SPOILERS AHEAD! Do not read if you plan to read it!
This is a short second chance story with the roles reversed. Savannah & Hayden were in love in Highschool but broke up because each had careers they needed to focus on that required them to be on opposite states. The roles reversed because it is the heroine (not Hero) who walked away to focus on her career. It is the Hero who got left behind and devastated & hurt. It is the heroine who needed redemption & the Hero who sacrifices everything at the end to be with the heroine. Nice change, eh?
Savannah (heroine) told Hayden a whopper of a lie back when they were 18 that she was in love with another man so that he could move on with his life & career while she went to NY to study & be an actress. He wanted to follow her there but she made the “sacrifice” to leave him so that he could reach his dreams. (Apparently she didn’t think he could do that in NY! Lol). So 10 years later, Savannah returns home for a friend’s wedding and sees Hayden who brought a date with him in the form of an ex-rival of hers from HS!
The OW, Veronica, is a crazy bitch who tried to lie & manipulate Savannah so that they didn’t get together. The angst/misunderstanding from that was easily & quickly fixed and Hayden only sees the OW as a friend and nothing more. He is not even attracted to her.
What I liked about this story is that because the roles were reversed, hero is not a Manwhore and he was the one pining for the heroine instead of the other way around. I’ve come to understand in these 2nd chance tropes that the person who is left behind is the one who always falls in love the hardest. In this one, I never really felt that heroine was as much in love with Hero as he was with her. She didn’t make any attempt to get in touch with him in the 10 yrs, didn’t come home for him and didn’t make any sacrifices to her career for him. She also always annoyed me with how she kept telling him that she wouldn’t have time for him if he left everything he loved behind to come & live with her.
Neither of course were celibate during the separation & there was NO OM drama & some OW with exception as noted above. It has a fantastic proposal at the end that was a bit cheesy for this reader but hey, a girl can dream, right???
Also, next book “Baby Mine” comes out this month and it’s about hero’s baby brother, Hunter, who is in love with his best friend/roommate’s woman. Hunter is a Manho and I am not sure I will be reading his book as heroine in that story seems to be mourning her ex & carrying his baby.
“Fuck. You have any idea how much you ruined me?” “Wanna know how long it took for me to be inside another woman after you destroyed me? How long it was before I slept with someone else?”
“No,” I beg. I didn’t wanna hear it. I couldn’t bear to even think about him with another woman.
“Three fucking years, Savannah. That’s how long. Three long years, and I was still hung up on you. Only God knows why because I hated you as much as I loved you. And when that relationship inevitably burned to the ground, I never wanted anything serious again. It wasn’t even her that was the issue. I was still in love with someone who couldn’t love me back.”
“Hayden, this isn’t fair,” I plead. His words hurt, and I know he wants them too, but I already hate myself for what I did to him.
“You’ve got that fucking right, Sav. It’s been ten years. But I haven’t stopped loving you for one second. No matter what I do, who I dated, what I tried telling myself—it all brought me back to you. You left…” he reminds me. “You didn’t give me the chance to even fight for us. I would’ve fought, Savannah. So fucking hard.”
“I left for you, Hayden. I couldn’t let you change your life plans for me.”
“Why the fuck not?” You were my goddamn life. Didn’t you know that?”
“Yes! That’s why I couldn’t let you give up your future for me. I knew you would, and I couldn’t live with that. You deserved to do what you loved just as much as I did.”
“So lying was your answer? Making me believe my girl had left me for someone else? Making me think I was nothing to you after all our history together? That’s what you thought was right?”
“I was a kid, Hayden,” I tell him. “I did what I thought was right at the time. We had two different paths ahead of us. No matter what, one of us was gonna have to sacrifice for the other if we wanted to stay together. I couldn’t allow either of us to do that and risk resentment. I was torn. Can you try to understand that I did what I felt was right at the time?”
“I’m so sorry I hurt you.”
“I know you are.” Let’s get pass this, Sav. It’s time to move on from it.”
“I want to, Hayden, but now I’m scared I’m going to hurt you once more,” she tells me softly, her lips swollen from mine, making me eager to take her again. “My life is in New York and yours is—”
“Wherever you are.”
“Hayden.”
“I mean it, Sav.” “I’m in love with you. I can’t remember ever not being in love with you. Whatever we need to do, we’ll make it work. I’m not going to let work or football get between us this time.”
“I don’t deserve you, Hayden Manning.”
“You do, baby. I promise.”
“You’re sure about this? I have an insane schedule. Work, performances, friends. I want you in my life, but it’s nothing like it is here.”
“We have forever, Sav. You keep doing what you do, and I’ll always be here waiting.”
“I love you, Hayden. I’ll do anything to have you back in my life.”
“Sav, I’ve waited ten years for this moment. I never knew if I’d see you again, never knew if I’d—if we’d—get a second chance. This weekend has shown me what really matters. I knew I loved you when I was sixteen years old, so I’ve never been more sure of anything in my entire life. If I didn’t think it’d scare the shit out of you, I’d get down on one knee and propose to you right now.”