You Will Never Leave Me: Do I Disgust You

by Britt Noonan

When young Matt musician Matt Williams wakes up handcuffed to a bed, he realizes his nightmare is just beginning. Matt's bandmates are scrambling to find him, but the brutality of his abduction is wearing Matt down-and the most horrifying truths behind this crime have yet to be revealed.

Delve into the dark minds of abductor and abducted in this disturbing psychological kidnapping novel told by everyone involved, from victim to villian to those they both love. Feel Matt's terror as he negotiates with his sadistic stalker, desperate to discover how to engineer his release from his prison in the mountains of California without inspiring more torturous rage. 

The pages in this LBGT psychological crme novel turn like waves crashing toward a high-tide crescendo. It's sink or swim-but with the police and his best friends on the case, Matt just might make it out alive.

309 pages, Kindle Edition

Published December 9, 2018

Reviews

[Lia · Rating 5 out of 5]

I really liked the story! It had a lot of feelings stirred up in me. This book made me fear for the character, smile, and cry. I reread this book (and book 1) so many times! The concept of this story is very unique because of how many different feelings were in the atmosphere in this story! When Matt was kidnapped and raped, there were so many details of what was going on, both visually and mentally. (Matt's & Jay's thoughts) I also enjoyed reading the POV of his friends! I could almost clearly see/think how they were feeling. And one of my favorite moments was when even tho Calvin despised Matt for drug overdose he still worried a lot about him and hoped he'd be ok. This series is probably one of my favorites and I can't wait for book 3! (I'm really excited to read about how the characters are dealing with the kidnapping and what Jay is up to!

[Sylvia McCullers · Rating 4 out of 5]

Surprisingly good.

This is a review for the 2 book set. When I first started reading this set I wondered if I was even going to finish it. Not only did I finish it but I liked it alot. A little warning though. These books have drug use and severe addiction, alcohol abuse , sexual promiscuity (MM) ,severe physical abuse and rape . If you are sensitive to these issues you should read something else. This book is about mental illness and what can happen when it is not addressed. There is love in this book too. Unrequited love, but love none the less. Take a chance, put on your big girl parties and read this. Kudos to MS. Noonan for being sturdy enough to write such a challenging novel !