From "Most of the Children Who Lived in This House Are Dead. As a Child I Lived Here. Therefore I am Dead"
Figure 11. New forms of physics and metaphysics
Most of the children who lived in this house are dead. As a child I lived here. Therefore I am dead. Most of the animals who lived in this house are dead. As an animal I lived here. Therefore I am dead. The English word *planet* comes from ancient Greek and Latin words meaning *wander* or *wanderer.* As children and animals we live on a planet. Therefore we wander and are wanderers. The alphabets, essentially, are trees. Therefore this book is a forest. No forest is ever a forest alone.
(14).
O
Stars are not the end, but the
beginning.
A bird is to its throat as a promise is
to its sharp edge.
I wanted to make for you a
sunshower. Instead I have made for
you a mortal thing.
Writing is knowing how to cut.
There is a space in my body that did
not exist when I began this book. It
is a window. When I next speak,
I will do so through that window.
Please leave the window unlatched.
When I next speak, it will be with
changed lips.
I wonder what their color will be.
Finally, she enlarges the figure to a grand
scale, and cuts off its head.
Note: The first italicized line in “O” is from Georges Didi-Huberman. The second comes from an image caption in the 2017-2018 exhibit of Louise Bourgeois’s work at the Museum of Modern Art in New York. (79)
From the Notes (83):
"In an attempt to curb my instinct from the citationally Borgesian, I have limited these notes to direct, intentional provenances that the poems themselves do not fully explain. Other voices and referents, thankfully and invariably, also lurk. One example of a lurker I will permit myself to share with you, because I recently reacquainted myself with it and I hope that you might read or reread it: Carl Phillips's "As From a Quiver Full of Arrows" has long haunted my mind. There are no explicit references to it in this book, and I don't think I reread it while writing this book. But I recently returned to it and reread it, and so it felt strange not to mention it and my gratitude for it here."