Five stars. I don't give out five stars.
But this book was SO. MY. MOTHER when I was growing up. I had to hide so much, and pray SOOOO much for deliverance from her demands on what I wore, how I did my hair, who I spent time with, what I could and could not attend... it was a horrific life, and these mothers *DO* exist.
(Except we didn't have money, and my own mother was just a psychotic megalomaniac.)
But Patricia handles it as I did - she looks for something MORE, something OTHER than her experience. She is lucky - she has a father she can turn to, throughout the whole of the book. But MERCY, why didn't that man divorce the harpy and take his child to live in peace?!?!?! I had no father - I had a stepdad who was so whipped by my mother that he would NEVER cross her to come to my rescue. At least Patricia has her father.
John is there. From the time that she's six, through middle school, into high school... he's always just off in the distance, but so admirable, so what she desperately wants/needs in her life. He's her ideal, and his faith and life sing out to her throughout all of her troubles. It's sad that life makes it so that we're afraid or overrun and don't go see the older people we always meant/wanted to. That we lose the most precious things before we're ready to.
That we're hounded by Thornys and demanding mothers who claim to love us, but have NO IDEA what those words even mean. And they are tenacious.
The names in this are perfect, too. Patricia - regal bearing. John Worth - the worthier thing in her life. Thorny - the burr that clings and pokes and makes her miserable.
The whole thing was just perfect. And when he comes... it's like the final puzzle piece is in place, and everything can happen as it should.