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It's crazy how in just a second, your life can change in an instant. You might even experience pain in this just one second. Well, the pain in this book is dealing with the loss of a family member. It's extremely hard to just think, "that person isn't here anymore." In this realistic fiction book, you will see how Davey continues to live her life, although it isn't easy.I enjoyed reading this book, every bit of it. Can you really fully move on from something that happened? I recommend this book to anyone who feels that there isn't a brighter side to life, or to anyone who needs a bit of motivation.
The setting of my book takes place at first in Atlantic City, New Jersey, while the majority of the book takes place in Los Alamos, New Mexico. 15 year old Davey had just lost her father. Unfortunately her father was shot while working at their store. Davey's mother thinks it's a good idea to move to New Mexico with their aunt and uncle to try and recover from this tragic experience. While being there at first, Davey isn't so satisfied with staying there, until one day she goes for a bike ride and just thinks about her father. She comes to a canyon and remembers all the stories Bitsy (their aunt) had told her about the many accidents that have happened. Since Davey was thinking about her dad, she went to the bottom of the canyon, knowing the many risks that can happen and simply called out "daddy!" A few minutes later a boy shows up. The boy helped her climb back up, he calls himself Wolf and Davey tells him to call her Tiger. Aside from meeting him, many things start occurring in the house. For instance, their mom is constantly getting headaches and simply feels lost without her husband. Davey tries the best she can to help out around the house and with her brother, Jason. It seems as if wolf is the only one who can truly understand her, who could see the sadness in her eyes. He knows those eyes don't shine as bright as they used to. Little by little, with Wolf's help, Davey soon realizes she needs to get on with her life, but will she be able to move on? Will the pain go away? Would they be able to get a new fresh start at Atlantic City again? I'd say the type of conflict is person vs self because in the end, it'll be their choice to whether move on or not, and to believe that there's a lot ahead of them.
I really loved some of the quotes they had in this book. For example one is, "You have sad eyes Tiger." he says. "a bright smile, but sad eyes."
He waits for me to say something, I don't.
"You want to talk about it?" He asks.
"No, maybe someday." I tell him. "Maybe someday I'll tell you about it, but not today." The reason being why this quote stood out to me is because sometimes we simply don't know why we're feeling down. I mean, there might be a ton of reasons why we are, but you don't really know which reason it is. In this case, she misses her father but doesn't want to say, because all it will do is bring back memories, and well, some memories cause us pain and or happiness. Maybe they cause us pain because we know those were one of the best memories that won't occur again. Another quote that I liked was, "Because some changes happen deep down inside of you. And the truth is, only you know about them. Maybe that's the way it's supposed to be." This is describing that the events or changes that happen to you, should only be known by you. Sometimes we prefer it that way, it's better that way because nobody can judge you or say something. I honestly never really thought about that until I read this book, and looking back it's understandable. She changed. Completely. And maybe she only wants herself to know because it makes her feel good and there's absolutely nothing wrong with that.
This book was very well written in my opinion. It's incredible how even with so much going on, she was able to move on and to me that shows bravery. Because it hurts when you lose something or someone you love, she was able to keep going like the warrior she is.
I loved how Davey and Wolf connected. Why? Well, they both had lost someone special. Their dad's. I thought that was appropriate because the reason why Wolf understood the pain Davey was going through, is because he was on the edge of losing his father. It was his time. Davey wasn't ready yet, she didn't see it coming because it'll all came in the blink of an eye. You could honestly feel their emotions. Their pain. Whether it's that you lost someone, know someone who did, or anything for that matter. I definitely understood she tough times she was going through. I mean the fact that she lost her father, had to move to Mexico, and plus go to school there and make new friends that wouldn't last because they'd return to their real home. I've lost someone that I loved so much. That person was helpful and was always there for me when I needed someone. I'm thankful that person got to be a part of my life, still is, and always will be. She taught me that there will be times when you feel like you're alone and it seems as if nobody is there, but truth is, a whole bunch of people care. The best escape she suggested was music. Music is a way for me to just kind of relax and it somehow reminds me of her. She loved music, the majority of the time she would just listen to music all day, and I can see why now.
I give this book a 5 starts because it's such a very detailed and well written book, filled with amazing quotes and a great message behind it. The message to me that I received was, no matter what you're going through, you're going to overcome it. Just like the saying "if you want the rainbow, you have to deal with the rain." Meaning, if you want positive outcomes, you have to deal with obstacles. It all depends on how you see it. I recommend this to people who need a spark of motivation or to anyone really, it's an incredible book.