4.5 stars. I am notoriously picky when it comes to category romance but Therese Beharrie is an exception to that rule. Her characters are so deeply and richly developed that I can’t help but be drawn in. This is a second chance romance between Summer and Wyatt who divorced two years ago after being married a year. On the surface, the divorce should never have happened, had the two only communicated with one another. But the thing about secrets and insecurities and fears is that they seem so much larger than life and we can easily be frozen by them, instead of risking vulnerability. That’s certainly the case for these two.
Their paths cross again at Summer’s parents’ 30th anniversary weekend at a resort in Wilderness, South Africa. Summer doesn’t want to be there for multiple reasons, not the least of which is her ex’s presence there. (He’s her father’s right-hand man at the company so his presence does make sense, in spite of the divorce.) Despite how hurt they both feel, they keep orbiting back around each other. And goodness gracious did this ever give me some feels. I wept at least twice, mostly because of how lonely and separate Summer feels from her family. She has felt as though she hasn’t belonged for 8+ years ever since her dad asked her not to tell her mom or sister that he was having an affair—he wanted to keep it quiet until he finished a business deal in two months time. He prioritized his work over his daughter and this plays out with devastating repercussions for Summer. She loves her dad and doesn’t know how to be around her mom or sister while keeping this secret and thus starts backing away, becoming more and more buttoned up. And she never told Wyatt any of this during their whirlwind courtship, only to see him becoming more and more like her dad, the man he idealizes and that she can barely stand to be around anymore. This doesn’t even get into Wyatt’s fear of abandonment because of his parents. GAH.
Clearly, there’s a lot they need to work through as individuals and as a couple if there’s any hope of reconciliation. Beharrie did a magnificent job of charting their course and I particularly appreciated the epilogue that takes place 5 years later, showing they did indeed do the work. They had such a great dynamic together and it did my heart good to see the way everything came together.
Also Summer gets all my admiration for putting a nosy woman in her place for insinuating Summer isn't drinking because she might be pregnant. Anyone who asks about someone's fertility choices who they are not married or partnered to should be deeply ashamed and pledge to never do it again.
The only part that didn’t quite work for me is that I felt Summer’s father was forgiven too easily. The triangulation that occurred back when he asked her to keep his affair quiet and then continued when he came clean to his wife about the affair but not about asking that of Summer and that has been kept under wraps for 8 years…oof. I didn’t buy that he’s regretted his choice all these years or that he’s sorry for what he did, other that that, once more, he’s been caught, since her mom/his wife figured it out during the course of this story. I guess billionaire CEOs are just going to do whatever they want but I wanted him to suffer and I wanted him to have to actually work for forgiveness, not have Summer and her sister defending his actions to their mom. Overall, it’s a minor issue compared to how much I loved the rest of the story.
Character notes: Summer is 28 and Black. Wyatt appears to be a few years older than Summer. I think he might be white but it’s not clear, aside from the model on the cover. This is set in Wilderness, South Africa, which is six hours away from where the characters live in Cape Town.
CW: divorce, past parental infidelity, hero’s father left when he was 10, hero’s mother was alcoholic and almost died of alcohol poisoning, foster care, codependency, alcohol