Imagine, virtues, such as Belief and Honesty, are curses."..it's these traits, the ones we deem to be the most honorable, that cause the most destruction." Take false belief/hope. It's paralyzing to believe in an improbable outcome or someone who will never exist as you wish. Honesty is the curse of the main character. How is it a curse?"Every day, I see what lying can do." Lying causes negative outcomes usually. Is it better, then, to always be honest? Truth is a dangerous thing to handle with care because it can also cause unintended consequences. I loved and hated Lana. Cursed with Honesty, she hurts feelings and is flippant. Life is not easy with a sick mother and no money. Lana is tough out of necessity. And, she doesn't need validation from a boy. She's standoffish to everyone but her friends and mother. Lana gives up everything to protect her friends after a night partying goes bad. She's a victim of circumstances and chance who witnesses two crimes. Lana knows who did it but refuses to snitch because Honesty would endanger her friends.The person responsible has the means to win any argument, so she remains silent. In part 2, Lana arrives at a boarding school for prep kids gone bad, Blackwood. She doesn't belong because these are the rich children of celebrities.Lana has connections, lawyer, and that's how she landed here and not juvie. No spoilers, so,without great detail, the story picks up, new people, job,etc. She remains flippant and untamed. “Maybe I am my chaos. It comes with me wherever I go.”Following rules won't bring answers I felt like I was in a funhouse with mirrors. Which way am? What's that noise? I questioned who was doing what. Puzzling odd things transpire around Lana. Blackwood becomes increasingly sinister and bizarre. The rules/authority figures are creepy. A random guy knows everything about her. Her room is personalized in an almost predatory way. Who can she trust? “Someone's playing games with me, and I don't know why.” Mysterious and absorbing, I love the dark menacing vibe. I liked Lana's whatever attitude and humor. Rebecca Donovan's writing is immersive and refreshing. An enjoyable read, but that ending? I'm in tatters!