I am of a similar vintage to the author, a year or two younger, but not much, so I identify with some of the themes running through this warm and honest book. I wondered at first whether this was going to be too personal to fully engage with, but my early reservations were soon overcome as the narrative progressed.
Alistair Moffat follows a route from Brotherstone Hill in the Scottish Borders where St Cuthbert tended sheep (possibly!!) down to Melrose and then follows the Rivers Tweed and Till into Northumberland as far as the villages of Etal and Ford before heading East towards Lindisfarne. Here he crosses the causeway on foot and spends a few days in quiet contemplation on the Island of Tides.
There is a danger of introspection with a book like this leaving the reader feeling excluded. After all there are themes here of advancing age, mortality and personal loss that are profound. That danger is avoided by the author’s wry, self-deprecating humour and by a focus on St Cuthbert, his life and journeys.
Moffat communicates a very strong sense of both place and family connection. I was reminded of the phrase ‘kith and kin’. Kin being family and kith being the place where we are from. In a super-fast, digitalised, ever more urban world, the yearning for kith and kin, for belonging, for rootedness is as strong as it has ever been. I gained the impression that the author had a strong sense of kith and kin that was deeply felt and appreciated.
There were a good many occasions when the author told us that he didn’t believe in God. However. I wonder if he doth protest too much! For whatever else this book is, it is a record of a profound spiritual experience. Perhaps it is the naming and cataloguing of such experiences that is the stumbling block.
On Holy Island, Moffat discovers that there is an 8am Communion Service in St Mary’s Parish Church each morning, the first morning he is there, he decides to join the handful of people in church, sitting at the back. The service moves him deeply and he writes, “Faith is far from simple, I suspect, but in this warmly lit little church, it seemed like both a bastion and a refuge from the tumult of the world.”
Part travelogue, part memoir, part history, I really enjoyed this book and I imagine its themes will resonate with me for a long time to come.