I thought this was a very well written, and frank account of her life and addictions. I never once felt that Michele was looking for sympathy. She was aware of what she was doing, she seemed to be searching for the 'Why'. It is sad when she walks away from her children to get help eventually. Her 2nd husband and Father of her children, seemed very grounded and brought their children up. I hope Michele can find some peace, and hopefully some kind of relationship with her 2 now grown up kids. I cannot fully understand what brought Michele to the stage she reached, other than her addiction to Valium. I wondered if perhaps there was something more deep seated, that she has totally blocked out which caused her addictions. I wish her well for the future. I would recommend this book as 100% good read.