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Far from Ruined #1
Every Broken Thing
Two strangers whose paths should never have crossed. One traumatic encounter that brings them together.
After high school senior Silas Brigs is rescued from an attempted assault, he finds himself indebted to a blond stranger. But he wants nothing to do with the calm, quiet Ben Adams. The California diver reminds Silas too much of what brought them together in the first place, an event he just wants to forget. Yet no matter how hard Silas tries to distance himself, the closer the two inevitably gravitate.
With Silas's attacker lurking in the shadows combined with Ben's mysterious history, their blossoming friendship seems doomed to failure. Both are haunted by their shattered pasts, but can they learn to face their demons together? Because, no matter how much Silas wants to resist, they're exactly what the other needs. Even if they don't know it, yet.
After high school senior Silas Brigs is rescued from an attempted assault, he finds himself indebted to a blond stranger. But he wants nothing to do with the calm, quiet Ben Adams. The California diver reminds Silas too much of what brought them together in the first place, an event he just wants to forget. Yet no matter how hard Silas tries to distance himself, the closer the two inevitably gravitate.
With Silas's attacker lurking in the shadows combined with Ben's mysterious history, their blossoming friendship seems doomed to failure. Both are haunted by their shattered pasts, but can they learn to face their demons together? Because, no matter how much Silas wants to resist, they're exactly what the other needs. Even if they don't know it, yet.
342 pages, Paperback
First published February 22, 2019
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Nik Knight
30 books591 followersNik Knight (they/them) is a born and bred Hoosier living in a top-secret location in Europe. They are a single parent to two wonderful gremlins, and they write love in all its forms.
When they aren’t busy adulting, Nik can be found in their writing nook, typing away as their fingers turn to nubs.
When they aren’t busy adulting, Nik can be found in their writing nook, typing away as their fingers turn to nubs.
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December 20, 2023
Book safety, content warnings, and tropes down below.
This review is sort of bittersweet, because I really did enjoy this book loads, but I won’t be able to read the rest of the books because of some possibly triggering content (to me) in the coming books. However, I got an audio ARC, so a review there shall be, lol. It’s a fantastic first book, and even though there’s not a whole helluva lot actually happening, the slow building of a friendship between the MCs was great and felt sort of magical. The pacing and flow in the story was also top notch.
Silas is 100% a prickly broken boy dealing with trauma, and even though he does his best to push Ben away, Ben is persistent, and a great friend to Silas whether he wants it or not. I would still very much recommend you read at least the first book. I obviously can’t speak about the rest of the series as I won’t be able to read them, but Nikole Knight is a brilliant writer, and book 1 was quite special.
I thought the new-to-me narrator, Nick Newport, gave a great performance with this book, and would definitely recommend that format if you can.
⬇️ Blanket spoiler warning ⬇️
⚠️ Tropes & tags ⚠️
High school
Enemies to friends to lovers
Trauma
Slow burn
YA
⚠️ Content warning ⚠️
Homophobia
Physical assault
Attempted sexual assault (on page, chapter 1 and chapter 21)
Vomiting
Bullying (not between MCs)
Mentions of child abandonment
Parent death (past, on page)
Brief mentions of parent suicide
Mentions of cancer (side character, remission)
Underage drinking
References to drug use (not MCs)
Panic attacks
⚠️Book safety ⚠️
Cheating: No
OM/OW drama: Yes. One of the MCs is kissed by someone else (he doesn’t want it).
Breakup: No
POV: 1st person, single POV (POV switch in the epilogue only)
Genre: Contemporary YA romance, M/M
Strict roles or versatile: N/A. YA series.
MCs age: 18 and 18
Pages: 344
This review is sort of bittersweet, because I really did enjoy this book loads, but I won’t be able to read the rest of the books because of some possibly triggering content (to me) in the coming books. However, I got an audio ARC, so a review there shall be, lol. It’s a fantastic first book, and even though there’s not a whole helluva lot actually happening, the slow building of a friendship between the MCs was great and felt sort of magical. The pacing and flow in the story was also top notch.
Silas is 100% a prickly broken boy dealing with trauma, and even though he does his best to push Ben away, Ben is persistent, and a great friend to Silas whether he wants it or not. I would still very much recommend you read at least the first book. I obviously can’t speak about the rest of the series as I won’t be able to read them, but Nikole Knight is a brilliant writer, and book 1 was quite special.
I thought the new-to-me narrator, Nick Newport, gave a great performance with this book, and would definitely recommend that format if you can.
⬇️ Blanket spoiler warning ⬇️
⚠️ Tropes & tags ⚠️
High school
Enemies to friends to lovers
Trauma
Slow burn
YA
⚠️ Content warning ⚠️
Homophobia
Physical assault
Attempted sexual assault (on page, chapter 1 and chapter 21)
Vomiting
Bullying (not between MCs)
Mentions of child abandonment
Parent death (past, on page)
Brief mentions of parent suicide
Mentions of cancer (side character, remission)
Underage drinking
References to drug use (not MCs)
Panic attacks
⚠️Book safety ⚠️
Cheating: No
OM/OW drama: Yes. One of the MCs is kissed by someone else (he doesn’t want it).
Breakup: No
POV: 1st person, single POV (POV switch in the epilogue only)
Genre: Contemporary YA romance, M/M
Strict roles or versatile: N/A. YA series.
MCs age: 18 and 18
Pages: 344
March 16, 2025
3.5 ⭐️
“I love how you smell,” I mumbled.
“What do I smell like?” he asked, and he was even closer, the air pressure changing as he spoke.
“Spearmint and spring soap… and chlorine.” The last word was barely a word at all as I drifted away.
“You smell like apples and warm sand,” he said, painting his words across my mouth, never touching, but almost. Almost. “You smell like home.”
“I love how you smell,” I mumbled.
“What do I smell like?” he asked, and he was even closer, the air pressure changing as he spoke.
“Spearmint and spring soap… and chlorine.” The last word was barely a word at all as I drifted away.
“You smell like apples and warm sand,” he said, painting his words across my mouth, never touching, but almost. Almost. “You smell like home.”
May 9, 2025
3.25 stars ...
Meh 🤷♂️ ...
it was okay.
Nothing original or memorable here, quite a predictable plot and cliche characters, but I've learned that it's best to reserve judgment until I get the whole story so I'll continue on to the next book.
Meh 🤷♂️ ...
it was okay.
Nothing original or memorable here, quite a predictable plot and cliche characters, but I've learned that it's best to reserve judgment until I get the whole story so I'll continue on to the next book.
December 16, 2023
I am absolutely amazed at how much I enjoyed this story. My friend listened to the audiobook and mentioned how much she was enjoying and suggested I listen to. I didn’t even read the blurb before listening and I’m so glad I gave it a chance! This is the first book I’ve read by this author but it absolutely won’t be the last and I look forward to continuing Silas and Ben’s story!
This is a single POV story told by Silas. It starts off pretty heavy and I wasn’t expecting that at all. There’s some hefty triggers in this book so just be prepared. I loved seeing Silas and Ben’s friendship grow. The banter between them and just how they were with each other was so much fun.
This is a YA book so don’t expect any sexy times. I knew this going in so I was prepared and the story made sense without it for sure. This is part of a trilogy that continues Silas’ story so it does not end on a HEA. I would love to listen to the audiobook for the next ones as well as the narrator did a fantastic job but I think I want their story too much to wait and will end up reading them!
This is a single POV story told by Silas. It starts off pretty heavy and I wasn’t expecting that at all. There’s some hefty triggers in this book so just be prepared. I loved seeing Silas and Ben’s friendship grow. The banter between them and just how they were with each other was so much fun.
This is a YA book so don’t expect any sexy times. I knew this going in so I was prepared and the story made sense without it for sure. This is part of a trilogy that continues Silas’ story so it does not end on a HEA. I would love to listen to the audiobook for the next ones as well as the narrator did a fantastic job but I think I want their story too much to wait and will end up reading them!
April 11, 2022
They haven't kissed and their chemistry is literally off the charts.
This book is a full rollercoster of emotions and it was so emotional I feel a little empty right now.
I cried and laughed with them.
This book is a full rollercoster of emotions and it was so emotional I feel a little empty right now.
I cried and laughed with them.
This entire review has been hidden because of spoilers.
October 14, 2021
This was my first book by Nikole Knight, and I really enjoyed it. I clicked with the writing, and I loved how authentic this felt. Exactly like I would imagine highschool life, the interactions, the characters, the dialogues.
In this story we meet Silas and Ben. Silas doesn't hide the fact that he's gay, even if it makes him an easy target for bully's. But he's quirky and witty and he refuses to give in and not be himself because of others.
One day one of his bully's takes it way too far, and he is saved by Ben, a new guy, originally from California and one of the new members of the school's diving team. Silas is ashamed of the fact Ben had to save him, ashamed of what Ben witnessed, but Ben wants to be friends, and he doesn't give up very easily. In the end, that's what they become. Friends. But Ben is stunning - handsome and straight. At least, that's what Silas thinks...
This is the slowest of slow-burn romances, and when you reach the end of the book, there hasn't even been proper kissing! But you sense the tension between Ben and Silas, the longing, but also their fear of losing their friendship if they would allow it to become something else.
They both have a troubled past, and it's something they bond over. They find understanding in each other, and I really enjoyed their banter - Silas has quite a smart, unfiltered mouth! And Ben...he's just the sweetest guy around. Every guy in highschool should have a Ben.
So, this book doesn't end with a hea or even a hfn. The story continues in the second book, and so now I'm really eager to see where that one will lead to. I would love to see them together at some point, because I am certain sparks are going to fly when they will finally give into their mutual attraction!
I kindly received this book from Gay Romance Reviews and I am voluntarily leaving my unbiased review
In this story we meet Silas and Ben. Silas doesn't hide the fact that he's gay, even if it makes him an easy target for bully's. But he's quirky and witty and he refuses to give in and not be himself because of others.
One day one of his bully's takes it way too far, and he is saved by Ben, a new guy, originally from California and one of the new members of the school's diving team. Silas is ashamed of the fact Ben had to save him, ashamed of what Ben witnessed, but Ben wants to be friends, and he doesn't give up very easily. In the end, that's what they become. Friends. But Ben is stunning - handsome and straight. At least, that's what Silas thinks...
This is the slowest of slow-burn romances, and when you reach the end of the book, there hasn't even been proper kissing! But you sense the tension between Ben and Silas, the longing, but also their fear of losing their friendship if they would allow it to become something else.
They both have a troubled past, and it's something they bond over. They find understanding in each other, and I really enjoyed their banter - Silas has quite a smart, unfiltered mouth! And Ben...he's just the sweetest guy around. Every guy in highschool should have a Ben.
So, this book doesn't end with a hea or even a hfn. The story continues in the second book, and so now I'm really eager to see where that one will lead to. I would love to see them together at some point, because I am certain sparks are going to fly when they will finally give into their mutual attraction!
I kindly received this book from Gay Romance Reviews and I am voluntarily leaving my unbiased review
February 20, 2019
Silas Brigs is rescued from a violent attempted sexual assault by a golden-haired stranger. Ben Adams wants to make certain that Silas is safe and to be his friend but Silas wants nothing to do with the handsome diver. Ben is everything Silas is not. Ben is a talented athlete who makes the girls swoon. Silas is the theater geek who likes guys. Ben is calm, shy, a nice guy. Silas is snarky, rude, and more likely to yell at another person than offer them a smile. Yet they both have their emotional scars and as much as Silas wants to keep Ben at a distance, he can't. The two have an uncertain bond and with Silas's attacker still threatening him, he feels safe with Ben. The moments he lets his guard down, they even have a lot of fun together. However, Silas is still hesitant to get close to Ben realizing that he wants more than a friendship. But Ben is stubborn. He won't give up on Silas and might be keeping a secret himself.
I love, love, loved this story. It's a superb coming of age story. It covers a confusing time when even the most confident and secure struggle. Silas and Ben are neither. Silas is a complex character. His snarkiness guards a bruised young man. Ben is more of a mystery but obviously damaged. The two together are everything. The walls Silas puts up to protect himself, the persistence Ben shows to break through them, the times they just exist together without fighting; I can't get enough. Their group of friends adds to their story. The teen years are such a difficult time and this is such a vulnerable group. I just want to wrap them in bubble wrap and protect their fragile hearts.
Much of this story was powerful, beautiful. I was shaken after the opening scene. I was moved to tears, angry and hurt several times in this book. I can't comprehend the level of violence and aggression shown against Silas. I don't deny it and I think it was portrayed fairly but I DO NOT UNDERSTAND hurting someone because of who they are. I don't understand not embracing the beauty of a Silas, a Ben, a Ronnie, a Kim, a Lily or an Esther. Each is perfect. Each is imperfect. Each just wants to be happy and maybe be loved. Because I can't understand I carry this book with me. It left me feeling gutted. I need more of the story. I need more spring soap and spearmint, more blue-moon shakes. I need Silas to jump. I need Ben to win.
Trigger Warning: Verbal, physical, and sexual assault
I love, love, loved this story. It's a superb coming of age story. It covers a confusing time when even the most confident and secure struggle. Silas and Ben are neither. Silas is a complex character. His snarkiness guards a bruised young man. Ben is more of a mystery but obviously damaged. The two together are everything. The walls Silas puts up to protect himself, the persistence Ben shows to break through them, the times they just exist together without fighting; I can't get enough. Their group of friends adds to their story. The teen years are such a difficult time and this is such a vulnerable group. I just want to wrap them in bubble wrap and protect their fragile hearts.
Much of this story was powerful, beautiful. I was shaken after the opening scene. I was moved to tears, angry and hurt several times in this book. I can't comprehend the level of violence and aggression shown against Silas. I don't deny it and I think it was portrayed fairly but I DO NOT UNDERSTAND hurting someone because of who they are. I don't understand not embracing the beauty of a Silas, a Ben, a Ronnie, a Kim, a Lily or an Esther. Each is perfect. Each is imperfect. Each just wants to be happy and maybe be loved. Because I can't understand I carry this book with me. It left me feeling gutted. I need more of the story. I need more spring soap and spearmint, more blue-moon shakes. I need Silas to jump. I need Ben to win.
Trigger Warning: Verbal, physical, and sexual assault
February 15, 2023
5⭐️ wow. I loved this so much. Slowest of the slow burn and no spice yet but the flirting, the tension, the suspense, the angst… all so good. I could not put this down and read it in one sitting.
Silas and Ben are not quite together yet but there is so much tension between them, I can’t wait to see it combust. You’ll immediately need to jump into book 2.
Silas and Ben are not quite together yet but there is so much tension between them, I can’t wait to see it combust. You’ll immediately need to jump into book 2.
July 26, 2021
This book was jammed full of feels. The thing I liked the most, is it felt like a high school romance. It felt like the high schoolers were not doing more than they should and the YA angst was off the charts, as is usual in high school. Honestly, I can see this happening in high school. I did not enjoy the bullying scenes, but again, I can this happening. While, it did not happen in my high school while I was there, it definitely happened. Also, I liked how there was such an unknown about Ben. While, I wished we got his POV, at the end when we finally did get it, it made more sense this way. I truly enjoyed this read and while it definitely had some triggers, it is worth the tears and angst for sure.
September 7, 2023
This book starts out HEAVY. Some serious shit goes down in like, chapter 2. But what happens after is two boys that slowly fall for each other and even help each other with their respective demons. I was torn between a 4 and 5 star for this. I am not quite obsessed with this book yet, but I can sense the obsession coming. I have a feeling that I may be obsessed in the next books. I cannot wait to find out more of Ben and Silas’s story. 😍😍😍
February 23, 2019
Really good read
Saved from a sexual assault, Si mets Ben. From pricky acquaintances to sweetly falling in love, the relationship grows. All the while, the high school senior who assaulted Si lurks, threatening further trouble. Too boys in painful situations finding one another. Beautifully written and edited. The author does a very good job of looking into the heart of a hurt teen. I look forward to the next book.
Saved from a sexual assault, Si mets Ben. From pricky acquaintances to sweetly falling in love, the relationship grows. All the while, the high school senior who assaulted Si lurks, threatening further trouble. Too boys in painful situations finding one another. Beautifully written and edited. The author does a very good job of looking into the heart of a hurt teen. I look forward to the next book.
January 20, 2025
4.5 stars
While this may not be my favorite book from Nik Knight, this is still Nik Knight, so I absolutely loved it. This story starts off HEAVY, which was a tad jarring, if I'm honest. That said, everything that follows was great. Silas and Ben are seniors in high school on the cusp of adulthood. Despite being young, they both have plenty of baggage to sift through. Their characters are complex and interesting, and the story is very well written and engaging. Watching these characters start to grow, heal, and learn was such a lovely journey to experience with them, and Nik Knight did it so well. All in all, I really enjoyed this diversion from Nik Knight's usual fair, but they just know how to write a great story. I'm definitely looking forward to the next one.
I received an advance review copy for free, and I am leaving this review voluntarily.
While this may not be my favorite book from Nik Knight, this is still Nik Knight, so I absolutely loved it. This story starts off HEAVY, which was a tad jarring, if I'm honest. That said, everything that follows was great. Silas and Ben are seniors in high school on the cusp of adulthood. Despite being young, they both have plenty of baggage to sift through. Their characters are complex and interesting, and the story is very well written and engaging. Watching these characters start to grow, heal, and learn was such a lovely journey to experience with them, and Nik Knight did it so well. All in all, I really enjoyed this diversion from Nik Knight's usual fair, but they just know how to write a great story. I'm definitely looking forward to the next one.
I received an advance review copy for free, and I am leaving this review voluntarily.
January 29, 2024
I intend to give a full review once I finish the trilogy, however some thoughts for now:
I love the writing style; it has me very invested in the story.
This first book has zero spice, and I believe is classified as YA.
Despite having zero spice, this is 330+ pages of build up and tension.
It reads kind of like a coming of age and I loved witnessing the developing friendship between Ben and Silas. There is definitely heavy topics and events being explored but I feel they are being handled in a realistic way so far.
I love the writing style; it has me very invested in the story.
This first book has zero spice, and I believe is classified as YA.
Despite having zero spice, this is 330+ pages of build up and tension.
It reads kind of like a coming of age and I loved witnessing the developing friendship between Ben and Silas. There is definitely heavy topics and events being explored but I feel they are being handled in a realistic way so far.
October 4, 2024
I don't usually like slow burns but I'm enjoying this series so far
January 14, 2025
5/5 stars! I have loved everything I've read by author Nik Knight, so I was ecstatic to get my hands on this book. I believe it is a re-pub of an earlier story and the strength of the writing is great. They have a way of creating a world that both pulls on your heart-strings and makes you believe in the possibility of soulmates. The story was both angsty and sweet and it somehow balanced this perfectly. I can't wait to read the next book in this series.
October 19, 2021
this was just adorable.. it was emotional and sweet.. it was sad in spots but so many fun things happened.. i smiled and laughed many times. it was fun and i enjoyed it a lot.
January 17, 2025
A Joyfully Jay review.
4 stars
The Far from Ruined trilogy by Nik Knight was first published in 2019. The entire series is being republished, with heavy revisions, according to the author. While Silas and Ben are in high school, I would not classify this as a Young Adult book, as the situations they find themselves in and the backgrounds they have read more New Adult to me.
Silas is the only out student in his high school, at least that’s the view I was given. He is relentlessly bullied and beat up and his number one stalker escalates the attacks with attempted rape early on in the book. I did have a difficult time with the bullying here from the perspective of lack of supervision in the school.
This book sets up both Silas and Ben and how their relationship may potentially evolve. The writing is well done, as Silas’ fear and anxiety comes through, and I’ll be following along and hoping for a great outcome for Silas and Ben, although it seems there will be much drama and trauma before they get there.
Read Michelle's review in its entirety here.
4 stars
The Far from Ruined trilogy by Nik Knight was first published in 2019. The entire series is being republished, with heavy revisions, according to the author. While Silas and Ben are in high school, I would not classify this as a Young Adult book, as the situations they find themselves in and the backgrounds they have read more New Adult to me.
Silas is the only out student in his high school, at least that’s the view I was given. He is relentlessly bullied and beat up and his number one stalker escalates the attacks with attempted rape early on in the book. I did have a difficult time with the bullying here from the perspective of lack of supervision in the school.
This book sets up both Silas and Ben and how their relationship may potentially evolve. The writing is well done, as Silas’ fear and anxiety comes through, and I’ll be following along and hoping for a great outcome for Silas and Ben, although it seems there will be much drama and trauma before they get there.
Read Michelle's review in its entirety here.
December 13, 2021
Silas is used to being too much for everyone- his family, his friends and his community. Outed against his will, he's the odd kid at school, the one the rumors are always about. He wear his sarcasm like armor and no one seems to see him except for Ben, the new kid in school.
After a dramatic and traumatic meeting, Ben and Silas fall into an easy friendship. Silas wants more, but he can't be falling for his straight best friend. There is no way Ben would ever want him back, is there?
Written with Knight's trademark heart, sass and characters you can't help but love this is a great start to what is a wonderful series!
After a dramatic and traumatic meeting, Ben and Silas fall into an easy friendship. Silas wants more, but he can't be falling for his straight best friend. There is no way Ben would ever want him back, is there?
Written with Knight's trademark heart, sass and characters you can't help but love this is a great start to what is a wonderful series!
February 15, 2024
3.5
I’ll start by saying this isn’t my usual cup of tea, but it’s Nikole Knight so I knew I had to read it. And while I’d still say it wasn’t my favorite by her, putting aside my personal preferences I’d say this was a sweet book.
This starts with a very emotional and intense scene, and honestly how can you not be invested after that? Nikole has a way of writing characters you can’t help but love. I think I had a little harder of a time connecting fully because they’re in high school, but that was mostly fine.
I love the clueless mc trope, and slow burn, so this worked for me. I will say, a certain thing ends up feeling a little repetitive for me, which pulled this down from a 4 to 3.5, but if that kind of thing doesn’t bother you, you’ll be fine.
I’ll definitely continue cause now I need to know what happens next, but I’m hoping for a bit more from the next installment.
Also, I did the audio, and the narrator was great!
I’ll start by saying this isn’t my usual cup of tea, but it’s Nikole Knight so I knew I had to read it. And while I’d still say it wasn’t my favorite by her, putting aside my personal preferences I’d say this was a sweet book.
This starts with a very emotional and intense scene, and honestly how can you not be invested after that? Nikole has a way of writing characters you can’t help but love. I think I had a little harder of a time connecting fully because they’re in high school, but that was mostly fine.
I love the clueless mc trope, and slow burn, so this worked for me. I will say, a certain thing ends up feeling a little repetitive for me, which pulled this down from a 4 to 3.5, but if that kind of thing doesn’t bother you, you’ll be fine.
I’ll definitely continue cause now I need to know what happens next, but I’m hoping for a bit more from the next installment.
Also, I did the audio, and the narrator was great!
June 1, 2019
It's been a while since I read this and I just realized I never wrote a review, but despite that I have no hesitation in writing one now because this story stuck with me and that really says something about the significance of the story telling.
I thankfully have no personal experience with the type of aggresive/ violent encounter that opens and frames this book, but the way the scene itself and all of the emotional upheaval throughout the story are described I *felt* it (in a non-scarring, but definitely made me cry, sort of way). I just have to give Knight such credit for the way she handled it. Sincerely, well done.
I love Silas and his snarky antisocial ways, I love Ben and his wholesome goodness. I love, love, love them together. Without getting into spoilers all I can say is read this book. Thoroughly recommend.
I thankfully have no personal experience with the type of aggresive/ violent encounter that opens and frames this book, but the way the scene itself and all of the emotional upheaval throughout the story are described I *felt* it (in a non-scarring, but definitely made me cry, sort of way). I just have to give Knight such credit for the way she handled it. Sincerely, well done.
I love Silas and his snarky antisocial ways, I love Ben and his wholesome goodness. I love, love, love them together. Without getting into spoilers all I can say is read this book. Thoroughly recommend.
February 19, 2019
This is book one in a new m/m story. I want to start by saying I would have given this 5 stars but I felt like the end was kind on abrupt and I wish that there was more of an ending point. Otherwise I LOVED this story. I love that its a story set in high school. I love that one of the guys is openly out and stands up for himself. I love how it takes a serious issues and puts it out there so other people who have been in a similar situation don't feel so alone. I find Silas's personality to be amazing. I wish he was my friend. I love the dynamic between Ben and Si. I thought the character development was great I just wanted more! Can't wait to read the next book.
February 22, 2021
I really enjoyed this book.
Despite there being some heavy topics within the story, I found this at times to be a fun read.
The 2 MC's are really sweet and not in a sickly sort of way. I found their vulnerabilities really adorable and am a big fan of how Ben has handled Silas's feelings after the assault. He comes across as very mature and sensitive which can sometimes be a hit or a miss with these types of books.
Looking forward to book 2 and hoping these kids get their shit together and get some much deserved happiness.
Despite there being some heavy topics within the story, I found this at times to be a fun read.
The 2 MC's are really sweet and not in a sickly sort of way. I found their vulnerabilities really adorable and am a big fan of how Ben has handled Silas's feelings after the assault. He comes across as very mature and sensitive which can sometimes be a hit or a miss with these types of books.
Looking forward to book 2 and hoping these kids get their shit together and get some much deserved happiness.
October 15, 2021
TRIGGER WARNING: This book features two scenes of attempted sexual assault on page as well as a lot of bullying and ample use of homophobic language. There are also suicide references at the end of the book in a nightmare/flashback.
Every Broken Thing is the first book in Nikole Knight's Far From Ruined trilogy and it was an emotional ride. The book is very plainly New Adult, set during our two main characters' senior year in high school.
Silas is an out and proud gay boy, full of sass and attitude. He has his walls built high and for good reason. Ever since he was outed as a freshman, he has had to deal with constant bullying, especially from one particular person: Eric. The first chapter has Eric attempting to attack Silas, but he was luckily stopped by Ben - a friendly diver who does not take certain things lying down.
After his rescue, Ben makes it his goal in life, it seems, to befriend Silas. Silas, on the other hand, wants to forget everything that happened. Which is made harder when Ben is everywhere he turns. He tries to push the other boy away, but Ben eventually worms his way in. They become friends and Silas has to deal with an awkward crush as well as his own trauma.
This book is full of emotion. It is told solely from Silas's POV (until the epilogue which gives an intriguing glimpse into Ben's mind and piqued my curiosity so much). Because of this, the reader gets to ride along through how he copes with the trauma of his attack. I found this to be just as intriguing as Silas's growing feelings towards Ben. Knight writes the subject so well and with so much care that I couldn't help be sucked in. I was barely able to put the book down.
Despite the heavy subject matter, I spent a lot of the book laughing at the antics between Silas and Ben. They seemed to have a lot of fun together, despite all of the angst. When they were fighting, my heart wrenched in my chest. It was a whole roller coaster. I actually liked, for once, that there were communication issues between these two boys because they are eighteen year old high school seniors. They don't have everything together, nor should they. It felt realistic for the age and setting that they were in.
I would very much recommend this book and I cannot wait to start the next one in the series tomorrow (or maybe tonight before bed. I feel it calling to me.)
** COPY OF THE BOOK RECIEVED FROM GRR FOR HONEST REVIEW **
Every Broken Thing is the first book in Nikole Knight's Far From Ruined trilogy and it was an emotional ride. The book is very plainly New Adult, set during our two main characters' senior year in high school.
Silas is an out and proud gay boy, full of sass and attitude. He has his walls built high and for good reason. Ever since he was outed as a freshman, he has had to deal with constant bullying, especially from one particular person: Eric. The first chapter has Eric attempting to attack Silas, but he was luckily stopped by Ben - a friendly diver who does not take certain things lying down.
After his rescue, Ben makes it his goal in life, it seems, to befriend Silas. Silas, on the other hand, wants to forget everything that happened. Which is made harder when Ben is everywhere he turns. He tries to push the other boy away, but Ben eventually worms his way in. They become friends and Silas has to deal with an awkward crush as well as his own trauma.
This book is full of emotion. It is told solely from Silas's POV (until the epilogue which gives an intriguing glimpse into Ben's mind and piqued my curiosity so much). Because of this, the reader gets to ride along through how he copes with the trauma of his attack. I found this to be just as intriguing as Silas's growing feelings towards Ben. Knight writes the subject so well and with so much care that I couldn't help be sucked in. I was barely able to put the book down.
Despite the heavy subject matter, I spent a lot of the book laughing at the antics between Silas and Ben. They seemed to have a lot of fun together, despite all of the angst. When they were fighting, my heart wrenched in my chest. It was a whole roller coaster. I actually liked, for once, that there were communication issues between these two boys because they are eighteen year old high school seniors. They don't have everything together, nor should they. It felt realistic for the age and setting that they were in.
I would very much recommend this book and I cannot wait to start the next one in the series tomorrow (or maybe tonight before bed. I feel it calling to me.)
** COPY OF THE BOOK RECIEVED FROM GRR FOR HONEST REVIEW **
December 13, 2023
Terrific Story & Listen🎧 Captivating & Heartfelt!
Every Broken Thing
Far from Ruined, Book 1
By: Nikole Knight
Narrated by: Nick Newport
This beautifully written story captivates your attention and tugs on your heartstrings the entire time. It is the first book of the “Far from Ruined” series, a trilogy, that follows Silas Brigs and Ben Adams, two high school seniors who cross paths under disturbing circumstances. Silas is out and not everyone is accepting of him, but he is used to the lewd remarks and the hate from the haters. His biggest hater, Eric Boyt, bullies Silas and he takes it a step too far by physically attacking him in school, but Ben walks in, stops the attack and puts Eric in his place. He wanted Silas to call the police, but he refused. Ben wanted to help Silas, but Silas pushed him away, not wanting his help or pity. At that point I was not caring for Silas’ angsty attitude, sure he had his reasons, but taking it out on Ben was uncalled for. He knew it, Ben knew it, though he cut him some slack. He also did not give up on him either, he wanted to be Silas’s friend and a friend to Silas. It took some doing, but Silas lets him in, eventually. It was great to watching these two get to know each other and let their friendship blossom. Silas made assumptions about Ben, including that he was straight, but the more they get to know each other, the more they realize they have more in common than they first thought. There are plenty of layers to this story, the plotting, character development and world building are fantastic and there is never a dull moment in this book. The drama is non-stop, angst is high, and so are the emotions which hit you straight in the heart. Nikole Knight, thank you for another wonderful story and emotional rollercoaster ride.
🎧📚🎧 Nick Newport did a terrific job, bringing these characters and story to life. He understood the characters he was portraying, giving each their own voice, changing their voices enough to make it easy to follow them and tell who was who. You could hear how much heart he put into the story as he captured all the characters’ emotions, having you feel every one of them. Newport is an entertaining storyteller and a pleasure to listen to. Thank you for this great listen.
Every Broken Thing
Far from Ruined, Book 1
By: Nikole Knight
Narrated by: Nick Newport
This beautifully written story captivates your attention and tugs on your heartstrings the entire time. It is the first book of the “Far from Ruined” series, a trilogy, that follows Silas Brigs and Ben Adams, two high school seniors who cross paths under disturbing circumstances. Silas is out and not everyone is accepting of him, but he is used to the lewd remarks and the hate from the haters. His biggest hater, Eric Boyt, bullies Silas and he takes it a step too far by physically attacking him in school, but Ben walks in, stops the attack and puts Eric in his place. He wanted Silas to call the police, but he refused. Ben wanted to help Silas, but Silas pushed him away, not wanting his help or pity. At that point I was not caring for Silas’ angsty attitude, sure he had his reasons, but taking it out on Ben was uncalled for. He knew it, Ben knew it, though he cut him some slack. He also did not give up on him either, he wanted to be Silas’s friend and a friend to Silas. It took some doing, but Silas lets him in, eventually. It was great to watching these two get to know each other and let their friendship blossom. Silas made assumptions about Ben, including that he was straight, but the more they get to know each other, the more they realize they have more in common than they first thought. There are plenty of layers to this story, the plotting, character development and world building are fantastic and there is never a dull moment in this book. The drama is non-stop, angst is high, and so are the emotions which hit you straight in the heart. Nikole Knight, thank you for another wonderful story and emotional rollercoaster ride.
🎧📚🎧 Nick Newport did a terrific job, bringing these characters and story to life. He understood the characters he was portraying, giving each their own voice, changing their voices enough to make it easy to follow them and tell who was who. You could hear how much heart he put into the story as he captured all the characters’ emotions, having you feel every one of them. Newport is an entertaining storyteller and a pleasure to listen to. Thank you for this great listen.
January 22, 2025
I'm not usually one for trilogies because I tend to get bored, but I love Nik Knight, so I had to give this one a go. Now I'm hooked, and in the span of two weeks, I've read the whole trilogy twice.
I did have to sit with my thoughts and reread before I was ready to write my review. There is just so much to process with this story. First and foremost, anyone considering reading this must check the trigger warnings. It's a heavy book with a lot of trauma all around. Be kind to yourself. If you are up for it though, it's well worth the read.
I loved Silas. I thought he was hilarious. He definitely uses humor to deflect his trauma and emotions. He's also as prickly as a porcupine wearing a cactus. But none of that is a deterrent for sweet Ben. They meet under horrible circumstances, but Ben is determined to win Silas over and become his friend, maybe more. Silas is resistant as can be; he is going through the worst experience of his life, and his tendency is to internalize everything and isolate himself. Eventually, Ben works his way in through the cracks in Silas's walls.
Both Ben and Silas have trauma (Ben's will become more evident as the trilogy continues), they both struggle with their feelings, communication, and internal demons. They are also teenagers and Nik wrote them as such. So as much as I could become frustrated with them sometimes, I had to remind myself that these guys are barely 18 and 19. The snark, sass, and banter between the characters was on point. The antagonist is so easy to hate, and I felt like the overall story could easily (and unfortunately) represent real-world experience and trauma that queer kids (Silas's) and really any teen (this was more from Ben, but also Silas) might endure.
I would consider this more NA than YA, but it is closed door (and better for it, I think). Remember, these guys are high schoolers.
It's a heavy, heavy read but a beautiful story. This first book does end on a bit of cliffhanger, so if that bothers you, maybe wait for all three books to be available.
I did have to sit with my thoughts and reread before I was ready to write my review. There is just so much to process with this story. First and foremost, anyone considering reading this must check the trigger warnings. It's a heavy book with a lot of trauma all around. Be kind to yourself. If you are up for it though, it's well worth the read.
I loved Silas. I thought he was hilarious. He definitely uses humor to deflect his trauma and emotions. He's also as prickly as a porcupine wearing a cactus. But none of that is a deterrent for sweet Ben. They meet under horrible circumstances, but Ben is determined to win Silas over and become his friend, maybe more. Silas is resistant as can be; he is going through the worst experience of his life, and his tendency is to internalize everything and isolate himself. Eventually, Ben works his way in through the cracks in Silas's walls.
Both Ben and Silas have trauma (Ben's will become more evident as the trilogy continues), they both struggle with their feelings, communication, and internal demons. They are also teenagers and Nik wrote them as such. So as much as I could become frustrated with them sometimes, I had to remind myself that these guys are barely 18 and 19. The snark, sass, and banter between the characters was on point. The antagonist is so easy to hate, and I felt like the overall story could easily (and unfortunately) represent real-world experience and trauma that queer kids (Silas's) and really any teen (this was more from Ben, but also Silas) might endure.
I would consider this more NA than YA, but it is closed door (and better for it, I think). Remember, these guys are high schoolers.
It's a heavy, heavy read but a beautiful story. This first book does end on a bit of cliffhanger, so if that bothers you, maybe wait for all three books to be available.
January 12, 2025
ARC Review
3 ⭐️ Stars
This novel goes to show how often adults fail children because they put themselves first. Silas has built walls around himself, making him snarky and might come off as rude, but they’re for a good reason, unfortunately. In the novel, his stalker is relentless throughout. Just when you think it’s over, he shows up.
It’s awkward when Silas uses words like superfluous. Most teenagers do not use words like this.
CRITIQUE
I get that this is the queer experience for so many, but it does feel borderline trauma pron. There’s so much trauma dumping that happens, I’m exhausted after 20 minutes of reading.
I’m not a fan of how some things are described, I’m not sure how a milkshake can taste like spring. As someone who lives where Blue Moon ice cream isn’t sold, my first thought when someone says “Blue Moon” is beer, it would have been nice to get a better description.
I’m finding more authors are writing bathrooms as a traumatising place for queer people. It’s a weird trope I’m not liking considering legislation. If someone is going to write about trauma, pick a new place, bullies do this stuff throughout the school.
OVERALL
I hate bullies, especially in queer novels, because the stakes are so much higher. This is one of those stories that had me in tears from the start. I also had an Eric in high school. Actually, I had a couple. The bully portions of this story HIT so hard.
I hate seeing when children make excuses for their parents, I get it, but parents need to learn how to show up for their kids. I wish Silas had been given that at least, but no.
I normally don't mind slow burns, but this just draaaaaaags on. I don’t think I’ll be reading the other installations of this series because this story wasn’t for me.
side note:
I’m really concerned by the reviewers looking for smut in a YA novel. If you’re looking for smut, go read something else entirely. Leave the children alone.
3 ⭐️ Stars
This novel goes to show how often adults fail children because they put themselves first. Silas has built walls around himself, making him snarky and might come off as rude, but they’re for a good reason, unfortunately. In the novel, his stalker is relentless throughout. Just when you think it’s over, he shows up.
It’s awkward when Silas uses words like superfluous. Most teenagers do not use words like this.
CRITIQUE
I get that this is the queer experience for so many, but it does feel borderline trauma pron. There’s so much trauma dumping that happens, I’m exhausted after 20 minutes of reading.
I’m not a fan of how some things are described, I’m not sure how a milkshake can taste like spring. As someone who lives where Blue Moon ice cream isn’t sold, my first thought when someone says “Blue Moon” is beer, it would have been nice to get a better description.
I’m finding more authors are writing bathrooms as a traumatising place for queer people. It’s a weird trope I’m not liking considering legislation. If someone is going to write about trauma, pick a new place, bullies do this stuff throughout the school.
OVERALL
I hate bullies, especially in queer novels, because the stakes are so much higher. This is one of those stories that had me in tears from the start. I also had an Eric in high school. Actually, I had a couple. The bully portions of this story HIT so hard.
I hate seeing when children make excuses for their parents, I get it, but parents need to learn how to show up for their kids. I wish Silas had been given that at least, but no.
I normally don't mind slow burns, but this just draaaaaaags on. I don’t think I’ll be reading the other installations of this series because this story wasn’t for me.
side note:
I’m really concerned by the reviewers looking for smut in a YA novel. If you’re looking for smut, go read something else entirely. Leave the children alone.
January 16, 2025
When I read the 2019 version of this book, I really struggled with Silas's character and ultimately DNFed the series because of it. When I saw that Nik Knight had updated the narrative to better reflect their current style and principles, I knew I wanted to give it another chance. I'm so happy that I didn't let my prior reservations hold me back, because I ended up enjoying this version of the book a lot more than my first time around. I thought Silas struck a much better balance between being sassy and snarky without coming across as rude or abrasive to his friends, and I finally saw his kind heart hiding behind all of those walls he liked to keep sky-high. Simply put, he was more likable to me, and that allowed me to connect with him and his journey in a way that I hadn't previously. I felt the impact of his near-assault, the fear and shame and anger all bottled up with no outlet. My heart ached for him as he tried to pretend he was fine when his flashbacks and panic attacks made it clear that he wasn't. I understood his confusion and suspicion when Ben started coming around and riding that fine line between friendly and flirty, and I let myself savor those little moments of laughter and joy as the two of them got to know each other better. I got invested, I was excited about the development of the story, and I didn't even realize how quickly I was flipping through the pages until I got to the end and my immediate thought was "I need more". This time I'm eager to dive into the next book and see how Ben and Silas's connection will continue to evolve. I'm loving the slow-building romance that Silas is totally oblivious about and I can't wait to see the moment they both realize that their feelings are reciprocated. I want to understand the family trauma both characters have, and I want to see them open up to each other instead of trying to carry the emotional weight all by themselves. In sum, this version of Every Broken Thing was exactly what I was hoping it'd be and more.
**I voluntarily read an ARC of this book. This review expresses my honest thoughts and opinions.
**I voluntarily read an ARC of this book. This review expresses my honest thoughts and opinions.
February 6, 2025
First things first: I never read the previous/old version, my review is about the recent one from this year so I don't know about the changes that were made. So, I had high expectations going into this because it had been on my TBR. When I saw it would have a new edition, I knew I must start it as soon as possible. I'm very glad to say I ended up enjoying this a lot. It has few minor things that can be perfected, but it's still a really great first book in a trilogy.
The story is about Silas, a gay guy who's out and is bullied for it by people in highschool. One day, one of his bullies attempts to assault him but is stopped by Ben, another guy that attends to the same school. After this traumatic event, Ben tries to befriend Silas and make sure he's okay, something Silas doesn't allow and pushes back. Between developing feelings he is scared of and his attacker lurking around, Silas and Ben will start getting closer, but it won't be so easy for things to go as they want.
Regarding the characters, I had mixed feelings about Silas at the beginning due to his behaviour towards Ben. Ultimately, I understood it was part of his growth and he was the "rough on the outside and soft on the inside" type, so he ended up growing on me and I really liked to follow his journey. His character development isn't finished yet, but it feels like it will be a good -although rough- one. On the other hand, Ben had me interested since the first moment, I just love simple but kind guy.
Onto their relationship, I'm surprised to find a slow burn in this trilogy. Like, actual slow burn, which isn't really common. When I say this, I mean that these guys take two steps ahead and then one back. I absolutely love stories like this. It's refreshing. I really enjoyed how much Ben cared for Silas since the first time they met (although in such a horrible circumstances), and the way Silas started opening up to him and viceversa. This, adding the combo of popular/unpopular and sort of nerd/jock elements, while they grow from strangers into friends and something more: perfection.
I also appreciated that the traumatic event isn't brushed off and its effects are actually shown to the reader. I like my books as realistic/beliavable as possible, especially in such cases. I liked that this is brought up one more time by Ben near the end, a conversation I felt that was very needed. I'm sure this will have an impact in the next books, so I'm looking forward to it.
Besides all the positive things I can say about this, I also have to mention the elements I wasn't a big fan of: part of the dialogue was a bit too juvenile and cheesy at times (although I can give it pass, because they're 18/young), and there's also the fact that Ben stuck around Silas despite of his behaviour. The only reasoning I can think of is that Ben is a bit too perfect of a character, but perhaps this will be explored later.
Overall, this had a nice pacing, a good development in both the story, the cast and the romance aspect, and there's a good build up for those moments where MCs are vulnerable with each other. I couldn't put it down. I'm excited to continue with the trilogy.
-I received a copy of this book from Gay Romance Reviews, and this is my honest review.
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The story is about Silas, a gay guy who's out and is bullied for it by people in highschool. One day, one of his bullies attempts to assault him but is stopped by Ben, another guy that attends to the same school. After this traumatic event, Ben tries to befriend Silas and make sure he's okay, something Silas doesn't allow and pushes back. Between developing feelings he is scared of and his attacker lurking around, Silas and Ben will start getting closer, but it won't be so easy for things to go as they want.
Regarding the characters, I had mixed feelings about Silas at the beginning due to his behaviour towards Ben. Ultimately, I understood it was part of his growth and he was the "rough on the outside and soft on the inside" type, so he ended up growing on me and I really liked to follow his journey. His character development isn't finished yet, but it feels like it will be a good -although rough- one. On the other hand, Ben had me interested since the first moment, I just love simple but kind guy.
Onto their relationship, I'm surprised to find a slow burn in this trilogy. Like, actual slow burn, which isn't really common. When I say this, I mean that these guys take two steps ahead and then one back. I absolutely love stories like this. It's refreshing. I really enjoyed how much Ben cared for Silas since the first time they met (although in such a horrible circumstances), and the way Silas started opening up to him and viceversa. This, adding the combo of popular/unpopular and sort of nerd/jock elements, while they grow from strangers into friends and something more: perfection.
I also appreciated that the traumatic event isn't brushed off and its effects are actually shown to the reader. I like my books as realistic/beliavable as possible, especially in such cases. I liked that this is brought up one more time by Ben near the end, a conversation I felt that was very needed. I'm sure this will have an impact in the next books, so I'm looking forward to it.
Besides all the positive things I can say about this, I also have to mention the elements I wasn't a big fan of: part of the dialogue was a bit too juvenile and cheesy at times (although I can give it pass, because they're 18/young), and there's also the fact that Ben stuck around Silas despite of his behaviour. The only reasoning I can think of is that Ben is a bit too perfect of a character, but perhaps this will be explored later.
Overall, this had a nice pacing, a good development in both the story, the cast and the romance aspect, and there's a good build up for those moments where MCs are vulnerable with each other. I couldn't put it down. I'm excited to continue with the trilogy.
-I received a copy of this book from Gay Romance Reviews, and this is my honest review.
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January 20, 2025
Wow, this book pulled at my heartstrings, these two broken boys who stumble upon each other, finding someone with similar pain in their background, Silas out as gay and bullied for it, Ben vowing to protect Silas from the one bully that won’t let him be. Ben is protective, wanting to be friends, Silas is very leery, hiding behind sass, snarky remarks, and back talk innuendos, afraid to let anyone get too close. But there’s something between them, Silas seeking out Ben like a moth to a flame, not sure what Ben is feeling but he is giving off mixed signals.
This book starts near the beginning of their senior year and goes to the end of November. During that time, there have been two attempted sexual assault attacks on Silas, but he doesn’t want to report it, knowing nothing will really change, and if he does, payback could be worse. If he pushes the memories down deep enough, he can pretend they never happened. But Silas has panic attacks, and only Ben can pull him out of them. Ben seems to be fighting his own demons, too, and Silas is able to be a stabilizing force for Ben also.
The story will continue in book 2 as both young men try to figure out what is between them and where it will go while they continue to work their way through the increasing tensions as the school year progresses, I was totally engaged in the book, reading it in one sitting, now anxious to move on to book 2 soon. The characters of Ben and Silas have me totally invested in them and their steps toward what could be a lasting relationship with the person perfect for each of them. Good world building, too, and a story that flowed for me.
Do check out the triggers if you want to read this series, and if you’re okay with them, I think you would be invested in the story of these two also.
This book starts near the beginning of their senior year and goes to the end of November. During that time, there have been two attempted sexual assault attacks on Silas, but he doesn’t want to report it, knowing nothing will really change, and if he does, payback could be worse. If he pushes the memories down deep enough, he can pretend they never happened. But Silas has panic attacks, and only Ben can pull him out of them. Ben seems to be fighting his own demons, too, and Silas is able to be a stabilizing force for Ben also.
The story will continue in book 2 as both young men try to figure out what is between them and where it will go while they continue to work their way through the increasing tensions as the school year progresses, I was totally engaged in the book, reading it in one sitting, now anxious to move on to book 2 soon. The characters of Ben and Silas have me totally invested in them and their steps toward what could be a lasting relationship with the person perfect for each of them. Good world building, too, and a story that flowed for me.
Do check out the triggers if you want to read this series, and if you’re okay with them, I think you would be invested in the story of these two also.
December 27, 2023
« AUDIOBOOK REVIEW »
I got an arc of this audiobook from GGR and went into it basically blind.
I really enjoyed Silas' character. He is kind of an asshole, but has a good heart. He owns who he is - full of sass and snark. Ben is Silas' opposite, he is truly kind and has a sunny disposition. Silas is BLIND to how Ben feels about him, everyone sees it except him. These two suck at communication, but that is pretty on brand for most YA romances.
Ben has also been through a lot and near the end, we see the extent of the trauma he has experienced. For most of the book it seemed that Ben had it all together, but as time went on, I don't think that is the case. I got the impression that this story is really about two broken boys finding each other and being what the other needs.
This book is the slowest of burns. The audiobook is a little over 6 hours long and Silas and Ben don't even kiss once. I did not expect that. So if you are looking for spice, this is not the book for you. The sexual assault attempts were really hard to get through, so please check the trigger warnings on this one.
I did not expect, from the blurb, that the book doesn't end in a HEA and that Ben and Silas don't get their HEA for 2 more books. So keep that in mind, I probably would have not listened/read this book if I would have known that. This book is also told from a single POV, which also is not my preference. I think the story would have had more depth told in dual POV.
I did enjoy the narration for this book - Nick Newport did a great job.
[I received a copy of this book from Gay Romance Reviews, and this is my honest review.]
I got an arc of this audiobook from GGR and went into it basically blind.
I really enjoyed Silas' character. He is kind of an asshole, but has a good heart. He owns who he is - full of sass and snark. Ben is Silas' opposite, he is truly kind and has a sunny disposition. Silas is BLIND to how Ben feels about him, everyone sees it except him. These two suck at communication, but that is pretty on brand for most YA romances.
Ben has also been through a lot and near the end, we see the extent of the trauma he has experienced. For most of the book it seemed that Ben had it all together, but as time went on, I don't think that is the case. I got the impression that this story is really about two broken boys finding each other and being what the other needs.
This book is the slowest of burns. The audiobook is a little over 6 hours long and Silas and Ben don't even kiss once. I did not expect that. So if you are looking for spice, this is not the book for you. The sexual assault attempts were really hard to get through, so please check the trigger warnings on this one.
I did not expect, from the blurb, that the book doesn't end in a HEA and that Ben and Silas don't get their HEA for 2 more books. So keep that in mind, I probably would have not listened/read this book if I would have known that. This book is also told from a single POV, which also is not my preference. I think the story would have had more depth told in dual POV.
I did enjoy the narration for this book - Nick Newport did a great job.
[I received a copy of this book from Gay Romance Reviews, and this is my honest review.]
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