Five glorious stars!! This book was everything I love in a conclusion. I only have one dislike, so I'll get my rant about that out of the way first.
THE FUCKING TYPOS AND GRAMMATICAL ERRORS!! Jesus fucking Christ. I read this book in about four days FOR FUN and I found an absurd amount of errors. For a while now, I've been folding the bottom of pages when I find something in a book that doesn't seem right or is a blatant editing mistake. I folded 61 page bottoms in this book. SIXTY ONE. It's fucking appalling that a (presumably) PAID editor could miss that much. I think the most infuriating one was in the acknowledgments; Wilson wrote a heartfelt thank you to her parents for allowing her to "peruse" her dreams!?! COME ON!!!! That's a simple typo that should be caught and corrected without a second thought. SERIOUSLY CAN OF TOMES PAY ME?!?! WILSON?! I'm here for you, girl. Fire your editor. Holy fuck.
MOVING ON. Quickly and with purpose.
I loved this book.
LOVED.
LET ME LIST THINGS FOR YOU:
• Phoenix. Again. She is one of my favorite main characters ever. She is flawed and real and exactly the type of character I love reading about. When her little found family was still intact at the end of the book, I was actually happy. Phoenix has suffered so much, and fought so hard, that she truly deserves some sort of happiness at the end of it all.
• The pacing/timing. Aside from the amazing characters, realistic pacing was the best part of this entire trilogy. In this type of dystopian world, there's usually a large-scale battle at the end of the last book. Some people die, usually no one you care about, and after the MC heroically kills/subdues/takes out the Bad Guy, there's a small chapter about how everyone lived happily ever after. THAT DOESN'T HAPPEN HERE. Characters you know and love die throughout the series, especially in this book. And there is no "final battle" - it's a war. It takes time. I appreciate that. In the real world, wars can go on for years, and it always takes time to pull out troops and bring them home. Not everyone survives. Everyone comes out of it changed. I hate seeing cocky characters swaggering about, hiding all their internal damage, just so they can Save The World or whatever it is they need to do. Of course I want the "good guys" to win! But not everything is black and white, and certainly nothing about war is straightforward. Phoenix and her allies suffer, fight, die, move forward, and STRUGGLE. It's so raw and so real. I love it.
• Diversity and all the different kinds of rep. (I have lots to say about this).
- Readers are really pushing for more diversity, it seems, and most authors attempt to accommodate this. Unfortunately, most fail miserably, and it ends up being insulting at best.
- (While Chaol is over in SJM's Tower of Dawn being broody, insufferable, and drowning in self-pity, Wilson's characters are adapting and healing slowly. Yeah yeah, we all know Chaol will be healed with MAGIC and LOVE and cringe-worthy sexual encounters. Idk about anyone else, but I don't want to read that shit. It's a chore. I read 15% of that book and I can probably tell you exactly how it ends. BUT I DIGRESS.)
- Ryker loses his leg in battle and goes through some serious anger issues. He feels useless - to the rebellion, the war, the cause, and the new world they're trying to create. He doesn't know how to handle the change. He doesn't know how to lead the same way he used to when he is no longer mobile. It's not like they can just hit up their local Tower of magical healers and ask to regrow his leg or something. (Because poor Chaol can't have sex the same way he used to -____- #alltheranting)
- While this world has a sort of magical healing serum, it's more for efficiency than healing. It seems to speed up the hearing process, causing wounds to close and scab over to staunch the bleeding and mend the person enough to keep fighting. I loved seeing Ryker and Archer learning to use their prosthetic limbs and they tried and failed and tried again to function as they once had. It was a realistic, triumphant thing to read about.
- Skin color, eye color, hair color, body shapes and sizes, height differences, slight frames, strong muscles, different sexualities, found families... This trilogy has so much flawless integration. Mouse uses sign language. Archer and Teya have dark skin. Mae and Inessa, Grenald and Otto are same-sex couples. Archer has one hand (for most of the series). It's all important rep because it's not used as something to appease readers. Instead, it's used to show how everyone's differences have shaped why they are who they are and who they will become. Sure, Archer had dark skin and is missing one hand. But what's important is how she lost her hand and how her response to that shaped her into who she is now. I loved toward the end when Archer and Teya are fighting together. While they're not going to repair their relationship, they both believe they're fighting for a better life and are willing to put aside their differences. It was great to see Archer go from not wanting anything to do with the Wraiths in the beginning to working and fighting side by side with her mother/their leader! Such incredible character growth.
• Mouse! Sweet little Mouse. I loved seeing her grow and change throughout the series. The first time we meet her, she's running for her life and needs to be rescued. Then we see her lead a group into The Sanctuary, the very place and people from which she initially ran. She's still fairly innocent, and still often sleeps underneath a bed instead of on it, but she's growing and changing. She's becoming more confident in herself - her knowledge and her skills. In the last book, she's defying Phoenix and Triven, sneaking out to do what she thinks is right for her, not what other people tell her she should be doing. She trains endlessly, learning to fight, and when the moment to kill her awful brother arrives, she doesn't hesitate. She feels remorse, of course, and holds him while he dies, but her resolve never falters. The ability to speak out loud has been returned to her, but she's traumatized by killing her brother (obv) and chooses to fall back on sign language, hardly speaking at all. While it may seem like a step back for her character, I think it's a step forward. Just because you have the ability to do something doesn't mean you have to do it. Everything is a choice. I liked the part when it's said that following orders is a choice, and sometimes, a way to hide. To commit atrocities in the name of a monster under the protection of saying you were just following orders. Mouse chooses her own path and deals with the fallout in her own way. It says a lot about Phoenix and Triven as parents that they don't try to push her into talking again or trying to teach her to be "normal". They're understanding and kind, just as Mouse has always been with them. It's so sweet. I adore Mouse!
• Okay, Triven. Time to talk about your stupid warm self, haha. I never liked Triven. I still don't, honestly. But I like that Phoenix stays with him throughout the trilogy. He becomes her found family, like Mouse, and she clings to them both desperately. I liked that Triven always wanted to protect Phoenix, but at the same time, understood when she wanted to be involved on the front lines. Instead of forcing her to stay somewhere "safe", he accompanies her so they can reassure each other and watch each other's backs. It works. And I'm glad Phoenix has him. I just really don't like him as a character. BUT. I have to say. He's the only one I didn't like aside from Veyron (who was interesting but shady and meh), so I can't really even complain about him.
• Arden!! Oh my goodness. Until he said the thing about people never forgiving him, I had no idea he was the Subversive's traitor. When Rising started, I thought for sure he'd be Phoenix's love interest. Thrown together in a cell seemingly by circumstance usually equals love in YA, haha. But he wasn't in the second book much, and I kind of assumed he was dead. Which was sad! I thought his character was interesting. Even though he betrayed his friends, he felt remorse. It seemed more a product of the world in which he was raised (join or die, kill or be killed) than any true malicious/evil intent. AND I liked that the traitor was someone close to Phoenix. Someone she trusted.
• Most of the twists, actually... I didn't see much coming!! I had no idea what would happen throughout this book in particular, which is something I LOVE! I read a lot and a lot of YA. Things become predictable. The only thing I saw coming was Sedia being Maddox's brother. Even then, it was only because she seemed cold and mentioned something about her brother, and Phoenix and Triven discuss it about a page later. So it wasn't any great revelation or prediction on my part. *shrug* I like being wrong though! I like that I kind of shipped Phoenix with Arden and that I didn't guess he was the traitor.
• Grenald and Otto!!!! Oh my goodness. As soon as Grenald stepped forward angrily at that meeting, I was like YESSSS WHO IS THIS?! I tend to like characters that seem extra douchey at first but then out to be decent humans. I like that Grenald didn't doften toward Phoenix because of what she said or what she grieved in or anything like that. It was because she saved the person he loved. In this crazy world where allies then on each other all the time, it felt like such a solid alliance. Such a good way to gain someone's trust. I am NOT an emotional reader - I very rarely cry or even feel sadness. But when Otto is hunched over Grenald's body with a knife sticking out of his back, and he's saying "I go where you go" OMG I got so teary I had to stop reading for a minute. Such an achingly beautiful moment. It also reminded me that Mouse's favorite word is together, and it made me terrified the three of them wouldn't all make it out of that building alive.
• Characters I cared about died!! Arden! Grenald and Otto! Doc Porters! Maribel! Arstid! Lots of other people with names I remembered and recognized and ugh it was so sad. But so fitting.
• Sedia was delightful! She was def unstable, but it also seemed like an act of necessity? I liked that she and Phoenix became friends in the new world. She was so upset that Maddox sacrificed his life for her and she knew almost nothing about him. Befriending his sister and listening to her stories about him seems like a really nice way to honor his life and his sacrifice.
• The ending was so well done! I loved that not everything is resolved and tied up neatly. Inessa survived but is severely changed, and still can't go back to her old life even a year later. I liked that Teya turned out to be a decent (and super badass) person. When Phoenix entrusted her with Mouse's care...and Teya said Phoenix had saved BOTH her daughters and she would protect Phoenix's daughter with her own life...another beautiful moment. Not only for recognizing Mouse as Phoenix's daughter, but also for doing something so human in the middle of a chaotic war! I love that Mouse still needs time to heal. That Phoenix and Triven can't have children of their own creation but are overjoyed about having Mouse. That Tribesmen are invited to The Sanctuary to start a new life if they choose. That old rivalries still exist and mistrust is still common but everyone is trying and rebuilding. I especially loved that the epilogue was a year later and everyone was still so damaged from the aftermath of the war. It was everything I love in a series conclusion. I'm so sad it's over, but I've enjoyed learning about Phoenix and her world! I can't wait to read Wilson's next book(s). Hopefully complete with a better proofreader lol