Well, I have to admit that I have struggled with the rating on this one. There were some things that I liked about it, but then there were some things that I really didn’t care for. However, I’m interested enough to continue on with the next book and see how this story plays out.
So....my thoughts:
This is a story about 3 individuals. By the end of the book, I liked the three together, but it was a rough start and a bit of a journey for me to get there.
The author started out the book focusing on a M/F relationship and I was fully invested and fell in love them. Then something happened, they were torn apart and in no time at all the h was having a sexual encounter with someone that was portrayed as the bad guy. Woah!!! Hold on chickee-poo. Did you all of a sudden forget you had a hot fiancé that you were separated from and that this guy who is giving you oral is the reason why you are not together??? 🤬🤔😳 I viewed this as cheating and that is absolutely a trigger and a no-go for me. The h lost major points for me and I almost shut the book.
However, I have GR friends that gave this duet high ratings, so I plunged forward (but certainly had a bad taste in my mouth for the heroine).
So, I battled my irritation with the heroine as I was thrown into a new scenario that led to a trio instead of a couple. I don’t have a problem with a trio, but it just felt like I took sharp turns to get there rather than a smooth path. Unfortunately the sharp turns had me really despising some of the characters, which made it more difficult for me to embrace the trio right off the bat. It took some time for me to warm up to them as a unit.
Additionally, I somehow got it in my head this was a psychological thriller but there wasn’t anything that was psychologically thrilling to me. Yes there was some mystery about what these guys actually do, and there was a feeling that maybe there could be some danger, but neither of those two items fit my idea of a psychological thriller. So, this misunderstanding is probably just a me thing, but I struggled a bit because my expectation was one thing and the reality was slightly different.
There were a lot of steamy scenes in this book. At one point i wondered where the story went because all it felt like was sex scene after sex scene. I’m not going to complain, but I did feel like the mystery aspect and the actual story took a small backseat for a period of time.
On the plus side, I like some intrigue in my book and this story has it. By the end of the book I had a better idea of what the guys were involved in and I did like the journey of discovery and getting to know them better. Both guys are sexy, sexy, sexy. And the guys together.....umm 🔥🔥🔥.
The trio:
Emily was a strong heroine. My first impression was that she was the type who will push through obstacles and she definitely proved that throughout. She’s a bit stubborn and I loved the way she clashed with James as it just amped up their sexual tension. And, let’s just discuss James for a moment. Arrogant, powerful, protective and his feelings for Xavier were strong and clear, even though he didn’t voice them. And finally Xavier - sexy genius and probably the one I loved the most. 🥰 🤓 He is off-the-scale brilliant but is humble about his gift (or his curse). He is the glue that holds the trio together as he loves both Emily and James and he wants all of them to be together.
The book ends on a bit of a cliffhanger. I am eager to jump into book 2 though because now that I have a better understanding of the relationship dynamics I think I will be able to settle in to the story and just enjoy where it goes from here.
Quotes
“Personally, I believed he loved me because my background was the opposite of his, since he’d had a silver spoon stuck up his ass for most of his life.”
“They need to be shaken from their routine. They need to know that one person can make a difference.”
“A good friend of mine once told me I’m like one of those priceless Ming Dynasty vases. Seemingly perfect, with an invisible crack running through me that makes me deeply complicated.”
“I feel like you and me…we could be more…”
“How can you make a choice when you don’t know what the question is?”
“How do I punish a man who has devastated my life?
Take away what he wants more than anything.”