I chose this book because I love Kim Walker-Smith. I first heard her singing He Loves Us with Jesus Culture. I was drawn to her energy and love shown through her worship. I loved her joy which bubbled out of her as a laugh, in the middle of the song.
This book was so raw and real. Her testimony is beautiful and powerful. I was surprised how much I could relate to her story.... with her pain with father figures, her feelings of hopelessness and her encounters with God. I laughed, cried, and felt the deepest of emotions as I read this book. It was as though Kim was sitting across from me at a café sharing her testimony with me. I love how God transforms people... beauty from ashes. His great love is never ending. His presence is never failing and dependable. His word is steadfast and solid. His arms are comforting, protective, and loving.
Some of my favorite parts are as follows:
...turned my face toward Jesus, and asked, "How much do You love me?" Immediately I saw Jesus throw His arms open wide and say "I love you this much!" His arms began to stretch as far as my eyes could see and beyond. He was laughing with so much joy...I looked to the left and the right and couldn't see an end to how far His arms were stretching. Realizing there was no end to His love for me, I began sobbing and laughing with joy. (Page 84)
I asked Jesus, "What were You thinking when You created me?" …as soon as the question left my mouth, a picture appeared in my mind. I was standing beside Jesus, and we were both facing God the Father across a table. The Father suddenly reached into His chest, grabbed His heart, and ripped off a chunk of it. He threw it down on the table, and it became clay. As He began shaping and molding it, I realized it was me. When He was finished, He reached over, grabbed a box and placed me inside it....The Father stood in front of the box with a look of excitement and anticipation on His face. Suddenly He threw open the box, and the little me began dancing, singing and worshipping Him....The Father became so excited and shouted, "Woohoo!" as He jumped and twirled around. Then He shut the box, waited with great anticipation, and threw the lid open again. Once more I sang and danced, and He ran around shouting for joy. I stood there watching Him repeat the same sequence of events over and over. I was bewildered at His excitement for me. Then the Father reached into the box and put me in the palm of His hand. In that moment, my perspective changed-I went from watching all of this along the side to being there in His hand. He was pulling me close to His heart, and as I got closer, I could see the outline of the place where He had ripped out the piece to make me. He slid me into that spot, and I fit perfectly, like a puzzle piece. As I nestled into His heart, I could feel the warmth of His love. Then I heard the Father begin to speak, "You are not a mistake. I knew exactly what I was doing when I created you .... This is the place you were made from and this is where you stay, here in my heart, so close to me. Nobody else can fill this spot. It's just for you." (Pages 85-86)
Jesus loves us exactly the way we need to be loved. (Page 138)
When Jesus forgives us, He completely removes and forgets about our sin. … His version of justice doesn't focus on punishing wrongdoing, but on the restoration of what was lost or damaged by it. (Page 144)
There is nobody who is too lost for God, nobody who is unseen by Him. There is not a single person who has made such horrible choices that God will remove His love from them. He loves us in the middle of our mess and bad choices, and He loves us even when we reject Him. (Page 185)
As you may have guessed I really enjoyed this book! I highly recommend it to any and everyone. It is so powerful and beautiful. You will be surprised how relatable Kim's story is to your own. God made you and He knows every detail of your story. His love for you in incredible.
Thank you so much for reading my review. I hope you enjoyed it!
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