This was a delightful surprise - I was on the train for a long ride, reading a novel. I had read a few poems from The Carrying before getting on and happened to have the book with me. Halfway through a random paragraph in the novel, I just felt the change come over me. Maybe it was the newly emerging April sun, boosting serotonin and inducing euphoria. Either way, I read the majority of this collection then and there.
I adored most of them. Fair to say that I don’t have any experience with the peaks and troughs that follow an unflinching desire to conceive, to produce a child, a desire that is constantly disappointed by natural failure due to whatever reason. But that’s just the thing - even without this experience, you feel the devastation. During the breaks from the main overarching theme, the poems are still luscious. I find myself suddenly without descriptors, apt adjectives. They’re good. They hit deep. I’ll be reading other collections by Limon very quickly after this one, that’s for sure.
I loved these poems in particular:
- Trying
- The Raincoat
- Notes On the Below
- On A Lamppost Long Agol
- The Contract Says: We’d Like The Conversation To Be Bilingual
- Mastering
Here is The Raincoat:
When the doctor suggested surgery
and a brace for all my youngest years,
my parents scrambled to take me
to massage therapy, deep tissue work,
osteopathy, and soon my crooked spine
unspooled a bit, I could breathe again,
and move more in a body unclouded
by pain. My mom would tell me to sing
songs to her the whole forty-five-minute
drive to Middle Two Rock Road and forty-
five minutes back from physical therapy.
She’d say that even my voice sounded unfettered
by my spine afterward. So I sang and sang,
because I thought she liked it. I never
asked her what she gave up to drive me,
or how her day was before this chore. Today,
at her age, I was driving myself home from yet
another spine appointment, singing along
to some maudlin but solid song on the radio,
and I saw a mom take her raincoat off
and give it to her young daughter when
a storm took over the afternoon. My god,
I thought, my whole life I’ve been under her
raincoat thinking it was somehow a marvel
that I never got wet.