I really enjoyed this book! There were some things wrong with it, but overall, I was here for the ride. I liked how the novel explored memories and what truly makes a person if they’ve been altered? Who is the real person underneath? I felt like a lot of the characters had growth and complexities. They weren’t just one-dimensional. I liked the mean girl trope with the popular girls at this new elite school. Yarrow (Rowan’s new identity with her changed memories) is new to school, but she befriends the popular girl, Pearl. Lynx and Copper are the two other girls that are trying to take over Yarrow’s second in command position. We don’t get much from them, but that didn’t bother me. They were the typical followers and their side comments drove the mean girl trope. I wasn’t mad about the continuation of the love triangle between Rowan, Lachlan, and Lark. However, I didn’t enjoy the fact that they fell in love with Rowan after two days of knowing her lmao that’s why I don’t ship anyone at this point. I want their relationships to have epic scenes and development. Less telling—more showing!! But like I said before, I love the LGBTQ+ representation, so I’m rooting for the Rowan + Lark ending. It either has to end with either Lachlan or Lark sacrificing themselves to save Rowan, Rowan chooses none of them and goes on a journey of self discovery, or she chooses both lmao. So we will see what happens with that, but I’m here for the ride! I do like how Rowan is not really focused on the love aspect of everything and is just trying to survive. Very Katniss of her. Overall I enjoyed the novel! But there seemed to be a lack of plot and the pacing was slow. I thought maybe this book could’ve been a shortened and maybe made into a duology combined with the third book? I don’t like books that tend to feel like fillers.
I really liked the concepts in this book. At Yarrow (Rowan’s) new school, they have immersive pods called The Egg. Love. And the night clubs all having different themes. I liked the club Tidal being ocean themed—again, back to the extinction of animals and how people long for a world from before. People dressing up as animals or changing their bodies to look like them—love this concept. I also liked the play on villains—are the Underground better than the Elite when they are so quick to murder outsiders and beat them up? It’s a good message of who really is the villain? Is there such thing as good versus bad—I don’t think so. Everybody is morally grey and thinks their actions are justifiable. I thought this added depth.
Yarrow being a people pleaser and thinking that she is best friends with Pearl. Yarrow/Rowan is very codependent on this friendship and seeks validation from the top mean girl. Like I said before, I love the play on memory! Who is someone’s real personality if their memories have been altered? I love how Yarrow’s walls start to break down when she meets Lark, the new girl at school aka Rowan’s love interest—she just doesn’t know it yet. Yarrow starts to have character development when she starts to question why she’s even friends with Pearl and the others. She wants to save Lark from being humiliated by Pearl. LOVE.
Yarrow/Rowan getting the surgery to take out her lenses. She remembers everything, but is blind and one eye because one of the lenses couldn’t be removed. Rowan getting her memories back and remembering that the world is full of animals and trees past the desert. Lachlan leaves to see the truth. Ash, Rowan, Lark go across the desert to find Lachlan. I really thought Lark was dead because it would’ve been the reason for Rowan and Lachlan to be together (I predicted someone sacrificing themselves to save Rowan). But NOPE. Lark is alive!!! THANK GOODNESS. The nanosand didn’t kill her, it saved her and put her in a cell at the Center. I liked how this explanation of the desert came full circle because we never really knew what the nanosand did to people once it sucked you under. This just goes to show misinformation and propaganda can make any society believe in anything. SCARY.
I enjoyed Pearl’s character and the depth she had. I always love to find out the “why” behind somebody’s mean girl persona. WHO HURT YOU??? We find out Pearl was blackmailed in order to save her family and herself. Not sure what their secret is, but it was enough that they were going be kicked out and sent to the outer circles by Chief Ellena— who is head of intelligence for the Center and Rowan’s fake mother. I’m interested to find out what Pearl’s secret is. And more to Pearl’s story—wow, she was being experimented on by the Chief, too. She was made to be a cruel girl, but in reality, she was really kind. The experiments are to make people complacent, happy, and not fight back. I’m excited to see who Pearl truly is—I love a redemption arc.
Omg the chapters of the Greenshirts attacking The Underground. I knew it was coming because there has to be war/high stakes…but nooooo. SO SAD. The last remaining tree burning 😭🌲🔥
Page 217: “There’s always a choice. Sometimes the choice means you suffer so someone else doesn’t have to. Sometimes it means you give your life so someone else can live.” Rowan to Pearl as she tells her she has to promises not to tell the Center anything. The end of this speech to Pearl, reminds me how Lark gave her life up to save Ash. But luckily, Lark didn’t really die.
Ooohhh the Chief doesn’t know about the real world outside. There are trees and animals. The ending where it is revealed that the EcoPan kept the outside a secret because only the best kind of soul/human are allowed to live in the healed earth. I knew AI/EcoPan was going to be the main reason why the outside world is a secret, I just didn’t know *why*. Loved this ending!! The EcoPan offered Rowan absolute freedom by joining the chosen few that live in the outside world. The true Elites of Eden. Wow. And the EcoPan put her in the new city. The healed Earth. Her mother is there too—she never died. WHAT!!! Omg I’m so so happy she is alive!!! Rowan ends with promising herself she will go back for her brother and those she loves. She will destroy Eden. YAS QUEEN. Can’t wait to find out what happens in the last book!