Talk about some southern heat! Y'all. You need this book in your lives. It has everything you could want in a romance novel: witty banter, sexual chemistry, hot, growly alpha-male who doesn't think he deserves to be loved, and a feisty heroine who sees the deeper parts of our Growly Greyson (Totally just gave him a nickname) and a surprise pregnancy! Plus plenty of swoon worthy and steamy moments! Let's dig in!
When Julia and Greyson first meet, not only do the sparks fly, but so do the insults. Greyson is very particular in his business, and he's the money that's helping rejuvenate Luke's barn, while Julia is the interior designer who fully believes in making this spot the best in the area, and because she's friends with both Luke and Gracie, she wants to do it justice and doesn't back down when Greyson growls(!!) Demands at her. This eventually leads them to having a hate-sex filled romp in the backseat of his car (very hot, btw). The only rules? No feelings and no kissing on the mouth. Cue Pretty Woman music!!
Fast forward three months, and the two are still having hate sex as much as they can, until one morning when Julia, who's been feeling off for the last few weeks, finds out she's pregnant. She experiences varying emotions, which not only is very refreshing to readers, but incredibly honest about what a woman feels like when she finds out she's pregnant, but doesn't want her entire life to change. She eventually comes to the conclusion that she wants this baby, and of course she will tell Greyson, but she has two conditions: either he's in this all the way with her as a co-parent, or not at all. When she tells Greyson the news, he of course is all in on raising this baby with Julia, and as much as he wants more with this beautiful, crazily infuriating woman, he feels like he'll ruin her if he lets her too close, so he doesn't let his emotions show, but promises to be there for her for whatever she needs.
As the days and weeks continues through her pregnancy, Julia's internal dialogue is amazing through all her feelings: she wants this baby, but pregnancy is not all rainbows and butterflies. She's sick most of her first trimester, she's depressed, and as much as she wants herself to be happy, she can't let herself feel that way. And that's totally ok. In our society, women are pressured into feeling exactly one way about pregnancy: insanely happy at all times. And that's just not the case. As a personal note, I've had two hard pregnancies, and as much as I love my children, I didn't love being pregnant. Plus all the health issues that went with it, plus a hard delivery with my second baby, it was so damn amazing to find our heroine experiencing all these feelings that most women experience at some point, but are always told that we shouldn't. So this made me love Jessica Peterson even more. (Both as an author and as a person.)
Anyway, Greyson is doing his best to be there for her, but when he goes to tell his brother the news (helllo Ford!!) We are given the insight on why Greyson doesn't feel like he should have the happily ever after: he was married once before, and as much as he tried to make it work, he simply fell out of love with his wife. And after some soul searching he realized that he wasn't in love with her at all, but more in love with the comfort and stability that he thought he should want. So in his mind, he's a monster who destroyed a woman, and feels like he shouldn't get close to Julia in fear that he will do the same. However, Ford tells him that he is a good man, who goes above and beyond for his family (making sure his mom and dad have everything they need, to helping Ford himself when his wife died, leaving him to raise their daughter by himself.) Greyson still doesn't believe it, but he vows to always be there for his child and Julia.
A few days later, Julia has her first ultrasound appointment and Greyson promises to be there with her, and after a hilarious scene them almost being late (and her being honest with him that she was disappointed that it was because of his work, and how she needs him to withhold his promises on being there when he says he will--which again, is so refreshing! There's no fight, just them talking things through like adults!) They grow even closer when they see their baby via ultrasound, which leads Greyson to cook dinner for Julia. There is where things heat up between them, and they each feel such a strong pull towards the other, and all Julia wants is for Greyson to let her in, because she already believes he's a great man who could possibly be the best thing for her. Through a power outage, an impromptu sleep over, and morning sexiness, there relationship officially take a a turn and Greyson accepts that he wants to be the one that Julia and this baby can count on. That he can provide a life for her that's so amazing, and filled with love, because he is in love with her.
The progression of their relationship, (which is so swoon worthy, and their sext times that are so incredibly hot) they fall even more in love with each other, and Grey eventually confides into Julia about being married before, and how he felt like he was playing a role in his imperfect, perfect marriage and he just couldn't do it anymore. Julia of course understands why he did what he did, and doesn't think of him as a monster or someone who doesn't deserve love, he was just stuck in the wrong fairy tale.
I won't spoil the rest, but oh my goodness this book made me laugh so hard, and then made me cry just as much. Julia's thoughts and feelings about her pregnancy, as well as trying to rely on someone whom she doesn't really know, and then watching Greyson opening up and them falling in love was absolutely perfect. I say this everything Jessica Peterson writes, but I think Julia and Grey are my favorite couple!!! They are the complete opposite of each other, but they just work. And their love, it's so honest and pure, and so damn good that I'm going to start rereading the series over again! Though this book is a standalone in this interconnected series, I strongly suggest reading the other two books before you start this one. I can't gush enough about this book!!!
Also: I am so excited for Ford and Eva's story that is coming next!! I love a good second chance romance! :)
**I I received an ARC of this book in exchange for an honest review.**