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274 pages, Paperback
First published January 1, 1981
Yellowed pages. Ten years of lies and dissembling. And yet, some people stood behind them: conversations, feelings, things that actually happened. Not on the pages themselves, but beyond them.
It’s a hard road from the reported facts to the truth.
You can never step into the same river twice. But looking down through the thickness of the water you can make out the river bottom covered with tin cans. And behind magnificent theatrical decorations you can learn to see the brick wall, the ropes, the fire-extinguisher, and the drunken stagehands.
Some sort of portrait of Lenin is absolutely required in every executive office. I know of only one exception, and even that one is only partial. I had a friend named Avdeyev, the executive secretary of a youth newspaper. His father was a provincial actor from Lugansk who for years played the role of Lenin in his theater. So Avdeyev rather cleverly managed to get out of this situation by hanging over his desk a huge photograph of his papa in the role of Vladimir Ilych. No one could complain: it does seem like Lenin, but all the same it’s Papa.

Editor: "Out of the question. You don't produce topical articles."
"They don't assign me any, so I don't produce them."
"You were assigned a piece on the Germans living in Estonia, and you refused."
"I think they should be allowed to leave."
"You're a naive person. To put it mildly."
"Why? In the Union there are more Germans than Armenians. But they haven't even been granted their own autonomy."
"But what kind of Germans are they? Third generation colonists. They became Estonians long ago in their language, culture, their way of thinking. They're typical Estonians. Their fathers and grandfathers lived in Estonia..."
"The grandfather of Boris Roiblat also lived in Estonia. And his father too. But Borya remains a Jew all the same. And remains unemployed.."
"You know, Dovlatov, it is impossible to talk with you. You have certain demogogic ways of arguing. We gave you work, met you halfway.We thought you'd mature, conduct yourself more respectably."
"Well, I work. I write."
"And you don't write badly either.... But I'm talking about something else. Your apolitical stand, your infantilism. . . You can always be counted on to act out of step.You make two hundred and fifty rubles a month. . . The question is, what do you give back in return? Why do I have to waste time on these fruitless conversations?..."

