This book is a Fitzgerald fan's dream. It honestly shouldn't have taken an assigned reading list to get me to read it, but in actual fact I'm so glad that I read it when I did, because just when I was starting to get Fitzgerald fatigue, this book came along and reignited my adoration of them all over again. I've read a lot of good stuff on the Fitzgeralds, from fascinating journal articles to the popular and incomparable biographies by Matthew J. Bruccoli and Nancy Milford, but I think this is my favourite of them all because it simply presents the Fitzgeralds as they were. It is, at the end of the day, them in their own words, and it was so enlightening and refreshing to read their own versions of events at long last.
I also think that the editing in this book is exemplary. Although Barks and Bryer (both of whom I have enormous respect for as Fitzgerald scholars) do interject every now and again with footnotes, pieces from elsewhere (most often Scott's ledger), and extended sections of biography, they leave the letters pretty much as they are. Clarifications are offered, but nothing is changed, and that makes the book seem more real on the whole. I also applaud the editors for taking a balanced view which avoids judgement of either side, particularly given the imbalance of material. Sadly, this collection is far, far more weighted with Zelda's letters than Scott's, because the majority of Scott's letters to Zelda didn't survive for one reason or another. In light of that, it's easy to read this book and come down fully on Zelda's side because Scott's voice isn't there to explain his actions (and when it is, it often doesn't come across well, because many of the Scott letters that do survive are thought to have been unsent and contain some very bitter and cruel thoughts). Yet I never felt that Barks and Bryer did that. They filled in the gaps where they could with biography and further information, and they do ultimately present this as a love story rather than a rivalry or a tale of mutual self-destruction. Altogether this felt like a very fair account of both Fitzgeralds to me, which doesn't favour one or the other and largely leaves it to the reader to make up their own mind. Nothing could be more refreshing than that. I enjoyed reading this book because of rather than in spite of the way it was edited, and there's not much higher compliment I can pay an editor than that.
Now, onto the letters themselves. Realistically, this collection is probably about 90% Zelda and 10% Scott, which, whilst unfortunate, isn't something that I'm going to complain about because I've been meaning to read some of Zelda's other writings for FOREVER and so it was nice to read what felt like one of her books. And oh, she's such a lovely writer. Her youthful letters in particular are so sensual and evocative and gorgeous. She has the most bewitching writing style which I absolutely adore, and I'm so glad to have discovered that she wrote like that in letters as well as in novels (anyone who enjoyed reading this collection should read Save Me the Waltz if they haven't already because boy is that a showcase of Zelda's extraordinary style). As well as being beautiful, however, these letters also offer a real insight into Zelda as a person. The letters she wrote from the sanitarium in Switzerland in particular are hard-going, but I feel I have much greater comprehension of her suffering after reading them. They made me want to reach through the pages of the book and hug her and listen to everything that she wanted to say. Because that's what really came across to me in this collection: all Zelda ever wanted was to be able to express herself, and to do things her own way, and to be listened to and respected. Whilst she obviously had complex mental health issues, I think that perhaps her life and recovery would have been easier if only she'd had those things. My poor Zelda. She deserved so much more than she got.
Scott's letters are less stylish on the whole, but they often contain all the romanticism of his novels, and he occasionally comes up with the most beautiful lines in the world (is it possible for anyone not to cry whilst reading 'You are the finest, loveliest, tenderest, and most beautiful person I have ever known—and even that is an understatement'? Because let me tell you, I sobbed). A lot of his letters have more than just a little streak of cruelty too, which was a little painful to read if not entirely surprising. On the whole, I found this a largely heartbreaking read, and there were a variety of reasons for that. Scott being horrible to Zelda was one of those, but so was the clear infiltration of the mental and physical illnesses that they both suffered with, and the potential that they both failed to fulfil, and the love that they both clearly had for one another despite making so, so many costly mistakes. Then there were smaller moments of absolute heartbreak too, such as when Zelda bluntly, desolately writes the words 'I'm lonesome' in one letter, and, later, when she forgets what will prove to be Scott's final birthday. For a book subtitled 'love letters', there's not a huge amount of happiness in it, but it's beautiful and romantic in spite of that. Basically, to put it completely unacademically, this collection gave me a lot of feels, both good and bad. But, as a self-professed Fitzgerald obsessive, I expected nothing less.
This is a book that I highly recommend for many reasons. First of all, I'm of the belief that the world needs to be reading a lot more Zelda Fitzgerald than they are doing, so people should get on this collection if they want to find out how utterly lush her writing is. Secondly, it strikes me as a really good starting place for those who want to learn more about the Fitzgeralds. There's less myth-making and spectacularisation in here than in other accounts, and due to its structure as a collection of letters with interspersions of biography, it's not fact-heavy either. It's easy, if sad and occasionally awkward, to read, and you're guaranteed to come away from it with a much better and more rounded understanding of the Fitzgeralds than you started off with. And finally, I believe that there's always great value in letting people (especially women!) tell their story in their own words, and that's basically what Barks and Bryer allow to happen here. What a beautiful book all in all.