As a scientist who lives in London, and a woman, this felt like a book almost made for me. At the start of the book you get to live what it must have been to be a scientist at that time, to go to lectures in these grand buildings, and it almost surprised me that I knew all the places Ursula went to in London. Reading this book felt like I was experiencing the city in a different time.
Ursula’s journey as a suffragette was beautifully written, you yourself become immersed in her journey of self discovery, and event after event, you feel yourself understanding and agreeing with militant methods along with her. At the start of the book, Ursula does understand, through her experience as a female scientist, that women are at a disadvantage (“My world is divided up into animal, vegetable and mineral; not into men and women. The difference between the sexes seems to me so small in such a wonderful, complex universe. Why, I should never think of the subject, only suddenly, when I am quite happy with my experiments, I come crash into some absurd artificial sex barrier - as though my work wore petticoats!”) And yet, she is still sheltered and somewhat protected from all the disadvantages of womanhood through her station. The only way she has been able to engage in science is because of her class, having enough money and resources to have her own lab, and her parents allowing her. Therefore, she still does not approve of militant suffragette tactics, and she is not herself a part of suffrage.
However, during the book Ursula witnesses many acts of violence, and finally her eyes are opened, they must all be connected. From that day in court where she sees a man given a 3 month sentence for sexually assaulting a 9 year old girl, next to a man sentenced to 12 months for stealing a pair of boots (“Three months, that’s all they think a little girl is worth”), to the accounts of forcible feeding that are only reported by the suffragists papers, how brutally they take away a woman’s bodily autonomy as a form of punishment. This is paired with the conviction of other characters (even Ursula at one point) that the suffragists are hurting their cause by using militancy, that they are “mistakenly lowering themselves, lowering the whole of womanhood by their antics”, as if that weren’t the entire point, that a woman should be able to be as she wished, that she shouldn’t be constrained by concepts of ladylike, womanhood, what a woman should act and be and feel like (“Why should women respect laws which they have no share in making?”).
Ursula ends up joining the suffragettes and we follow her when she is imprisoned, through her hunger and thirst strikes, through forcible feeding, until the war starts and she is released. And then we follow her when she invents an extinguisher to stop liquid fire, through her many attempts at contacting the War Office, while many men are dying from this. Until she is finally heard after 14 months of letters and efforts to get through (would it have taken that long if she were a man?).
We also follow her while she navigates relationships with men in her life. With a professor that makes a show of being a suffragist supporter, while treating his wife like a nuisance, and trying to block Ursula’s invention in favour of his own after she rejects him. With a stepfather that throws her out of the house when she becomes radicalised but a cannot fully rationalise why women should not have the vote (“could any man have run the procession better? And if a woman could run a procession, why not - of course, it was absurd”). And a fiancé that urges her to stop militancy, being unable to understand this call, while he himself understands the call to go to war. (“Can’t you think of me as a soldier?”, “Had suffrage militancy to her seemed like enlisting to him, and elemental and incontrovertible duty? For the first time he fully realised her idealism, which, however much they differed, was yet akin to his own”).
I also loved her relationship with her mother, who supports Ursula in all her pursuits, including science and suffrage, even when she doesn’t fully understand them. (“Ursula is an idiot, but she is rather a splendid idiot”, “I told your stepfather that if he made a fuss about it, I should have to break a window too, and then I should be sure to meet you”).
The book is also filled with hauntingly beautiful and romantic thoughts, that really show how rich Ursula’s life is, where she has passions and calls in her life, as well as love and friendship.
“We poor little creatures work so hard, and do so little of what we intend. Perhaps, as you say, all my efforts and desire counted for nothing in Women’s Suffrage, and all your effort and desire will count for nothing in the war. It may be that the thing I shall do in life is to bring military success, and the thing that you will do with your war is bring votes to women. What do we know, Tony, as we beat so desperately in the dark? We only know that we love each other”
“Dearest, I had to fight in the woman’s Cause. It seemed a sort of - Call, and I nearly died for it. And you had to fight in the war, that was a Call, too, and you nearly died for it. And now, I suppose, we are called to each other, not to die, but to live.”