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Trials of Fear #3.5
Fearless
Maxwell Cunningham is a daddy who’s spent far too many years without a boy to call his own. It’s a part of his past he was sure he’d buried long ago. While in town for business, he ventures into Bottoms Up and sets eyes on a sassy, stubborn bartender whose flair and poorly hidden struggles call to him on a level he can’t ignore.
Krew Cruwys may be a spitfire, but he is not a boy. No way. No how. Not gonna happen. It’s not his kink. Besides, Krew prefers to be free. To explore men and sex on his own terms—which doesn’t include commitments or emotions. Period.
When a hookup gone wrong leaves Krew in the concerned hands of the sexy silver stud he’d been snubbing all night, things get complicated.
Maxwell feels a pull he hasn’t felt in over ten years, but Krew is unequivocally decided that he doesn’t want a daddy.
Or love.
Or a relationship.
But what could it hurt to play a role for a night? It’s only words. It’s just a game. It doesn’t mean anything…
…until, maybe, it does.
**This is not exactly a Daddy/boy kink book, although, it does play in that direction at times. Any hint at a Dom/sub lifestyle is very mild**
Krew Cruwys may be a spitfire, but he is not a boy. No way. No how. Not gonna happen. It’s not his kink. Besides, Krew prefers to be free. To explore men and sex on his own terms—which doesn’t include commitments or emotions. Period.
When a hookup gone wrong leaves Krew in the concerned hands of the sexy silver stud he’d been snubbing all night, things get complicated.
Maxwell feels a pull he hasn’t felt in over ten years, but Krew is unequivocally decided that he doesn’t want a daddy.
Or love.
Or a relationship.
But what could it hurt to play a role for a night? It’s only words. It’s just a game. It doesn’t mean anything…
…until, maybe, it does.
**This is not exactly a Daddy/boy kink book, although, it does play in that direction at times. Any hint at a Dom/sub lifestyle is very mild**
228 pages, ebook
First published January 9, 2019
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About the author
Nicky James
75 books2,228 followersI live in the small town of Petrolia, Ontario, Canada and I am a mother to a wonderful teenage boy (didn't think those words could be typed together...surprise) and wife to a truly supportive and understanding husband, who thankfully doesn't think I'm crazy.
I have always had two profound dreams in life. To fall back hundreds of years in time and live in a simpler world, not bogged down by technology and to write novels. Since only one of these was a possibility I decided to make the other come alive on paper.
I write mm romance novels that take place in fantastical medieval type settings and love to use the challenges of the times to give my stories and characters life.
I have always had two profound dreams in life. To fall back hundreds of years in time and live in a simpler world, not bogged down by technology and to write novels. Since only one of these was a possibility I decided to make the other come alive on paper.
I write mm romance novels that take place in fantastical medieval type settings and love to use the challenges of the times to give my stories and characters life.
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February 3, 2019
By popular demand, Krew (a secondary character in the second Trials of Fear book) got his own story.
I strongly suggest reading Shades of Darkness prior to reading Fearless. Adrian and Rory, the MCs from Shades of Darkness are quite present in this book.
We also revisit with Ireland and Raven from Touch of Love, the third book in the series. If you've read that book, you'll recognize Krew's "Oh Daddy, oh Daddy" chant before he runs and attempts to hide (although you don't have to read the third book to enjoy this one).
Krew is a gem, so cocky and flirty. But his bright diva exterior hides a wounded heart. Even though Krew was never officially diagnosed with a phobia, he is absolutely terrified of falling in love. He has a full blown panic attack when he realizes he's fallen for Max.
Max is almost too good to be true: so patient with Krew, so caring, so HOT. He's older than Krew by some three decades, but he gives Krew what he needs: structure, devotion, loyalty.
Krew couldn't count on his verbally and emotionally abusive parents growing up, but when he finally decides to put his past to rest, he's ready to go all in with Max.
This is a lower angst story with a shiny HEA. I loved both MCs. The age gap is extreme, so if that bothers you, this might not be the book for you.
As for the Daddy kink, it's quite mild. There is no BDSM and only subtle D/s overtones.
This is a MUST read for Krew fans or anyone who likes sassy femme boys who love Disney and fuck-me heels.
I strongly suggest reading Shades of Darkness prior to reading Fearless. Adrian and Rory, the MCs from Shades of Darkness are quite present in this book.
We also revisit with Ireland and Raven from Touch of Love, the third book in the series. If you've read that book, you'll recognize Krew's "Oh Daddy, oh Daddy" chant before he runs and attempts to hide (although you don't have to read the third book to enjoy this one).
Krew is a gem, so cocky and flirty. But his bright diva exterior hides a wounded heart. Even though Krew was never officially diagnosed with a phobia, he is absolutely terrified of falling in love. He has a full blown panic attack when he realizes he's fallen for Max.
Max is almost too good to be true: so patient with Krew, so caring, so HOT. He's older than Krew by some three decades, but he gives Krew what he needs: structure, devotion, loyalty.
Krew couldn't count on his verbally and emotionally abusive parents growing up, but when he finally decides to put his past to rest, he's ready to go all in with Max.
This is a lower angst story with a shiny HEA. I loved both MCs. The age gap is extreme, so if that bothers you, this might not be the book for you.
As for the Daddy kink, it's quite mild. There is no BDSM and only subtle D/s overtones.
This is a MUST read for Krew fans or anyone who likes sassy femme boys who love Disney and fuck-me heels.
December 23, 2021
Audio - 5 ++++ Stars Adam Gold has such a delicious voice, and when he chuckles it's to fucking die for!
Story - 4 Stars
Story - 4 Stars
January 28, 2019
No sigue las directrices del resto de libros de la serie, en este caso es una historia de amor con age gap (muy grande para mi gusto) en la que uno de los personajes tiene miedo a enamorarse y al compromiso.
No soy muy fan del age gap, y estoy algo cansada de encontrarlo, parece que algo se pone de moda y no existe otra cosa. Pero, en este caso me ha enamorado el personaje de Krew, al que ya conocía de libros anteriores de la serie, que es quien me ha hecho disfrutar de la historia de amor y de la ternura que destila. Hay cosas que quizás no entiendo, hay cosas que quizás no me convencen como es ese enamoramiento tan intenso y precipitado, pero me ha gustado el libro.
No soy muy fan del age gap, y estoy algo cansada de encontrarlo, parece que algo se pone de moda y no existe otra cosa. Pero, en este caso me ha enamorado el personaje de Krew, al que ya conocía de libros anteriores de la serie, que es quien me ha hecho disfrutar de la historia de amor y de la ternura que destila. Hay cosas que quizás no entiendo, hay cosas que quizás no me convencen como es ese enamoramiento tan intenso y precipitado, pero me ha gustado el libro.
March 15, 2019
Krew Cruwys is the bomb!! Funny, bold, wanton, super sassy.
But that it's just an image he created to protect himself. The word "relationship" or " commitment" makes him run miles away without looking back.
We can blame his un-parents and an ex-boyfriend for that.
Maxwell Cunningham is a daddy looking for a boy to look after.
The story is a bit insta-lovish, but so cute. Besides, I seriously couldn't hold the laugh with Krew's drama queen attitude.
The age gap is huge, 28 years, so be aware.
I know the idea of " hot and lovely" don't mesh together, but Fearless was exactly that, hawt and at the same time adorable.
“Baby, I won’t keep you, I promise. I just wanted to let you know, I’m packing my bags and moving to Tibet this afternoon.”
“Huh?” Rory cleared the thick sleep from his throat before talking again. “What time is it?”
I checked the clock on the dash. “Eleven-thirty.”
“In the morning?”
“Yeah.”
...“I’m going to Tibet to become a monk. Do you know if they give you freezing of some kind or a local before they cut your dick off?”
“Krew?” It was Rory again. “Why are you cutting off your dick?”
I whimpered. “Because it has an unhealthy attraction to a much older man, and we are at odds.”
“You and the man, or you and your dick?”
“Me and my dick.”
But that it's just an image he created to protect himself. The word "relationship" or " commitment" makes him run miles away without looking back.
We can blame his un-parents and an ex-boyfriend for that.
Maxwell Cunningham is a daddy looking for a boy to look after.
The story is a bit insta-lovish, but so cute. Besides, I seriously couldn't hold the laugh with Krew's drama queen attitude.
The age gap is huge, 28 years, so be aware.
I know the idea of " hot and lovely" don't mesh together, but Fearless was exactly that, hawt and at the same time adorable.
“Baby, I won’t keep you, I promise. I just wanted to let you know, I’m packing my bags and moving to Tibet this afternoon.”
“Huh?” Rory cleared the thick sleep from his throat before talking again. “What time is it?”
I checked the clock on the dash. “Eleven-thirty.”
“In the morning?”
“Yeah.”
...“I’m going to Tibet to become a monk. Do you know if they give you freezing of some kind or a local before they cut your dick off?”
“Krew?” It was Rory again. “Why are you cutting off your dick?”
I whimpered. “Because it has an unhealthy attraction to a much older man, and we are at odds.”
“You and the man, or you and your dick?”
“Me and my dick.”
January 11, 2019
Krew and Max
That was quite a rollercoaster. A lot of energy flew around.
Krew is a sassy bartender working at Bottoms Up. When two hot men enter the bar and the dominant vibe from one of them is strong... Krew gets nervous and makes it laughable.
When this same man saves him from an attack at the backside of the pub Krew is thankful but also angry about the mans attitude. He doesn’t need anyone... everrr... and certainly not an older Daddy kind of man. He only wants to get fucked... hard... no strings attached.
“I always thought he was more like me; emotionally dead inside with no desire to open up to anyone.”
Max looks right through Krew’s attitude and sees the need in his eyes. It was ten years ago when he had his own boy... and never again... he promised himself. But he can’t resist the overwhelming need to care and protect... If only he can break through that thick shield of Krew.
Sassy boys with a lot of flirtatiousness, filthy mouths, hurt and comfort, sky high resistance against deeper feelings and a strong man with only one goal.
It was a strong and dynamic story, Krew and Max personalities stayed consequent throughout the whole story. The buildup was terrific done. I loved it how Max just knew how to conquer Krew. And Krew was one big wall of resistance.
Bit by bit we get to know why Krew hated love and romance... and it’s heartbreaking.
The blurb says it already this is not a Daddy/boy read... it only touches it lightly.
It is an energetic and emotional read with a good plot, fast paced with great environments and written in an appealing way.
Read and Reviewed for LesCourt ARC team
That was quite a rollercoaster. A lot of energy flew around.
Krew is a sassy bartender working at Bottoms Up. When two hot men enter the bar and the dominant vibe from one of them is strong... Krew gets nervous and makes it laughable.
When this same man saves him from an attack at the backside of the pub Krew is thankful but also angry about the mans attitude. He doesn’t need anyone... everrr... and certainly not an older Daddy kind of man. He only wants to get fucked... hard... no strings attached.
“I always thought he was more like me; emotionally dead inside with no desire to open up to anyone.”
Max looks right through Krew’s attitude and sees the need in his eyes. It was ten years ago when he had his own boy... and never again... he promised himself. But he can’t resist the overwhelming need to care and protect... If only he can break through that thick shield of Krew.
Sassy boys with a lot of flirtatiousness, filthy mouths, hurt and comfort, sky high resistance against deeper feelings and a strong man with only one goal.
It was a strong and dynamic story, Krew and Max personalities stayed consequent throughout the whole story. The buildup was terrific done. I loved it how Max just knew how to conquer Krew. And Krew was one big wall of resistance.
Bit by bit we get to know why Krew hated love and romance... and it’s heartbreaking.
The blurb says it already this is not a Daddy/boy read... it only touches it lightly.
It is an energetic and emotional read with a good plot, fast paced with great environments and written in an appealing way.
Read and Reviewed for LesCourt ARC team
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March 16, 2019Dnf @30%
Drama queen MC with an obnoxious voice. The misogynistic comments didn't help either. This author might not be for me. It was my second try but I must be the odd man out.
Drama queen MC with an obnoxious voice. The misogynistic comments didn't help either. This author might not be for me. It was my second try but I must be the odd man out.
January 24, 2019
I’ll be the first one to stand up and shout from the rooftops that every secondary character from a story does not need their own story. More and more I feel like this is a thing and Authors get a lot of pressure for so and so to get a book.
In this instance I probably agree with the push.
I liked Krew and worried for him a bit and just wanted him to settle so I am glad he got a story.
Is it the story I would have picked? Probably not. There is age gap stories and then there is this. This gap was freaking HUGE.
I wasn’t skeeved out or anything though and overall I enjoyed the story a lot and feel pretty good about their life but man, it is quite an age difference.
Oh, I should also mention that Daddy Kink is not my thing. I am in love with this series so I knew I had to read this one and let me tell you, it was easy to deal with. It wasn’t over the top and thanks to Krew it never got too far or out of my comfort zone.
I know that Nicky called this a companion novel due to its lack of a serious phobia but I think what Krew experienced due to his past worked well with the overall theme of the series.
I can’t wait for the next book.
In this instance I probably agree with the push.
I liked Krew and worried for him a bit and just wanted him to settle so I am glad he got a story.
Is it the story I would have picked? Probably not. There is age gap stories and then there is this. This gap was freaking HUGE.
I wasn’t skeeved out or anything though and overall I enjoyed the story a lot and feel pretty good about their life but man, it is quite an age difference.
Oh, I should also mention that Daddy Kink is not my thing. I am in love with this series so I knew I had to read this one and let me tell you, it was easy to deal with. It wasn’t over the top and thanks to Krew it never got too far or out of my comfort zone.
I know that Nicky called this a companion novel due to its lack of a serious phobia but I think what Krew experienced due to his past worked well with the overall theme of the series.
I can’t wait for the next book.
January 10, 2022
Philophobia: The fear of falling in love or forming emotional attachments of any sort
I was worried when I read the summary because I can't say I really like the DD/lb relationship, but it wasn't what I expected at all. Ther was just a mild D/s undernotes. So it was waay ok with me. And there was also a big age gap between the MC's but it wasn't written as loud and clear.
Maxwell was the perfect boyfriend who was so caring, so patient, so sexy and put Krew's needs above everything else.
We already knew Krew from the previous books. Behind that flirty, cheerful, cocky and sassy character, there was actually a person who was afraid of falling in love, being loved and had trust issues.
Fortunately, he finally met someone who would love him as he deserved.
It was also great to remeet other adorable characters and see their progress.
I was worried when I read the summary because I can't say I really like the DD/lb relationship, but it wasn't what I expected at all. Ther was just a mild D/s undernotes. So it was waay ok with me. And there was also a big age gap between the MC's but it wasn't written as loud and clear.
Maxwell was the perfect boyfriend who was so caring, so patient, so sexy and put Krew's needs above everything else.
We already knew Krew from the previous books. Behind that flirty, cheerful, cocky and sassy character, there was actually a person who was afraid of falling in love, being loved and had trust issues.
Fortunately, he finally met someone who would love him as he deserved.
It was also great to remeet other adorable characters and see their progress.
January 11, 2019
This is the first book I have read from this author, and even though this is the 4th book in this series, I was able to jump right in and I never felt lost or like I was missing parts of the story. However, I absolutely loved this story so I will definitely be going back and reading the first three books! (They've been on my to-buy list for a while now, so perfect reason to catch up!)
I agree with the author's note - this isn't your typical hardcore Daddy kink. Although the word "Daddy" is thrown around (and more in the beginning than anywhere else in the story) that isn't really Krew and Max's relationship - although due to the age difference (almost 30 years! Hello May/December, for sure!) and the dynamics between them, I feel that there is still definitely a "boy" element here for Krew.
Oh Krew. I loved him. He was sassy, dynamic, bratty, overdramatic (OMG the entire Tibet conversation was too much!), damaged by his awful and horrible parents, and just totally needing something to love him 200%. And Max was perfect for him. I thought that these two had great chemistry together, and I loved reading about them. I love that Krew was determined not to let his past destroy his present and future and that he stood up for himself. I also loved his supportive friends and definitely want to go back and read their stories.
I recommend this story, I'm sure fans of the series will love it, and this is great for new fans (like me!), too!
I received an arc in exchange for an honest review.
I agree with the author's note - this isn't your typical hardcore Daddy kink. Although the word "Daddy" is thrown around (and more in the beginning than anywhere else in the story) that isn't really Krew and Max's relationship - although due to the age difference (almost 30 years! Hello May/December, for sure!) and the dynamics between them, I feel that there is still definitely a "boy" element here for Krew.
Oh Krew. I loved him. He was sassy, dynamic, bratty, overdramatic (OMG the entire Tibet conversation was too much!), damaged by his awful and horrible parents, and just totally needing something to love him 200%. And Max was perfect for him. I thought that these two had great chemistry together, and I loved reading about them. I love that Krew was determined not to let his past destroy his present and future and that he stood up for himself. I also loved his supportive friends and definitely want to go back and read their stories.
I recommend this story, I'm sure fans of the series will love it, and this is great for new fans (like me!), too!
I received an arc in exchange for an honest review.
September 27, 2021
5 ++++ stars audio
4.25 stars story!
4.25 stars story!
January 10, 2019
Nicky James was recommended to me many times but I just hadn’t gotten to anything yet, so I tried this one, wary of too much angst. Not too much at all and I enjoyed the book. I’m not the biggest fan of daddy kink but this wasn’t too much for me. The dynamic was still there, just less use of “Daddy” in the dialogue except when Krew was being snarky. Max used “boy” more often, but judiciously. I was also worried it might be super angsty but while mental/emotional abuse is as bad as physical, there’s no graphic scenes to wade through. Krew was written as a rather bratty diva and Max was more than a little possessive but the writing was skillful, keeping their characters from crossing the line into annoying and creepy. I didn’t get drawn deeply into them as a couple but liked them as individuals, identifying with them through the use of dual perspectives, something I always prefer in a book. I did want to see them together and for Krew to get past his barriers. If you like D/s and not so much Daddy vibe, this would probably suit you well.
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September 26, 2020DNF at 20%-Wrong mood, revisit later
I’m tired of the series but I thought this one would be hot and different. But I find both MCs annoying. And I don’t like the daddy/boy dynamic to be forced, that needs to be fully mutual and I’m not feeling it right now.
I’m tired of the series but I thought this one would be hot and different. But I find both MCs annoying. And I don’t like the daddy/boy dynamic to be forced, that needs to be fully mutual and I’m not feeling it right now.
February 10, 2023
Binging this series I have come to know the cast quite well.
Krew is easy to love.
It's not really an afterthought but I can see that this story wasn't originally planned.
Krew doesn't really suffer from a phobia like the other Trial MCs.
Is he afraid of love? Yes.
It it life-altering? No.
He flits from man to man, living freely and happily.
Then Max waltzes into his life and flips it upside down.
Maybe he is capable of love and being loved?
It was fun finding out!
*note, I'm not big into Daddy kink or BDSM but this was very light on both.
Krew is easy to love.
It's not really an afterthought but I can see that this story wasn't originally planned.
Krew doesn't really suffer from a phobia like the other Trial MCs.
Is he afraid of love? Yes.
It it life-altering? No.
He flits from man to man, living freely and happily.
Then Max waltzes into his life and flips it upside down.
Maybe he is capable of love and being loved?
It was fun finding out!
*note, I'm not big into Daddy kink or BDSM but this was very light on both.
May 14, 2019
4.5 Stars!
July 4, 2024
2.5
This is one of those times were the side character should have stayed on the side. This had so much unresolved, unsatisfying drama that it’s not even worth mentioning.
This is one of those times were the side character should have stayed on the side. This had so much unresolved, unsatisfying drama that it’s not even worth mentioning.
April 3, 2019
5 Krew Stars!!
It’s been awhile since I’ve loved a side character so much. I’m so glad he got his own book!! Krew was funny, sassy, OTT but also vulnerable and somewhat needy. I loved that in the end, he took back the power he’d lost for so long. He cracks me up so much! Where can I find a real life Krew?? Anybody know somebody like Krew?? I need him in my life stat!
I can understand why this was offshoot into a separate series. While he had his fears, it wasn’t a full fledged phobia even though there’s a scientific name for it. Who knew?! It’s definitely lighter than the main series.
I hope we see more of Krew because he is such a delight! He needs a never ending series. Just book after book of Krew awesomeness. Please?? 🥶
It’s been awhile since I’ve loved a side character so much. I’m so glad he got his own book!! Krew was funny, sassy, OTT but also vulnerable and somewhat needy. I loved that in the end, he took back the power he’d lost for so long. He cracks me up so much! Where can I find a real life Krew?? Anybody know somebody like Krew?? I need him in my life stat!
I can understand why this was offshoot into a separate series. While he had his fears, it wasn’t a full fledged phobia even though there’s a scientific name for it. Who knew?! It’s definitely lighter than the main series.
I hope we see more of Krew because he is such a delight! He needs a never ending series. Just book after book of Krew awesomeness. Please?? 🥶
January 10, 2023
Adam Gold is as absolutely fantastic!
March 16, 2019
This companion novel to the series is about Krew, a friend to one of the MCs in a previous book.
He is a feisty guy, a man who is proud of his independence and that he doesn't need anyone.
Nobody at all. His heart is locked away in a self-imposed Fort Knox,one no man before has been able to break into.
Krew's struggle when finally there is a guy knocking very loudly at the door of the impenetrable walls around his emotions, is heart-breaking and intense. And I adored Max for understanding him, coaxing him out of his shell patiently and giving him the head space to address his issues. And he does it with so much respect, love and passion.
I was a bit worried there might be too much of a daddy/boy relationship here, but I was relieved to find it was only touched upon (not much of a fan of that particular kink). Admittedly, even then, Krew calling Max 'daddy' at times made me feel marginally uncomfortable. That stuff simply doesn't turn my crank.
Also not sure about the boss/employee relationship. The issues attached to that were quite easily forgotten. However, the age gap (27 years) was quite delicious.
This was enjoyable enough, but for me not as good as the other books in the series I have read so far.
He is a feisty guy, a man who is proud of his independence and that he doesn't need anyone.
Nobody at all. His heart is locked away in a self-imposed Fort Knox,one no man before has been able to break into.
Krew's struggle when finally there is a guy knocking very loudly at the door of the impenetrable walls around his emotions, is heart-breaking and intense. And I adored Max for understanding him, coaxing him out of his shell patiently and giving him the head space to address his issues. And he does it with so much respect, love and passion.
I was a bit worried there might be too much of a daddy/boy relationship here, but I was relieved to find it was only touched upon (not much of a fan of that particular kink). Admittedly, even then, Krew calling Max 'daddy' at times made me feel marginally uncomfortable. That stuff simply doesn't turn my crank.
Also not sure about the boss/employee relationship. The issues attached to that were quite easily forgotten. However, the age gap (27 years) was quite delicious.
This was enjoyable enough, but for me not as good as the other books in the series I have read so far.
January 25, 2019
I’m so confused about how I should rate this. Up to 90%, it was a four star read. But the abuse Krew went through as a child was horrific and unexplained. Though Krew might have gotten closure, I as a reader did not.
I loved Max and how he was with Krew though. He was perfect.
I loved Max and how he was with Krew though. He was perfect.
This entire review has been hidden because of spoilers.
June 15, 2019
4.25 stars.
Really enjoyed this one. All I wanted was a little more background story on both of the MCs and I wasn't the biggest fan of how Krew got his closure with his parents. I feel like there was something missing.
Aside from that, I really loved Krew and Maxwell and how some of the characters made a cameo in the story. This is a bit less on the angsty side but it worked!
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Really enjoyed this one. All I wanted was a little more background story on both of the MCs and I wasn't the biggest fan of how Krew got his closure with his parents. I feel like there was something missing.
Aside from that, I really loved Krew and Maxwell and how some of the characters made a cameo in the story. This is a bit less on the angsty side but it worked!
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February 11, 2019
A secondary character I liked from an earlier installment getting his own book, (mild) d/s, age difference, a sassy spitfire and his polar opposite? It was basically a guarantee that I’d like this, but unfortunately I can’t say that.
The bar Krew works in needs a workplace sexual harassment seminar— in fact, everyone in this book needs some education about consent. It’s uncomfortable in general and I’m not okay with the crowd of a gay club being portrayed like this.
What’s more, although Max turned out to be a really gentle and caring guy in the end, the way he approached Krew in the beginning wasn’t great either. He felt pushy and should’ve respected Krew’s wishes more. The guy may have intimacy issues, but trying to bulldoze past them despite his discomfort? Not cool.
Also, unnecessary sexism and cisnormative language to top it all off. Yay.
I’m just disappointed, I feel like I’d less so if this book wasn’t written now. I did read and liked Nicky James’ other books, so I’m not dropping the series by any means, but I still think that Krew deserved a better book.
I’m bumping up to 3 stars because the story did pick itself up after a while, and I did like Krew and Max’s dynamic once it wasn’t a chase-after situation. Max stopped trying to rush through Krew’s walls and instead coaxed him gently, softly to let him in. Which is what I was looking for from the beginning.
The bar Krew works in needs a workplace sexual harassment seminar— in fact, everyone in this book needs some education about consent. It’s uncomfortable in general and I’m not okay with the crowd of a gay club being portrayed like this.
What’s more, although Max turned out to be a really gentle and caring guy in the end, the way he approached Krew in the beginning wasn’t great either. He felt pushy and should’ve respected Krew’s wishes more. The guy may have intimacy issues, but trying to bulldoze past them despite his discomfort? Not cool.
Also, unnecessary sexism and cisnormative language to top it all off. Yay.
I’m just disappointed, I feel like I’d less so if this book wasn’t written now. I did read and liked Nicky James’ other books, so I’m not dropping the series by any means, but I still think that Krew deserved a better book.
I’m bumping up to 3 stars because the story did pick itself up after a while, and I did like Krew and Max’s dynamic once it wasn’t a chase-after situation. Max stopped trying to rush through Krew’s walls and instead coaxed him gently, softly to let him in. Which is what I was looking for from the beginning.
October 8, 2023
I still absolutely love this story, and Max is still one of the best Daddies I've ever read. Krew got on my nerves a little more this time. I could have done without some of the sassiness, but I did empathize with his horrible childhood, so fine. He was a good boy for Max.
4 stars.
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So that was pretty awesome. I still think it's a Daddy book. It'll go on my 'Daddy by any other name' shelf...because Max being a Daddy cannot be denied. It's who he is, and it came through in everything. Plus, it helped that Krew didn't mind being called boy. I was happiest in the beginning when he called Max 'Daddy' but, even when he stopped, it was clear that that's who Max was to him whether he wanted to admit it or not. Loved the characters, Rigger and Krew's banter was sassy and funny though I could have done without some of the 'girlfriend' comments. Loved that both Krew and Max had such supportive friends. Max was just dream worthy - the perfect Daddy - and Krew was a well drawn character - witty, funny, complex without being a martyr. Just well done. 4 stars.
4 stars.
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So that was pretty awesome. I still think it's a Daddy book. It'll go on my 'Daddy by any other name' shelf...because Max being a Daddy cannot be denied. It's who he is, and it came through in everything. Plus, it helped that Krew didn't mind being called boy. I was happiest in the beginning when he called Max 'Daddy' but, even when he stopped, it was clear that that's who Max was to him whether he wanted to admit it or not. Loved the characters, Rigger and Krew's banter was sassy and funny though I could have done without some of the 'girlfriend' comments. Loved that both Krew and Max had such supportive friends. Max was just dream worthy - the perfect Daddy - and Krew was a well drawn character - witty, funny, complex without being a martyr. Just well done. 4 stars.
dnf
July 14, 2021DNF 13% I kept putting Krew’s book off even though I read and loved the rest of the series. Usually, I end up loving books that I put off like that, but this one just really isn’t for me. Victim blaming from a main character is hard no from me unless they are called out on it. Max already did it twice by the time I called it quits.
November 29, 2021
I had high hopes for this book. I waited for the audio… and while I love Adam Gold, this book was a huge fail for me.
July 23, 2019
4 STARS
So, this has daddy themes, which if you know me, you know that really ain't my kink. I love an older man/younger man pairing in my MM romance as much as the next girl, but I'm just not into the whole daddy kink or bdsm scene.
That being said, I actually quite enjoyed it in this book. It was done in a way that was perfect for someone like me who isn't into to still enjoy the book. I looooved how resistant and sassy and sarcastic Krew was about the whole daddy thing at first, I think the fact he didnt want it and didnt like it really helped. In the end, I loved when Max called him his boy and I was glad Krew never called him daddy after their first few encounters where he was mocking him by using the title.
It made it fresh and unique, in a way. Different from your usual daddy book.
But don't get me wrong, even though Krew didn't call Max "daddy", he was still one in every way that counts. If ya catch my meaning 🔥.
There were mentions of a very light dom/sub relationship between Krew and Max, but again, it wasn't on the nose or anything which I appreciated.
Also, I loved how against spankings Krew was. I love that from the start that was off the table for these two. I love a good spanking in books, but in this case and with this type of relationship, it was actually refreshing to have Krew be so against it and Max respect his wishes.
Man, i just loved Krew, all right? I wanna hug him and mother him. He's my favorite kind of character: loud, proud and sassy!
So, this has daddy themes, which if you know me, you know that really ain't my kink. I love an older man/younger man pairing in my MM romance as much as the next girl, but I'm just not into the whole daddy kink or bdsm scene.
That being said, I actually quite enjoyed it in this book. It was done in a way that was perfect for someone like me who isn't into to still enjoy the book. I looooved how resistant and sassy and sarcastic Krew was about the whole daddy thing at first, I think the fact he didnt want it and didnt like it really helped. In the end, I loved when Max called him his boy and I was glad Krew never called him daddy after their first few encounters where he was mocking him by using the title.
It made it fresh and unique, in a way. Different from your usual daddy book.
But don't get me wrong, even though Krew didn't call Max "daddy", he was still one in every way that counts. If ya catch my meaning 🔥.
There were mentions of a very light dom/sub relationship between Krew and Max, but again, it wasn't on the nose or anything which I appreciated.
Also, I loved how against spankings Krew was. I love that from the start that was off the table for these two. I love a good spanking in books, but in this case and with this type of relationship, it was actually refreshing to have Krew be so against it and Max respect his wishes.
Man, i just loved Krew, all right? I wanna hug him and mother him. He's my favorite kind of character: loud, proud and sassy!
March 29, 2019
Is it bad that I think this was the best out of all of them? Omg krew!!!! I need a friend like crew. He is amazing and fun and tells it like it is and loves you even when he’s afraid to love. Some of the things he says had me cracking up. Literally spit my drink laughing. (See part where he’s talking to Rory about passed convo on butt can and cannot) I totally understand the daddy oh daddy part now at the end of Ireland and raven’s book. I love how it toed the line of daddy kink but didn’t go there. But most of all I love that it was all krew. There just had to be a story about him
Max. Oh Max don’t we all wish we had a max? If I didn’t have a husband I would want a max. He was everything krew needed and didn’t know he wanted.
Love love that everyone got to be in one place. We were only missing Finn and Aven. One day hopefully they will all be in the same room?
Max. Oh Max don’t we all wish we had a max? If I didn’t have a husband I would want a max. He was everything krew needed and didn’t know he wanted.
Love love that everyone got to be in one place. We were only missing Finn and Aven. One day hopefully they will all be in the same room?
October 15, 2021
Krew gets his HEA
Krew we’ve been aquatinted with for a few books.
We get his backstory and it’s as sad as you’d think. It makes him not trust love.
Maxwell enters his life and basically takes a wrecking ball to his notions about love. How he always thought he should keep everyone at arms length. Maxwell has a sad backstory as well. He’s ready to try love again.
NGL, I wished Krew’s parents suffered some consequences. Sadly, they skated by.
Maxwell and Krew needed each other and their HEA was sweeter than expected.
****I did this is Audible format with Adam Gold as the narrator. He did a brilliant job! Love his voice for this series!****
Krew we’ve been aquatinted with for a few books.
We get his backstory and it’s as sad as you’d think. It makes him not trust love.
Maxwell enters his life and basically takes a wrecking ball to his notions about love. How he always thought he should keep everyone at arms length. Maxwell has a sad backstory as well. He’s ready to try love again.
NGL, I wished Krew’s parents suffered some consequences. Sadly, they skated by.
Maxwell and Krew needed each other and their HEA was sweeter than expected.
****I did this is Audible format with Adam Gold as the narrator. He did a brilliant job! Love his voice for this series!****
January 11, 2019
Once again, Nicky James has rocked my hurt/comfort loving world. This is seriously THE BEST series and I'm so glad I've had the opportunity to read it.
Krew was magnificent. I love his story. I love what a princess he is and his excitement over all things Disney. I love his bunny jammies.
Max was exactly the perfect person for Krew. All of his happiness came from Krew, which is just awesome. He was magnanimous and unwavering and so hopeful.
Exquisite writing, beautiful story, charming characters, it was everything.
Krew was magnificent. I love his story. I love what a princess he is and his excitement over all things Disney. I love his bunny jammies.
Max was exactly the perfect person for Krew. All of his happiness came from Krew, which is just awesome. He was magnanimous and unwavering and so hopeful.
Exquisite writing, beautiful story, charming characters, it was everything.
December 26, 2019
His Disney Ending
Nicky James writes some excellent books, this one included.
I'm not sure I fully connected to Max, mostly because he was so perfect. It seemed like every time he went slow with Krew, the boy ended up in what was almost subspace. I had trouble believing it.
I liked Krew though, and could really get his inability to touch. This one fell just a bit behind Ireland and Stone for me. 💕 4/5
Nicky James writes some excellent books, this one included.
I'm not sure I fully connected to Max, mostly because he was so perfect. It seemed like every time he went slow with Krew, the boy ended up in what was almost subspace. I had trouble believing it.
I liked Krew though, and could really get his inability to touch. This one fell just a bit behind Ireland and Stone for me. 💕 4/5
March 19, 2019
Another great one. This author is working for me on so many levels. This series is compelling and fresh bordering on a little emotionally dangerous. I love it. Krew and Max are hot together and it takes everything not to want to scream at Krew throughout this whole book but the endgame is so good it's worth it. Excellent read with light D/S theme.
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