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432 pages, Hardcover
First published October 8, 2019









“You,” he spoke. “It’s only ever been you. Before. Now. Later. There’s been no one else. There…just can’t be.”
“You’re real, Evie. It doesn’t matter who you used to be or who you thought you were. You are real, and I see you.”
“You,” he spoke. “It’s only ever been you.
Before. Now. Later. There’s been no one else.
There…just can’t be.”

“You know what they say about the arrogant man.”
“No, I don’t.” Luc dropped his elbow to the island and propped his chin onto his fist. “But please enlighten me.”
“An arrogant man will still feel immortal.” She lifted her gaze, meeting his. “Even on his deathbed.”


“You lost me,” I whispered. “I lost you.”
“Did we lose each other?” he asked, and then I felt his fingers on my cheeks, chasing a tear that had sneaked free. “You and I are here right now, aren’t we? Somehow, you found me, and I’m not someone who believes in happenstance. I don’t think it was a fluke … I think it was something that was bound to happen and I…”
I opened my eyes, finding his. “What?”
“I was just waiting.”


“Evie.” Luc said my name as if it were a prayer and a curse.
I took a breath, but it went nowhere. His forehead touched mine, and I swore my heart stopped right then and there.
I wanted him to kiss me. I wanted to lose myself in him. I wanted to forget, and I wanted to remember.
“Tell me what you want.” His lips brushed mine in the darkness. “You need to say the words, Evie.”
“You,” I whispered into the space between our mouths, while my heart beat so fast I didn’t understand how it could keep going. “I want you.”
“You,” he spoke. “It’s only ever been you. Before. Now. Later. There’s been no one else. There . . . just can’t be.”
“Because I’ve already waited forever for this— for you. I’ve done nothing but watch and wait, and I am not walking away again. If I kiss you, if I touch you again, I will not be able to go back to the way things are now.” The next breath he took trembled as much as I was. “I won’t be able to pretend that you aren’t my everything.”
I couldn’t breathe.
Daemon was quiet for a long moment. “Luc and I would do anything to protect the people we love.”
I stilled, unable to take more than a shallow breath as I stared at the male Luxen. I didn’t know how to respond to that.
“I would beg, plead, barter, and kill to protect Kat,” he continued, voice low, but every word struck me like thunder. “Nothing in this world would stop me, and there’s nothing that I wouldn’t do— and it’s the same for Luc when it comes to you.”
“Evie.” Luc’s voice was quiet but strong.
Drawing in a deep breath, I nodded. “I’m okay. I’m ready.”
And then I stepped forward, hand in hand with Luc, into the unknown.

"I am not walking away again. If I kiss you, if I touch you again, I will not be able to go back to the way things are now." The next breath he took trembled as much as I was. "I won't be able to pretend that you aren't my everything."
"If Kat lost all her memories tomorrow and she didn't know who she was or who I was, it wouldn't change a damn thing about how I feel for her. I would still love her as much as I did the day before."
"I like to think I'm the version of Pennywise who still eats children but then feels bad about it afterwards. Not just because I imagine children would give you indigestion but because eating children would make me feel like a glutton and I have a gluten intolerance. I feel like kids would be full of gluten... And it would be tiresome, you know, having to lure kids into sewers to nom nom on them. I image when I wasn't eating children, I'd mope around, bemoaning how hard my life was and how everyone misunderstood me."