Review now completed. Well done! A Highly satisfying read!
Cat Kinsella is a young woman now in her 20’s, and a Detective Constable with the Metropolitan Police, who tries to abide by the police procedures and rules, but sometimes being both human and being police, finds it hard to do just that. Her childhood and family and upbringing may have had something to do with that ingrained behavior. She reflects much on her younger years; is stubborn in believing what she believes, but over time and in some instances, things she recalls are not as clear as she remembers them to be. Other things are actually worse than what she remembers them to be!
She’s got to work all this out in her heart and in her head while investigating a disappearance/murder of someone she knew as a child that may or may not have some bearing with her father who had an eye for the ladies, and as a widower now, still does, much to Cat’s chagrin. Cat is referred to see a police psychologist for counseling per her boss, after falling apart during a recent case. Both her boss, Detective Chief Inspector Kate Steele and her partner, Detective Sergeant Parnell, are very supportive of Cat, and as the story continues, Cat steps up physically and emotionally, but sometimes she does fall back. She does have a weakness in her character. Cat wants to do her best, to continue to earn respect from her boss and partner, her colleagues, keep her current job, and put the bad guys away. But sometimes things don’t always work out the exact way you want it to. Sometimes, Cat is really pushing a fine line in her job. The stress of this new case and the stress of her dysfunctional family and the complicated dynamics of the two are at times, enough to unhinge her. She tries hard to not let her feelings or emotionality become noticeable to others, most especially her partner and her boss, and most especially, her counselor. She definitely tries to put up a good front, however, these folks can see through her; but they’re testing her, trying to help her, making her work harder and boosting her self confidence and mental health in different ways, especially with this latest case, while still keeping an eye on her.
Oh, What a twisted tale we have here!
Cat is not on great terms with her sister, most especially not with her brother, Noah, and is especially testy with her father. Her father has some secrets to hide from years past, besides openly being a womanizer. Her mother, whom she thought the world of, had issues of her own and certainly was not saintly, though Cat firmly thought she was. There was an “Uncle” Frank who was sketchy, and easy for an 8 year old to figure out he was not who he appeared to be. An 8 year old whose family lived upstairs over a rowdy bar that her father worked and eventually managed for/with Uncle Frank. And that’s a whole other story in itself!
There’s a lot of reminiscing going on in Cat’s head through the book. I don’t know about you, but there are things I recall from my early days that are clear and others that are not so clear. I’ve made some assumptions where maybe I shouldnt have, because 1) I was too young to understand them and 2) only saw it through my eyes and did not know the full story. And that’s what we experience here, which heightens what is the truth and what is not. Who is lying, who is not and why?
We go through a lot of police procedurals and I enjoyed reading them and of the camaraderie of the team, through tough times and times they were able to kick back and joke and laugh or go out for a nightcap. I liked DCI Steele’s character and personality - she was tough; no nonsense when and where needed to be; open and compassionate when she would let her walls down. I liked the close work partnership and warm friendship of DS Parnell and Cat.
Excitement starts kicking up even more with this missing person who is not who she appears to be. And the story takes off in multiple directions, with possible multiple suspects, identity switches, money laundering, murder, prostitution, betrayals, human trafficking, etc. You really had to pay attention (no distractions!) at the end when all the loose threads of the story were tied into place. Well, maybe not all of them, but most of them. And you’ll find out why that is so.
I look forward to more publications from this new author. She has set a precedent with this, her first book, and now has a following of very satisfied readers, myself included.