Disclaimer: I didn't know a thing about Akilah Hughes before I read her book, aside from seeing some of her BLM/social justice tweets. I had randomly found her on Twitter over the summer, liked her tweets, and then saw she had a book, so I added a library hold for it. I actually thought that her book was going to be more along the lines of Ijeoma Oluo's So You Want to Talk About Race, which I loved.
I didn't actually get around to reading it when it came available though, so now here we are, months later, and I've finally finished. I started reading it, but ended up listening to it, and I do think that the audio added a bit to the experience, hearing her tell these stories in her own voice and style.
This was definitely very different from what I expected though. Only a couple of the stories were overtly about racism or discrimination she faced as a black girl/woman, although obviously that identity is going to shape and affect everything whether its overtly what she writes about the experience or not. It's just how the world is. Still, much more of this was about other random things and stories and experiences than I expected, from my very, VERY limited knowledge of who she was and what she did before I picked up the book. I found her during a very politicized moment, and so her content (tweets) were relevant to that, leading me to assume her book would be, too. I'm not disappointed that it wasn't more race-issue focused, to be clear. I'm just trying to add context to my experience in reading it, and it not being what I expected.
So all that being said... I liked it. The stories were a little bit random and quirky and weird, but they were relatable and enjoyable. They sort of fluctuated between being little vignettes and more stream-of-consciousness things though, which kept me kind of unsure of what I was going to get. So in that way, it felt a bit unfinished. There were a few that just sort of rambled around, and ended with her admitting that she didn't really have a point or lesson or punchline or whatever for the story, but just wanted to tell it anyway. One time I minded that, because I feel like it could have been tied up a bit better, but now I don't even recall what the story was - so I guess did I really mind? I dunno.
Another time she did it, I very much didn't mind it. That one was about her struggles with the healthcare system and a mystery illness that turned out to be tumors on her liver. The commentary on the healthcare "system" in the US, and how precarious it is, is enough. How do you tie up a story that isn't over with a neat little bow? It's almost disingenuous to vignette-ify that kind of story, because the struggle and the uncertainty and the precariousness IS the story, and it's the exact reason that we need true healthcare reform in this country. I obviously knew that she survived her ordeal - at least up until the point that she was tweeting over the summer - but my stomach was still in knots for her all the same. Knowing that she was essentially a gig-worker trying to do comedy, and had to do a Go Fund Me to pay for her care, it makes me very anxious for her... and for everyone in a similar situation - or worse.
Anyway, overall, I liked the book, and I'm happy that she is doing well now. This was a quick read (for all that I didn't read it quickly, at all!) but I'd definitely recommend it for someone looking for something lightly-memoiry for a weekend or rainy day. :)