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208 pages, Paperback
First published February 2, 2018
“I’ve been thinking it over. Maybe the world would be happier staying cold as it is. Only when it's cold can you appreciate fire. And holding others close lets you feel their warmth.”
TW: Gore, graphic depictions of violence, death, body horror, allusions to incest, mentions of suicide, madness, depression.
“You don’t have to kill anyone anymore. I’m sorry for making you act like you’re my brother. You’re not an avenger. Nor a hero. Nor a god […] This time, be the you that you want to be. That’s my wish. Live.”
“If you can’t do it [give him a happy life] then act as someone who can. If you do, you’ll become that someone. I’ve lived a long time and played a lot of roles, so I’ve come to learn something. People become who they want to be.”
“I had nothing to do for a long time. Sometimes my body would stretch and twist like it remembered doing but nothing would happen. I’d try shouting, but space is a vacuum so I’d make no sound. Sometimes I feel like I’ll forget why I’m here, so I repeat it to myself again and again. I’m […] for a single man’s sake […] because I wish for his happiness. I’ve already forgotten what his name was. My own name too. I’ve even forgotten what kind of life I used to lead. It’s only my role that I cannot forget. If he’s not at least happy, I’ll regret all this empty time for the rest of eternity.”