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640 pages, Hardcover
First published May 16, 2017

Ernest seemed to find it difficult to give & receive love, to be a faithful friend, and perhaps most tragically, to tell the truth, even to himself. While still in his 40s, he had done himself out of many of the rewards of the good life: he had 3 failed marriages, few good friends, was not writing well & had surrounded himself with flunkies & sycophants. He was burdened by serious physical injuries, including multiple concussions--which would today be called traumatic brain injuries, whose scope & variety are only now beginning to be understood.Dearborn takes us at great length through Hemingway's life & times, his struggles to fit in with his family & the Chicago suburb of Oak Park as well as the beloved summer home in Michigan, to be a good son & "a good Christian." However, a great deal of Hemingway's personality seems to take a clear path when he leaves home, initially to work as a reporter in Kansas City & particularly after E.H. marries Hadley & they steam off to Europe, living as "starving artists" while benefiting from Hadley's trust fund, the 1st of numerous contradictions.
The dangers of retrospective diagnosis are duly acknowledged but it seems that E.H. suffered from mental illness that included mania & depression so severe that at times it became psychotic. His habits of mind, the limits of the psychopharmacology of his day & the desire to avoid embarrassing himself as a public figure made it impossible for him to get the help he needed. His later fiction indicated a persistent confusion about gender identity, or to put it more positively & progressively, an openness to fluidity in gender boundaries.

"I would just like to say that Hemingway made it possible for me to do what I do." And then sat down. After some additional commentary, echoing the professor who had said earlier that Hemingway made it possible for him to do what he did, another person stood up & expressed that "Hemingway had made it possible for me to be who I am". And then sat down. It was difficult to determine the speaker's gender, only that it appeared to have recently changed. In the years to come, I would learn, in my study of Hemingway's life, what she or he meant.Reading this & other thoughts on an author whose complex persona is indeed controversial but whose books continue to help readers to define themselves was part of the reason I found myself drawn into the Hemingway biography by Mary Dearborn and for that matter, why I read the books that I do.