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335 pages, ebook
First published May 14, 2019

"Your thoughts aren’t inconsequential.”
I’d never seen anything so beautiful in my life. She swayed like willow tree, slender and delicate, while I was the oak rooted in front of her. Between her and the world, protecting her as best as I could.
"Can you imagine? Loving someone so much that the thought of life without them is too unbearable?”
“You don’t have enough to keep loving me. Only five minutes.” “That’s all I need. That’s all I ever needed.”
Every time, the confusion swept across her eyes, wiping everything away. Erasing our five minutes. Erasing who and what we were to each other.
“I want to live, Jimmy. Don’t you?”
“I don’t know what that means,” I said, my own autopilot existence feeling like a prison too; one I’d made for myself.
“Really live,” Thea said. “Not just exist.”
“I want that too.” “You should have it, Jimmy.” She tilted her head up.
“Go out in the world and…” Her hand came up between us, on my chest, over my heart. “… take what you want.”
“I love you.” I kissed his mouth and kept my lips on his. “I love you, Jimmy. I love you so much. My warrior who never stopped fighting for me.”
“I won’t,” he said. “I never will. I swear it."













**Spoilers**
So, to recap:
Thea suffered a traumatic brain injury
Her reality is then limited to five-minute intervals
Necessitating a stay at a sanitarium
Where she meets Jim who recently started working there
Thea gets a chance to lead a normal life after an experimental treatment
She and Jim run off to NYC to “live life to its fullest”
They fall in love
But, no
Tragedy strikes again
Back to the sanitarium
Jim vows to stay with her forever
18 months and change later
She’s back on different meds
The love birds marry and all their dreams come true
The end.
I’m sorry, but dear lawd that was another level of boredom I never want to experience ever again. I'm sorry, okay?































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“Stay with me, Thea,” he whispered. “Please. Stay.”
“I’m here,” I whispered as the pleasure grew between our joined bodies. “I’m right here, Jimmy.”
For now. But now was all we ever had.
“The alone-ness. It’s not the same as loneliness. Alone-ness is an abyss. It’s being alone even when you’re surrounded by people. It’s vast and empty and silent.”


