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352 pages, Paperback
First published January 1, 1953
I was ten years old, as I’ve said, and an only son. I indeed had my sister Kalla, but in our families the son, especially an only son, is truly a privileged being. For a long while, I actually expected to hear God speak to me personally, and my heart often beat faster if I thought that I could distinguish a voice speaking in the rustling of tree leaves. Always encouraged and confirmed in my awareness of superiority, I was convinced that an extraordinary destiny awaited me.Later, our first person narrator has begun to see things a bit differently. In this sentence, we perhaps learn how difficult a melting pot that doesn't melt can be for some. How difficult it can be to be no one who matters!
I’m African, not European. In the long run, I would always be forced to return to Alexandre Mordekhai Benillouche, a native in a colonial country, a Jew in an anti-Semitic universe, an African in a world dominated by Europe.I cannot write enough good things about my reading experience of this. While I cannot relate in any way to the first person narrator - and never shed a tear - Memmi well conveys the pain of this childhood, this coming of age. Memmi has written others. I don't know if I will have the opportunity to read any of them, but I most certainly would not avoid him - ever. This belongs on my 5-star shelf!