This book is one that I did not buy because of the cover, as I so often do. Instead I purchased this book because of wanting to learn more about what had happened concerning the murder of Taylor Samson, and the part Will Sanderson played in Taylor’s murder.
I wanted to learn more about how these two young men with such bright futures ended up in such a tragic situation, leaving one dead, the other serving a life prison sentence.
Admittedly, I had some reservations about purchasing this book, not wanting to be drawn in simply by morbid curiosity. But this book is well done, by Kayla Hounsell, a CBC reporter who’d covered the trial. It’s never too graphic or disrespectable in any way.
True stories of murder for me is about understanding what drives someone to commit such an act. How someone crosses that thou shall not kill line.
Kind of like peeking under the bed as a child, afraid of what might be hiding there.
It’s even more frightening thinking of if such darkness could lurk within someone close to us? Asking the question: do we ever really know someone?
Maybe part of reading about murder is that we hope we will never experience it personally.
To look at it from a safe distance. To be intrigued, shocked, trying to comprehend how these horrible, “bad” things happen to such ordinary people. Often to people whose lives seem to be going so well.
This is a story of how people’s lives can so quickly change, or end.
Mostly, I believe we want reassurance that something like this could never happen to us or someone we love. That’s the real terror in this story—the possibility that it could happen.
That killers are so often just regular, ordinary folk.
What strikes me also is that most of us, I believe, never give much thought to the bigger picture, the legacy our actions leaves behind. That ripple effect. Not only does this crime affect two young men, but their families, friends, acquaintances, those involved in working the case. Everyone who hears about it or reads this book.
And the ultimate horror of not having a body, not being granted such closure. Of the grief some people will forever suffer.
No mother wants their child to grow up and be murdered and no mother wants their child to be the one who becomes a murderer. There are no winners in this story.
In a much lighter tone, I did learn a new legal term from reading this book: a Voir Dire, a "trial within a trial".
And at least by purchasing this book a portion of royalties is being donated to the Taylor Samson Memorial Scholarship awarded to a student of Amherst High School, so I can feel that at least by buying and reading this book, I have contributed by adding just a little bit of good back into the universe.