This is a personal account of what it's like to grow up as a scapegoat child in a narcissistic family and the way that it can shape a persons life. This book is also about how to break out of the role as a Scapegoat Child and come to live a successful life with healthy relationships. The book is divided into Chapters where I go into topics such as Facade, Roles, Behind the Curtains and Defence mechanisms against narcissism. The Chapters can be read Chronologically or separately. I've decided to publish this book under a pseudonym to protect my Family as my intention never was to do a tell-all book but rather to put focus on the way out of the narcissistic trap that many people find themselves in. It is my hope that you may find help and comfort in this little book.