions, he hurts her instead.
Very macho.
And the heroine is not the hard type as her mother so she’s almost broken in the end, when he basically throws her out of his ranch.
Only in the last two pages he realizes he’s just like her mother and he goes back to her to tell her he loves her.
Hea.
No! Not for meeeeee!
The ending is not believable, and too abrupt.
187 pages of abuse and two pages of partial redemption???
This ruined all the book.
No apologies, no explanations for his contemptible behavior, not at all.
Really, this should have been better dealt.
The writing is quite good, the parallelism between pattern of curtains and pattern of behavior and mother/ daughter brother/ brother are really interesting.
Sex scenes are hot.
Unfortunately both characters are warped and twisted and an happy ending is not believable.
The hero is stupid and dumb because honestly, a girl who at 21 is still a virgin and lives alone taking care of herself hardly categorizes herself as a cold gold digger, and the man is unable to handle this simple truth.
The heroine is stupid too because she didn’t understand he needs a therapy and a very long and thorough one, not sex from his worst enemy’s daughter…
Whatever.
Not a bad book if you can handle triggers as almost rape, verbal abuse, sexual slavery.
He had been raised by his young uncle, a veteran in Vietnam, who basically explained all about torture and killing people. His uncle was the only person who cared for him, never mind he was severely traumatized by a cruel and non human war and unable to tell right from wrong. His uncle became his idol, and he became a serial killer to be just like he though his uncle had been.
This is what happen when a child is warped and twisted by parents/ caregivers during his childhood.
The hero was ruined by his older and more fragile brother, a man who was a alcoholic, and who basically died alcoholic because the heroine’s mother jilted him.
The brother basically was always talking about the heroine’s mother, about how all women are gold diggers and want to exploit poor defenseless men.
The hero hates the heroine because she’s like her mother.
Of course she is the opposite, but she’s been deprived enough of parents love that she’s unable to know what is love and what is toxic behavior.
She thinks she loves the hero and that she can wipe the past and make him love her.
Beware of women who has the savior complex! They think they can save the world and they always catch the worst men around like viruses because they think they can heal them.
Nothing is less true.
You can’t save a mentally and emotionally disturbed man with love, you can save it with counseling.
That’s a fact.
The poor heroine accepts to become the hero’s mistress because she thinks this will get even with her mother’s betrayal.
Of course it doesn’t work.
The hero abuses and debases the heroine because he’s the mean and coward type, that since he’s angry because he feels that the heroine has power on his emotions, he hurts her instead.
Very macho.
And the heroine is not the hard type as her mother so she’s almost broken in the end, when he basically throws her out of his ranch.
Only in the last two pages he realizes he’s just like her mother and he goes back to her to tell her he loves her.
Hea.
No! Not for meeeeee!
The ending is not believable, and too abrupt.
187 pages of abuse and two pages of partial redemption???
This ruined all the book.
No apologies, no explanations for his contemptible behavior, not at all.
Really, this should have been better dealt.
The writing is quite good, the parallelism between pattern of curtains and pattern of behavior and mother/ daughter brother/ brother are really interesting.
Sex scenes are hot.
Unfortunately both characters are warped and twisted and an happy ending is not believable.
The hero is stupid and dumb because honestly, a girl who at 21 is still a virgin and lives alone taking care of herself hardly categorizes herself as a cold gold digger, and the man is unable to handle this simple truth.
The heroine is stupid too because she didn’t understand he needs a therapy and a very long and thorough one, not sex from his worst enemy’s daughter…
Whatever.
Not a bad book if you can handle triggers as almost rape, verbal abuse, sexual slavery.
November 1, 2017
"The Fire of Spring" is the story of Dawn and Logan.
When Logan's brother Joe kills himself inebriated after getting jilted by Mary-Sue, Dawn's mother, he tries to take his revenge after winning all of Dawn's lands by seducing her. Dawn runs away and three years later, is asked by Kathy, Logan's sister and her best friend to take care of Logan for two weeks to pay of the loan "Kathy" had given her in the past.
Basically our great hero is a PIG and douchebag. Being creepy and mean is not enough, he has to be verbally abusive too. Calling the heroine all wonderful names from bitch to a whore, he refuses to listen to reason and still wants to seduce her despite knowing he's hurting her for "revenge". WTF was with him wanting to weave her hair in the art she making?
The heroine started out as sweet and kind, but allowing that ass to almost rape her (TWICE) and then listening to his excuses was infuriating to read.
The cherry on top was the hero remembering his brother and her mother during sex many times.
If you like hero being an angry rapist and your heroine having NO SELF RESPECT, this one is for you. Ending was stupid and there was NO GROVELING.
I dont even care about safety
.5/5
When Logan's brother Joe kills himself inebriated after getting jilted by Mary-Sue, Dawn's mother, he tries to take his revenge after winning all of Dawn's lands by seducing her. Dawn runs away and three years later, is asked by Kathy, Logan's sister and her best friend to take care of Logan for two weeks to pay of the loan "Kathy" had given her in the past.
Basically our great hero is a PIG and douchebag. Being creepy and mean is not enough, he has to be verbally abusive too. Calling the heroine all wonderful names from bitch to a whore, he refuses to listen to reason and still wants to seduce her despite knowing he's hurting her for "revenge". WTF was with him wanting to weave her hair in the art she making?
The heroine started out as sweet and kind, but allowing that ass to almost rape her (TWICE) and then listening to his excuses was infuriating to read.
The cherry on top was the hero remembering his brother and her mother during sex many times.
If you like hero being an angry rapist and your heroine having NO SELF RESPECT, this one is for you. Ending was stupid and there was NO GROVELING.
I dont even care about safety
.5/5
May 13, 2019
I just read this again and it is still heartbreaking. I wanted the heroine to say no and walk out on him and never come back. He didn't deserve her and I don't there life will be any better in the future. The man is crazy.
He asked her to be his mistress three years ago and she left. His sister makes her come back and take care of him for repayment of a debt. She cleaned his place up, tended to him for months to get him back in shape and he repays her by basically treating her like crap. And she took it. I was so angry at at her and wanted her to just leave but no she stayed and took the abuse. And he was more than cruel. When he almost raped her in the bunkhouse I hated him with a passion and he never redeemed himself to me.
The scene where she tries to save the calf and finds it dead just reminded me of her love for the hero. She couldn't save him either. She was never going to save him from the road of hate and revenge he was on. She should have left that night and never returned. Her love was hopeless. He might have came back in and stopped her form destroying the tapestry but he didn't redeem himself to me. I hated him and as I said, he will never change.
I hated this book and yet I read it again. What is the definition of insanity? Reading the same thing over and over and expecting a different outcome? I misquote but that is what I am doing. I keep thinking I will find some different ending or something I missed but no, it still stunk. I cried several times in it and I hope I never read it again. But I probably will. Insanity....
He asked her to be his mistress three years ago and she left. His sister makes her come back and take care of him for repayment of a debt. She cleaned his place up, tended to him for months to get him back in shape and he repays her by basically treating her like crap. And she took it. I was so angry at at her and wanted her to just leave but no she stayed and took the abuse. And he was more than cruel. When he almost raped her in the bunkhouse I hated him with a passion and he never redeemed himself to me.
The scene where she tries to save the calf and finds it dead just reminded me of her love for the hero. She couldn't save him either. She was never going to save him from the road of hate and revenge he was on. She should have left that night and never returned. Her love was hopeless. He might have came back in and stopped her form destroying the tapestry but he didn't redeem himself to me. I hated him and as I said, he will never change.
I hated this book and yet I read it again. What is the definition of insanity? Reading the same thing over and over and expecting a different outcome? I misquote but that is what I am doing. I keep thinking I will find some different ending or something I missed but no, it still stunk. I cried several times in it and I hope I never read it again. But I probably will. Insanity....
This entire review has been hidden because of spoilers.
June 30, 2016
I liked this better when I read it years ago. I just wanted the heroine to stand up and throw a check in his face. His misplaced hatred for her ran rampant through 99% of the book and the resolution took a measly few pages with no grovelling other than a frantic run from the barn to the house.
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August 16, 2016Abandoned and author to avoid because the writing was so tiring! I wont rate this cause i couldnt even read it! Endless monologues, descriptions, zero dialogue!
December 22, 2018
This is a one-star/five-star. The H is stupendously awful, the h ridiculously self-sacrificing, and it's hard to stop reading despite that.
September 4, 2020
Dreamy and lyrical writing elevates FoS beyond the typical category romance, but the darkness that flows throughout the story makes it a hard read. The motifs of the seasons, light and darkness, fire and ice, the heroine's weaving are beautifully rendered—Lowell is as much a master weaver as her heroine, even in this early work.
But I had mixed reactions to this story. I enjoy wrecky revenge tropes and wasn’t sure why I found this one so unsettling until I realized that it’s the degree of the hero’s bitterness and how unfounded it is. Usually, in my experience, the hero’s drive for vengeance is the result of a misunderstanding—the heroine is usually either innocent of whatever misdeed the hero has laid at her door or an action or event has been twisted and misread in some way. And regardless of whether she did the deed or didn’t, she’s not a proxy for someone else, as the heroine in this story is. But this (anti)hero, Logan, is fully aware that the heroine has done nothing; she simply has the misfortune to have been born to a woman he blames for his own family's tragedies.
Heroine Dawn is expected to pay for the actions of her beautiful, fickle mother, whom the hero blames for his brother’s decline into alcoholism and death. The fact that the hero is attracted to, even in love with, the heroine from the very start is only more fuel for his bitter fire. He wants vengeance on behalf of another, and he is seeking it FROM another, not the offender, and maybe that’s what bothers me about this story. The level of misogyny runs too deep in the hero; I don’t trust in a happy ending that relies so heavily on the heroine’s ability to “heal”: an outer transformative power. The hero doesn’t change, we are told, so much as he IS changed and redeemed by magical heroine healing powers.
The theme of love as a healing forces is hardly new to romance, but in this case, it felt like too high a price to be paid by an innocent who was as hurt by the actions of her parents as the hero and his brother were. The whole Madonna-whore aspect turned me off too, as did the big bully manbaby hero’s insistence that all of his brother’s woes (and by association his woes) were caused by Woman (conceptually) who needed to be punished for it, as opposed to the particular woman who he believes actually caused the hurt. While he does, by the end, somewhat admit his brother’s culpability for his own problems and have a dawning realization that he has become the very person he loathed, the hero’s long-held belief that everything that happened was someone else’s fault seems like a pattern that will repeat. I just don’t buy the HEA here.
I don’t know that I really enjoyed this book, but it definitely had deep currents that are engrossing even having closed the cover. I’ll be thinking about this one for a while. And that, in itself, is a testament to EL’s skill.
But I had mixed reactions to this story. I enjoy wrecky revenge tropes and wasn’t sure why I found this one so unsettling until I realized that it’s the degree of the hero’s bitterness and how unfounded it is. Usually, in my experience, the hero’s drive for vengeance is the result of a misunderstanding—the heroine is usually either innocent of whatever misdeed the hero has laid at her door or an action or event has been twisted and misread in some way. And regardless of whether she did the deed or didn’t, she’s not a proxy for someone else, as the heroine in this story is. But this (anti)hero, Logan, is fully aware that the heroine has done nothing; she simply has the misfortune to have been born to a woman he blames for his own family's tragedies.
Heroine Dawn is expected to pay for the actions of her beautiful, fickle mother, whom the hero blames for his brother’s decline into alcoholism and death. The fact that the hero is attracted to, even in love with, the heroine from the very start is only more fuel for his bitter fire. He wants vengeance on behalf of another, and he is seeking it FROM another, not the offender, and maybe that’s what bothers me about this story. The level of misogyny runs too deep in the hero; I don’t trust in a happy ending that relies so heavily on the heroine’s ability to “heal”: an outer transformative power. The hero doesn’t change, we are told, so much as he IS changed and redeemed by magical heroine healing powers.
The theme of love as a healing forces is hardly new to romance, but in this case, it felt like too high a price to be paid by an innocent who was as hurt by the actions of her parents as the hero and his brother were. The whole Madonna-whore aspect turned me off too, as did the big bully manbaby hero’s insistence that all of his brother’s woes (and by association his woes) were caused by Woman (conceptually) who needed to be punished for it, as opposed to the particular woman who he believes actually caused the hurt. While he does, by the end, somewhat admit his brother’s culpability for his own problems and have a dawning realization that he has become the very person he loathed, the hero’s long-held belief that everything that happened was someone else’s fault seems like a pattern that will repeat. I just don’t buy the HEA here.
I don’t know that I really enjoyed this book, but it definitely had deep currents that are engrossing even having closed the cover. I’ll be thinking about this one for a while. And that, in itself, is a testament to EL’s skill.
October 26, 2018
This took me ages to finish for a simple reason. It was kind of boring and tedious to read. I just couldn't connect to the story and I have good reasons for it. The h was too timid, too willing to pay for the mistakes of her parents and ended up playing carpet to the H in the process. The H was super cruel, bitter and had no qualms taking his frustrations and his need for 'revenge' out on the helpless and hapless h. Together they made a very dysfunctional couple and I didn't believe in the HEA or even the fact that they should be with each other at all. Also, I could have done with fewer descriptions of ranch life in general. Not my cup of tea at all.
July 4, 2022
I thought I would like this, but I didn’t. The plot has a cruel H and a virgin h and it has vengeance. That I like.
But I didn’t feel his love for her. I want that strange mix of cruelty, passion, desire, love from a H. Like in a vintage Charlotte Lamb or in a vintage Helen Bianchin. The steamy scenes were steamy, but the love was missing.
And she was too much of a martyr. The morning after their first night together, when he ordered her to get out of his bed, she should not have only walked out of his bed, but also out of his life.
Anyway, it dragged with their stories about her mother and his brother and him again and again calling her a wh*re because her mother was a whore (according to him). I scrolled through a lot of their bla bla.
But I didn’t feel his love for her. I want that strange mix of cruelty, passion, desire, love from a H. Like in a vintage Charlotte Lamb or in a vintage Helen Bianchin. The steamy scenes were steamy, but the love was missing.
And she was too much of a martyr. The morning after their first night together, when he ordered her to get out of his bed, she should not have only walked out of his bed, but also out of his life.
Anyway, it dragged with their stories about her mother and his brother and him again and again calling her a wh*re because her mother was a whore (according to him). I scrolled through a lot of their bla bla.
August 27, 2023
I typically don't enjoy second-chance romance stories, but this one is quite enjoyable. However, I find the ending to be rather abrupt. I'm yearning for more. I've lost count of how often Logan referred to Dawn as the daughter of Mary Sue. Logan didn't even grovel.😫😫
August 19, 2012
I can't believe how much of a jerk this Hero was or for how long it lasted. Or how long she stayed and kept taking his crap, I kept hollering "just leave!" during the book but she didn't. But that being said I really, really liked this book and ended up liking the H too. (probably 3.5 stars for me :))
So she gets the TSTL tag- she has the money to pay him back, that first day when he smarted off she should have just wrote him that check and walked out the door.. It ended a little too soon for me because I really wanted to see them together and happy for once.
So she gets the TSTL tag- she has the money to pay him back, that first day when he smarted off she should have just wrote him that check and walked out the door.. It ended a little too soon for me because I really wanted to see them together and happy for once.
March 23, 2010
Typical early Elizabeth Lowell her novels can bring you into the depth of despair and out of it in a few short pages. She is also always very descriptive although sometimes you wonder if there is anybody really like her characters in real life.
May 26, 2011
This made my heart hurt, and I almost wished Dawn had gone away before Logan made it back to the house at the climax...
Lady Danielle wrote an awesome review to which I could add nothing of substance so I won't say more, even though it was my first EL (no comment).
Lady Danielle wrote an awesome review to which I could add nothing of substance so I won't say more, even though it was my first EL (no comment).
December 1, 2022
i regret reading this book 👎👎👎👎 Dawn our stupid heroine has no self-respect , i can't express my feeling of disgust right now,but if u want a book where the man can do everything and still be forgiven then this is for u 🌝
October 22, 2015
I hated his guts; more and more, with every page until the end. And I, usually, don't mind jerk heroes...
April 21, 2021
There are some authors I keep around and revisit not in spite of their shortcomings, but because their particular shortcomings are ones that I enjoy when in certain moods. Lowell is one of those authors. Her romances are bad. So very bad. But some of them push just the right emotional buttons and are perfect in specific moments.
Pulled Fires of Spring out and flipped through it tonight. It is *not* one of those books. It's flat out horrible using basically every possible metric, without any saving graces at all.
Pulled Fires of Spring out and flipped through it tonight. It is *not* one of those books. It's flat out horrible using basically every possible metric, without any saving graces at all.
March 21, 2022
This is hard to read because H is evil.
It is well-written but H Logan is horrible, cruel, taunting, out for revenge. His method of choice is diabolical. He makes Dawn be his mistress, supposedly agreeing that if she does so that he will have his vengeance against her mother who was horrible to his brother.
Of course this makes no sense and Dawn finds out that Logan simply gets deeper and deeper into his revenge fantasy, making love tenderly and lovingly then cutting her to bits with humiliation and cruel words. She finally realizes that he won't quit until he destroys her or until she leaves, and he already told her that if she leaves it means she's just like her mother, a tease.
Logan manipulates Dawn and all she does is give him love and caring and he gets wilder and nastier. He also forbids her to give any commands to the ranch hands, even though she knows exactly what to do, and when she does he kicks her out. Of course he realizes he blew it and stops her from leaving.
Sorry, I don't buy the happy ending. I don't see him redeeming himself or changing his ways after a day or two. He's too ingrained in the habit of hating and taking and hurting to stop. He faced up to the fact that Dawn was nothing like her mother and he is nothing like his brother a couple times before but it made no difference in how he acted. Dawn was a virgin and he knows this but he still treats her like a dirty tramp.
As long as the hs are not doormats I often enjoy the romances with jerky Hs because they get their comeuppance. This one I can't enjoy or recommend.
It is well-written but H Logan is horrible, cruel, taunting, out for revenge. His method of choice is diabolical. He makes Dawn be his mistress, supposedly agreeing that if she does so that he will have his vengeance against her mother who was horrible to his brother.
Of course this makes no sense and Dawn finds out that Logan simply gets deeper and deeper into his revenge fantasy, making love tenderly and lovingly then cutting her to bits with humiliation and cruel words. She finally realizes that he won't quit until he destroys her or until she leaves, and he already told her that if she leaves it means she's just like her mother, a tease.
Logan manipulates Dawn and all she does is give him love and caring and he gets wilder and nastier. He also forbids her to give any commands to the ranch hands, even though she knows exactly what to do, and when she does he kicks her out. Of course he realizes he blew it and stops her from leaving.
Sorry, I don't buy the happy ending. I don't see him redeeming himself or changing his ways after a day or two. He's too ingrained in the habit of hating and taking and hurting to stop. He faced up to the fact that Dawn was nothing like her mother and he is nothing like his brother a couple times before but it made no difference in how he acted. Dawn was a virgin and he knows this but he still treats her like a dirty tramp.
As long as the hs are not doormats I often enjoy the romances with jerky Hs because they get their comeuppance. This one I can't enjoy or recommend.
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January 17, 2021LOGAN GARRETT DIDN'T BELIEVE IN LOVE
He believed in revenge. Dawn Sheridan's beautiful, calculating mother had destroyed Logan's older brother, and Logan had sworn vengeance. When he won the Sheridan ranch in a poker game he should have been satisfied -- but he wasn't. Dawn, who resembled her beautiful mother so closely, was the perfect target for his anger. Yet Logan found that in hurting her, he came away wounded.
Dawn understood what Logan was afraid to admit -- that what he wanted from her was love, not hatred. She gave him that love, risking everything to reach the gentle, caring man beneath his pain, knowing that if she lost, Logan would finally have the vengeance he sought.
He believed in revenge. Dawn Sheridan's beautiful, calculating mother had destroyed Logan's older brother, and Logan had sworn vengeance. When he won the Sheridan ranch in a poker game he should have been satisfied -- but he wasn't. Dawn, who resembled her beautiful mother so closely, was the perfect target for his anger. Yet Logan found that in hurting her, he came away wounded.
Dawn understood what Logan was afraid to admit -- that what he wanted from her was love, not hatred. She gave him that love, risking everything to reach the gentle, caring man beneath his pain, knowing that if she lost, Logan would finally have the vengeance he sought.
January 14, 2017
What kind of crazy woman would put up with a man like this? What I just read was mankilling material.
This jackhole hero nearly raped the poor girl twice. Then he continued to treat her with contempt after intimate yet consensual episodes.
I would not have stayed to give this man chance after chance to change. Truth be told, this man had zero redeeming qualities. Zero appeal. Zero personality. Zero zero zero.
The heroine was a sweet girl with zero brains. So I guess they will be happy together.
1 star.
This jackhole hero nearly raped the poor girl twice. Then he continued to treat her with contempt after intimate yet consensual episodes.
I would not have stayed to give this man chance after chance to change. Truth be told, this man had zero redeeming qualities. Zero appeal. Zero personality. Zero zero zero.
The heroine was a sweet girl with zero brains. So I guess they will be happy together.
1 star.
January 7, 2023
Its an nice enough story but the male character had an overall negative effect on the story as a whole. His entire behavior was based on something that was not completely true. And to exact revenge on the person that was not at fault, but was just available, comes across and weak and in poor taste. Not one of her better works I am afraid.
September 23, 2018
It pains me because Elizabeth Lowell is my favorite romance author of all time, but this is old school 80s romance in all its glory. It was the last one to complete my collection of owning every single one of her books so I forced myself through.
May 13, 2026
This book made me so mad I had to take a week or two before reviewing it. I consider it one of the most dangerous vintage romances I've read, because it portrays a blatantly textbook-abusive relationship, but with the woman's doormat, enabling, appeasing, fawning behavior "changing" the man... in like a second.
It's dangerous in a way that some of the most over the top HP heroes don't quite manage to make. Because this one is encouraging staying in abusive relationships because he might eventually change.
Don't get me wrong, the writing itself is perfectly fine, and there are elements that could have been intriguing and interesting, such as the h's penchant for weaving complex tapestries and using that as a wonderful metaphor for life and healing and overcoming the bad patterns of the past and whatnot.
Now, the author ATTEMPTS to use the weaving metaphor in these ways, but the problem in this book is that she wrote a """hero"""" who is a delusional, abusive, rage-filled psychopath whose past patterns are in fact too deeply ingrained to have been even kind of resolved or healed or changed over the course of this book.
So, the book starts and continues until maybe 2 pages from the end with the hero HATING the heroine with the passion of a million suns. Why does he hate the heroine, do you ask? Does he think she cheated on him? Tried to steal money from him? Betrayed him in some way? Seduced and abandoned him? Had a secret baby she hid from him?
Nope.
She had the audacity to be born to his brother's ex-flame. That is it.
Throughout the story, there's a bit of mystery as to their "past" and it almost seems from his perspective that the h did in fact do SOMETHING to him to make him so bitterly angry and vengeful to the point that he would rather die of pneumonia than receive help of any kind from her.
But no, the only thing she ever did was be born to the wrong woman.
And we don't even really know that her mother was all that bad, really. She was dating and maybe engaged to the H's older brother who raised him after their parents died, and ended up dumping him and marrying a different, wealthier man with a larger ranch. Maybe from mercenary reasons or maybe big bro was already the alcoholic he later became; we never get her perspective at all.
So the H has decided that the h's mom was a harlot-slut-tramp-hoar-jezebel and despises her forever, when (several years before the story starts, when the h was barely 18 and bffs with his younger sister) the h is invited to stay with them by his baby sister, he decides that the h is just like her mother based on zero evidence and interaction with her, and he plans to seduce and/or r*pe her, set her up as his mistress/maid, and if she refuses, he threatens to strip her naked and march her into the center of town and show people what a (see above description of h's mom) the h really is. No, this was not a historical novel.
Said h is a shy, virginal, sensitive, artistic, sheltered girl who was mostly raised by her paternal grandmother, who taught her the art of weaving etc. and she ended up falling for the H until the day his sister was out of the house and he unveiled his lovely plan for the h, expecting her to capitulate and just fold.
Instead, she, heartbroken, sneaks out, retreats to a cabin in a nearby village in the woods, and has been making her own quiet life for the past 5 years, when the H's sister shows up preggers AF and begs the h to please go take care of the H because he's on the verge of dying.
He's been running his ranch (it was actually the heroine's dad's family ranch that he lost in a game of cards to the H in the other part of his diabolical scheme to ruin their family... no, this is not a historical novel. I know it sounds like it because you just can't do the stuff the H does and attempts in even the vintage years of the 80s in Colorado) nearly by himself, but has neglected himself and has walking pneumonia and is about to have under the ground post-pneumonia.
NOW.
If the story had been written in a way that the H, during his incredibly weakened and near-death condition at the beginning of the story, had an epiphany and perspective shift about whether evil revenge on an innocent party is really that important in the grand scheme of things, and while he is recuperating, began to soften up and sane-up and gain some perspective, that would be a different story and somewhat believable.
NO. He ends up somehow convincing the h to stay, but gets MORE bitter and angry (because he's secretly in love with her somehow; may this love never ever find me, thank you) as he gets better. Oh, did I mention that he's incredibly paranoid that the h wants to steal his ranch from him even though she's never once hinted or shown any interest in doing so in the entirety of her existence, AND even though morally she would be entitled to be a little bit bummed/bitter that she lost her home to him at the age of 18 and had to go live somewhere else?
Yeah he is paranoid and delusional. He is not a well man.
Anyway the bulk of this book is him making her his bangmaid and her just letting him. And when he's not banging, he treats her like absolute dirt, calls her names, sneers at her compassion for him, belittles everything she is and does, etc.
And at the end he has a very sudden revelation after he finally said/did something so heinous and evil that she finally had enough and starts to leave; he stops her and says he was sorry, and they hea I guess?
This woman is going to be murdered to death by him in less than 5 years because he is certifiably insane and needs help and medication.
It's dangerous in a way that some of the most over the top HP heroes don't quite manage to make. Because this one is encouraging staying in abusive relationships because he might eventually change.
Don't get me wrong, the writing itself is perfectly fine, and there are elements that could have been intriguing and interesting, such as the h's penchant for weaving complex tapestries and using that as a wonderful metaphor for life and healing and overcoming the bad patterns of the past and whatnot.
Now, the author ATTEMPTS to use the weaving metaphor in these ways, but the problem in this book is that she wrote a """hero"""" who is a delusional, abusive, rage-filled psychopath whose past patterns are in fact too deeply ingrained to have been even kind of resolved or healed or changed over the course of this book.
So, the book starts and continues until maybe 2 pages from the end with the hero HATING the heroine with the passion of a million suns. Why does he hate the heroine, do you ask? Does he think she cheated on him? Tried to steal money from him? Betrayed him in some way? Seduced and abandoned him? Had a secret baby she hid from him?
Nope.
She had the audacity to be born to his brother's ex-flame. That is it.
Throughout the story, there's a bit of mystery as to their "past" and it almost seems from his perspective that the h did in fact do SOMETHING to him to make him so bitterly angry and vengeful to the point that he would rather die of pneumonia than receive help of any kind from her.
But no, the only thing she ever did was be born to the wrong woman.
And we don't even really know that her mother was all that bad, really. She was dating and maybe engaged to the H's older brother who raised him after their parents died, and ended up dumping him and marrying a different, wealthier man with a larger ranch. Maybe from mercenary reasons or maybe big bro was already the alcoholic he later became; we never get her perspective at all.
So the H has decided that the h's mom was a harlot-slut-tramp-hoar-jezebel and despises her forever, when (several years before the story starts, when the h was barely 18 and bffs with his younger sister) the h is invited to stay with them by his baby sister, he decides that the h is just like her mother based on zero evidence and interaction with her, and he plans to seduce and/or r*pe her, set her up as his mistress/maid, and if she refuses, he threatens to strip her naked and march her into the center of town and show people what a (see above description of h's mom) the h really is. No, this was not a historical novel.
Said h is a shy, virginal, sensitive, artistic, sheltered girl who was mostly raised by her paternal grandmother, who taught her the art of weaving etc. and she ended up falling for the H until the day his sister was out of the house and he unveiled his lovely plan for the h, expecting her to capitulate and just fold.
Instead, she, heartbroken, sneaks out, retreats to a cabin in a nearby village in the woods, and has been making her own quiet life for the past 5 years, when the H's sister shows up preggers AF and begs the h to please go take care of the H because he's on the verge of dying.
He's been running his ranch (it was actually the heroine's dad's family ranch that he lost in a game of cards to the H in the other part of his diabolical scheme to ruin their family... no, this is not a historical novel. I know it sounds like it because you just can't do the stuff the H does and attempts in even the vintage years of the 80s in Colorado) nearly by himself, but has neglected himself and has walking pneumonia and is about to have under the ground post-pneumonia.
NOW.
If the story had been written in a way that the H, during his incredibly weakened and near-death condition at the beginning of the story, had an epiphany and perspective shift about whether evil revenge on an innocent party is really that important in the grand scheme of things, and while he is recuperating, began to soften up and sane-up and gain some perspective, that would be a different story and somewhat believable.
NO. He ends up somehow convincing the h to stay, but gets MORE bitter and angry (because he's secretly in love with her somehow; may this love never ever find me, thank you) as he gets better. Oh, did I mention that he's incredibly paranoid that the h wants to steal his ranch from him even though she's never once hinted or shown any interest in doing so in the entirety of her existence, AND even though morally she would be entitled to be a little bit bummed/bitter that she lost her home to him at the age of 18 and had to go live somewhere else?
Yeah he is paranoid and delusional. He is not a well man.
Anyway the bulk of this book is him making her his bangmaid and her just letting him. And when he's not banging, he treats her like absolute dirt, calls her names, sneers at her compassion for him, belittles everything she is and does, etc.
And at the end he has a very sudden revelation after he finally said/did something so heinous and evil that she finally had enough and starts to leave; he stops her and says he was sorry, and they hea I guess?
This woman is going to be murdered to death by him in less than 5 years because he is certifiably insane and needs help and medication.
April 9, 2021
I honestly didn't know how to rate this. The writing is superb but the story is deeply disturbing.
EL has an exquisite prose that can top even Charlotte Lamb and Robyn Donald and the gorgeous scenes they were able to paint in vivid colours. EL takes that sublime way of writing and extends it into wonderful metaphors. The writing is extraordinarily beautiful, especially for HP.
But holy moly, if only the hero hadn't been completely deranged, I could have loved this book. I'm no psychiatrist but he seemed to have some sort of serious mental illness like schizophrenia. It was there in the way he would swing wildly between normal and a twisted, distorted view of reality, obsessed with punishing the heroine for what her mother did to his brother.
We would get his inner monologue and it gave frightening insights into the unhinged state of his mind. Seriously, he was a maniac and the heroine should have run for her life. To me it felt getting into the mind of a serial killer.
But she seemed equally locked into their deathlike radioactive relationship - with her masochism fitting perfectly with his sadism. I usually love fictional stories where a broken man is healed by the love of a good woman, but sheesh, this went way too far me. Instead of getting healed he was intent on destroying her.
The ending was depressing. His epiphany that he loved her came within the last couple of pages, so was implausible and horribly, maddeningly short. No grovel whatsoever for everything he did to break her, or gratitude for her saving his life when he had pneumonia.
In that kind of toxic relationship he needs her to fulfil his obsessive hates and insane possessiveness, and can't let her go when she tries. So she gets reeled back in. If this were real life, she would end as another statistic of a woman killed by her intimate partner.
The story wasn't so much a romance story as a thriller or maybe a horror story. The only HEA could be if a sheriff or one of the farmhands suddenly broke in, and shot dead the crazed, obsessive stalker. Then she would finally be free.
A very dark story.
EL has an exquisite prose that can top even Charlotte Lamb and Robyn Donald and the gorgeous scenes they were able to paint in vivid colours. EL takes that sublime way of writing and extends it into wonderful metaphors. The writing is extraordinarily beautiful, especially for HP.
But holy moly, if only the hero hadn't been completely deranged, I could have loved this book. I'm no psychiatrist but he seemed to have some sort of serious mental illness like schizophrenia. It was there in the way he would swing wildly between normal and a twisted, distorted view of reality, obsessed with punishing the heroine for what her mother did to his brother.
We would get his inner monologue and it gave frightening insights into the unhinged state of his mind. Seriously, he was a maniac and the heroine should have run for her life. To me it felt getting into the mind of a serial killer.
But she seemed equally locked into their deathlike radioactive relationship - with her masochism fitting perfectly with his sadism. I usually love fictional stories where a broken man is healed by the love of a good woman, but sheesh, this went way too far me. Instead of getting healed he was intent on destroying her.
The ending was depressing. His epiphany that he loved her came within the last couple of pages, so was implausible and horribly, maddeningly short. No grovel whatsoever for everything he did to break her, or gratitude for her saving his life when he had pneumonia.
In that kind of toxic relationship he needs her to fulfil his obsessive hates and insane possessiveness, and can't let her go when she tries. So she gets reeled back in. If this were real life, she would end as another statistic of a woman killed by her intimate partner.
The story wasn't so much a romance story as a thriller or maybe a horror story. The only HEA could be if a sheriff or one of the farmhands suddenly broke in, and shot dead the crazed, obsessive stalker. Then she would finally be free.
A very dark story.
April 7, 2021
Rating: 4.2
My first read of Elizabeth Lowell and really what an unexpectedly good one. The author's prose and pattern of writing had me engrossed since the beginning whether it was the vivid description of the mundane everyday chores to her similes when it came to life and the nature from the FL'S pov. She wove the words so coherently and beautifully that there was no moment where I felt bored or wanted to skim through.
Coming to the leads I really liked the FL despite her being vulnerable to and having a forgiving nature when it came to the ML, she had a really strong core of strength and a lot of substance as a character.
As for the ML I am quite neutral towards him cause on one hand I could understand his fears and even pity him for it on the other I felt extremely frustrated on his short sightedness in the face of FL constantly proving his suspicions and doubts wrong.
FL's hope, strong will and patience in the face of the ML's callous behavior and a bitter outlook towards life and women was heartbreaking and warming at the same time. It was obvious the ML had invariably loved her since their meeting and loathed seeing her harmed or hurt yet it could not make me overlook his constant lashing out on her every time he softened towards her. This constant taking one step forward and going two steps back policy of ML made me want to bash him hard.
Yet for all his brutish attitude and being a jerk I could not come to hate him as much considering . Ironically before the FL entered his life again he had already become the person he had feared the most.
Overall, I really liked the story my only complain is I looked forward to a better ending, it seemed a bit rushed up to me still I look forward to checking out more of the author's work
My first read of Elizabeth Lowell and really what an unexpectedly good one. The author's prose and pattern of writing had me engrossed since the beginning whether it was the vivid description of the mundane everyday chores to her similes when it came to life and the nature from the FL'S pov. She wove the words so coherently and beautifully that there was no moment where I felt bored or wanted to skim through.
Coming to the leads I really liked the FL despite her being vulnerable to and having a forgiving nature when it came to the ML, she had a really strong core of strength and a lot of substance as a character.
As for the ML I am quite neutral towards him cause on one hand I could understand his fears and even pity him for it on the other I felt extremely frustrated on his short sightedness in the face of FL constantly proving his suspicions and doubts wrong.
FL's hope, strong will and patience in the face of the ML's callous behavior and a bitter outlook towards life and women was heartbreaking and warming at the same time. It was obvious the ML had invariably loved her since their meeting and loathed seeing her harmed or hurt yet it could not make me overlook his constant lashing out on her every time he softened towards her. This constant taking one step forward and going two steps back policy of ML made me want to bash him hard.
Yet for all his brutish attitude and being a jerk I could not come to hate him as much considering . Ironically before the FL entered his life again he had already become the person he had feared the most.
Overall, I really liked the story my only complain is I looked forward to a better ending, it seemed a bit rushed up to me still I look forward to checking out more of the author's work
November 8, 2019
Ye-what just happened? Hero isn’t much of a hero. Heroine is doing all the heavy lifting in this shit. Liked that she had a hobby and career! Much different from other heroine’s in similar stories. But jeez, our hero is sick and might be sick in the head too. Where the hell did his sister go?! The “reason” the heroine came back is so flimsy that you just have to ignore it. But there is no redemption to be had in the story. Like it was the past and THIS girl wasn’t the person who did anything soooooo enough already. Checked out of the books when after taking the heroine’s virginity our hero said like “a mistress knows when to leave after sex is over. Go”....yeah can’t support him abusing the heroine in the first place let alone after that. Glad in the end she starts burning the things she made, cause fuck this guy who hates you, stole and kicked you out of your childhood home, calls you ‘mother’s daughter and tramp and whore constantly, won’t let you help on the ranch, always say mean things after sex and doesn’t appreciate anything you are doing for him while he recovers. Nope outta there and skip this book.
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