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"I was desperate. . . . I couldn't turn off the dark thoughts, no matter how hard I tried or how much I prayed. And then I spent a whole weekend in bed, and the crying wouldn't stop, and I got really scared. I've had bouts with depression before--it's kind of a cloud I've learned to live with--but this time was different. I felt like I was going under, like I'd never feel hopeful again, and then that just made my anxiety worse and it all spiraled from there."
Wren Crawford is a social worker who finds herself overwhelmed with the troubles of the world. Her lifelong struggles with anxiety and depression are starting to overcome her. She finds solace in art, spiritual formation, and pastoral care along with traditional therapeutic interventions. But a complicated relationship from her past also threatens to undo her progress.
Fans of Sharon Brown's bestselling Sensible Shoes Series will be delighted to discover some old friends along the way. As Wren seeks healing in this beautifully written novel, readers are invited to move beyond pat answers and shallow theology into an experience of hope and presence that illuminates even the darkness.
Wren Crawford is a social worker who finds herself overwhelmed with the troubles of the world. Her lifelong struggles with anxiety and depression are starting to overcome her. She finds solace in art, spiritual formation, and pastoral care along with traditional therapeutic interventions. But a complicated relationship from her past also threatens to undo her progress.
Fans of Sharon Brown's bestselling Sensible Shoes Series will be delighted to discover some old friends along the way. As Wren seeks healing in this beautifully written novel, readers are invited to move beyond pat answers and shallow theology into an experience of hope and presence that illuminates even the darkness.
352 pages, Paperback
First published August 20, 2019
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Sharon Garlough Brown
23 books547 followersSharon Garlough Brown (MDiv, Princeton Theological Seminary) is a spiritual director, retreat leader, and author. Her book "Sensible Shoes" was named one of television personality Kathie Lee Gifford's "favorite things" in March 2013, and her book "An Extra Mile" won Christianity Today's Fiction Book of the Year for 2019. She and her husband Jack have served congregations in Scotland, Oklahoma, England, and West Michigan, where they co-pastored a congregation for many years. They now direct Abiding Way Ministries, offering spiritual formation retreats and resources (abidingwaylife.com). Her latest book, "Feathers of Hope" (third in the Shades of Light series) released in April 2022.
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April 16, 2020
4.5/5.0 stars
Having read other books by Garlough Brown from her Sensible Shoes series, I knew that I was in for a well-written, beautifully rendered, instructive and compassionate story. What I wasn't prepared for was how deeply it would touch my soul.
The story is about Wren, a late twenty-something social worker serving traumatized women and children. She struggles with chronic anxiety, depression and panic attacks. As compassionate as she is, she would absorb the pain, suffering, sorrow and hopelessness of her clientele and try her best to serve these families well. When it just became too much for her, she admitted herself into a nearby mental health hospital to get her own mental health back under control. Upon her discharge, she is dealt disappointing and gut-wrenching news and events, one after another. It was just too much. Something had to give, if she were to survive. Is there hope for this tender and faithful soul?
Oh how I could have used this instructive story growing up with family members suffering with mental health issues. I just didn't have the tools to understand and cope effectively. The illness became another family member around which all activity revolved. Ms. Garlough Brown has delivered a compassionate, insightful and instructive book about understanding mental health issues endured 1) by those who suffer from it, 2) by "co-sufferers" - those who struggle to understand this disease which their loved ones are subjected to and 3) those who come alongside them and walk the darkness with them without losing their own sight. She shows us how one compassionately cares for those who struggle with mental illness and help them understand and accept God's love for them, just as they are.
Ms. Garlough Brown's instructional use of the story of Vincent Van Gogh's own struggle with mental illness and the artworks which sprang forth during his institutionalized days, was enlightening and opened a whole new narrative regarding the life of the artist. Who knew he had desired serving the poor through ministry? So intensely so, that he was deemed mentally disturbed. It was through his paintings that we see his reaching for God in nature, toward the stars and by the wind blowing through the wheat. Perhaps, he had lost his faith in the organized church yet always longed for closeness to God.
There's a quote in the book by Vincent which truly moved me...
[Regarding a letter written by Vincent Van Gogh to his brother Theo...]
"There was a line in one of Vincent's letters to Theo that made her (Theo's wife) cry whenever she read it, that though there was a great fire in his soul, no one stopped to warm themselves by it. All people saw was a little wisp of smoke rising up from a chimney, and they passed by."
Such longing, sorrow and deep pain is so very evident. No wonder Vincent becomes a "companion in suffering and sorrow" for Wren.
I highly recommend this book to everyone wishing to understand a bit better what those who struggle with mental illness endure. I especially commend it to all social workers and church leaders serving people struggling with mental illness. It's informative, instructive and exquisitely written.
Having read other books by Garlough Brown from her Sensible Shoes series, I knew that I was in for a well-written, beautifully rendered, instructive and compassionate story. What I wasn't prepared for was how deeply it would touch my soul.
The story is about Wren, a late twenty-something social worker serving traumatized women and children. She struggles with chronic anxiety, depression and panic attacks. As compassionate as she is, she would absorb the pain, suffering, sorrow and hopelessness of her clientele and try her best to serve these families well. When it just became too much for her, she admitted herself into a nearby mental health hospital to get her own mental health back under control. Upon her discharge, she is dealt disappointing and gut-wrenching news and events, one after another. It was just too much. Something had to give, if she were to survive. Is there hope for this tender and faithful soul?
Oh how I could have used this instructive story growing up with family members suffering with mental health issues. I just didn't have the tools to understand and cope effectively. The illness became another family member around which all activity revolved. Ms. Garlough Brown has delivered a compassionate, insightful and instructive book about understanding mental health issues endured 1) by those who suffer from it, 2) by "co-sufferers" - those who struggle to understand this disease which their loved ones are subjected to and 3) those who come alongside them and walk the darkness with them without losing their own sight. She shows us how one compassionately cares for those who struggle with mental illness and help them understand and accept God's love for them, just as they are.
Ms. Garlough Brown's instructional use of the story of Vincent Van Gogh's own struggle with mental illness and the artworks which sprang forth during his institutionalized days, was enlightening and opened a whole new narrative regarding the life of the artist. Who knew he had desired serving the poor through ministry? So intensely so, that he was deemed mentally disturbed. It was through his paintings that we see his reaching for God in nature, toward the stars and by the wind blowing through the wheat. Perhaps, he had lost his faith in the organized church yet always longed for closeness to God.
There's a quote in the book by Vincent which truly moved me...
[Regarding a letter written by Vincent Van Gogh to his brother Theo...]
"There was a line in one of Vincent's letters to Theo that made her (Theo's wife) cry whenever she read it, that though there was a great fire in his soul, no one stopped to warm themselves by it. All people saw was a little wisp of smoke rising up from a chimney, and they passed by."
Such longing, sorrow and deep pain is so very evident. No wonder Vincent becomes a "companion in suffering and sorrow" for Wren.
I highly recommend this book to everyone wishing to understand a bit better what those who struggle with mental illness endure. I especially commend it to all social workers and church leaders serving people struggling with mental illness. It's informative, instructive and exquisitely written.
November 28, 2023
After reading Sharon’s Sensible Shoes series, I was in desperate need to read more of her work. I was heartbroken when Sensible shoes was over and wondered if I could ever find any Biblical fiction novels that would live up to her very high standard.
The layout of Shades of light was different. As it focused mainly on one character, Wren, and her family. Although we saw plenty of action from the characters of sensible shoes, which pleased me greatly.
Do you ever feel like a book was written especially for you? I feel like this story was a letter to my soul. It taught me many lessons but the main and most important one being that EVEN IN THE DARKNESS, WE MUST CHOOSE LIFE. Not just once but we must choose life over and over. Every moment. Every minute. Jesus meets us there with his guiding light, he may not pull us out quickly but he is most definitely there with us with a shining light.
The themes in this book were extremely close to home…that being in a mental hospital…the main difference was Wren got out after a week, it took me 7 months to escape that place. But more importantly it emphasises the desperation and struggle we go through once we get out of a mental health hospital. It’s almost easier on you to stay in hospital because at home there are so many triggers and temptations that led you there in the first place. I think this was incredibly important for Sharon to highlight because it is so often assumed that when you leave hospital you are doing better but sadly we often come out worse than we went in. Thank you Sharon.
I admit that I am not in a good place right now. Every day is very dark. But this book has inspired me to try panting as a way to pray 🙏🏼 I am seen, I am loved, even in this dark scary place. As are you ✝️🙏🏼💜
The layout of Shades of light was different. As it focused mainly on one character, Wren, and her family. Although we saw plenty of action from the characters of sensible shoes, which pleased me greatly.
Do you ever feel like a book was written especially for you? I feel like this story was a letter to my soul. It taught me many lessons but the main and most important one being that EVEN IN THE DARKNESS, WE MUST CHOOSE LIFE. Not just once but we must choose life over and over. Every moment. Every minute. Jesus meets us there with his guiding light, he may not pull us out quickly but he is most definitely there with us with a shining light.
The themes in this book were extremely close to home…that being in a mental hospital…the main difference was Wren got out after a week, it took me 7 months to escape that place. But more importantly it emphasises the desperation and struggle we go through once we get out of a mental health hospital. It’s almost easier on you to stay in hospital because at home there are so many triggers and temptations that led you there in the first place. I think this was incredibly important for Sharon to highlight because it is so often assumed that when you leave hospital you are doing better but sadly we often come out worse than we went in. Thank you Sharon.
I admit that I am not in a good place right now. Every day is very dark. But this book has inspired me to try panting as a way to pray 🙏🏼 I am seen, I am loved, even in this dark scary place. As are you ✝️🙏🏼💜
August 3, 2019
This book offers the reader an insider’s, intimate, guided journey through the ups and downs of mental illness. Your chief tour guide on this journey is Wren, a young social worker who had been diagnosed with anxiety and depression during her high school years. Wren is a person of faith and this is her story.
As a young girl, Wren experienced change, sadness and worry. Her beloved Gran encouraged Wren to paint her feelings. Wren loved colors and that drew me to her character. She also loved beauty and was a keen observer of it.
As Wren participated in improving her mental health, she searched her memories for an underlying cause or reason for her ongoing battles with depression and anxiety. She repeatedly came up empty, and so she trudged on...with counseling, medications and learned coping mechanisms. Would she ever be healthy?
I loved reading about the recurring theme of having and needing a companion in sorrow, and then also being someone’s companion in sorrow. I loved the relationship between Kit and Wren...companions in sorrow. Each woman traveled their own separate paths and also traveled one together. I loved how expressions of creativity became declarations of worship and also impacted emotional and spiritual health.
You will explore and experience so very much while reading this beautifully written book. Heartache and hope. Brokenness and healing. Fear and courage. The illusion of control and the release of surrender. And, I dare say, that you just might acquire a greater appreciation for artists. I loved and am intrigued about all the references to Vincent Van Gogh and I fully intend to learn more about him and his story.
I love how God speaks to me through books that I enjoy so very much. He did it again! As I came to the end of this book, He reminded me once again of my favorite Bible verse.
Psalm 30:5 Weeping may endure for the night, but joy comes in the morning.
I received a complimentary copy of this book from InterVarsity Press through NetGalley. Opinions expressed in this review are entirely my own.
As a young girl, Wren experienced change, sadness and worry. Her beloved Gran encouraged Wren to paint her feelings. Wren loved colors and that drew me to her character. She also loved beauty and was a keen observer of it.
As Wren participated in improving her mental health, she searched her memories for an underlying cause or reason for her ongoing battles with depression and anxiety. She repeatedly came up empty, and so she trudged on...with counseling, medications and learned coping mechanisms. Would she ever be healthy?
I loved reading about the recurring theme of having and needing a companion in sorrow, and then also being someone’s companion in sorrow. I loved the relationship between Kit and Wren...companions in sorrow. Each woman traveled their own separate paths and also traveled one together. I loved how expressions of creativity became declarations of worship and also impacted emotional and spiritual health.
You will explore and experience so very much while reading this beautifully written book. Heartache and hope. Brokenness and healing. Fear and courage. The illusion of control and the release of surrender. And, I dare say, that you just might acquire a greater appreciation for artists. I loved and am intrigued about all the references to Vincent Van Gogh and I fully intend to learn more about him and his story.
I love how God speaks to me through books that I enjoy so very much. He did it again! As I came to the end of this book, He reminded me once again of my favorite Bible verse.
Psalm 30:5 Weeping may endure for the night, but joy comes in the morning.
I received a complimentary copy of this book from InterVarsity Press through NetGalley. Opinions expressed in this review are entirely my own.
March 11, 2019
I'm a fan of Sharon's previous books in the Sensible Shoes Series (Sensible Shoes, Two Steps Forward, Barefoot, and An Extra Mile), so I was excited to see this new book and new characters to meet!
As usually happens when I read Sharon's books, I cried and laughed and sighed with recognition. This book is challenging, hopeful, and beautiful without being sentimental. No tidy endings here, which I love.
As usually happens when I read Sharon's books, I cried and laughed and sighed with recognition. This book is challenging, hopeful, and beautiful without being sentimental. No tidy endings here, which I love.
April 14, 2019
I have personally struggled with anxiety and depression for over a decade, and for the past two decades I’ve watched my uncle fight his own demons. I first learned about his mental illness when I was 12, and by then he’d already spent years in and out of hospitals, been on and off of medications, and had tried various experimental treatments, He has been through the full gamut and struggles still.
Shades of Light introduces us to Wren Crawford—a young social worker who has devoted herself to helping those in society who can’t help themselves. But she has a personal struggle of her own—she suffers from severe anxiety and depression. She connects deeply with the work and writings of Vincent van Gogh—identifying with his feelings of compassion for humanity and active melancholy. Her recovery, however, is threatened when an old friend with his own struggles comes back into her life, needing more help that she can give.
Brown approaches mental illness with a gentleness and sensitivity that is rare, especially in Christian circles where judgment unfortunately is all too common. It’s obvious she did extensive research in the way she was able to capture the extreme feelings of despair and loneliness.
She also depicted the way mental illness affects the family members with honesty and empathy—the caretakers suffer, too. The whole family is affected, and the anger, the sadness, the helplessness is real.
Shades of Light is a difficult book for me to review. The writing was not as polished as I usually prefer; the dialogue, especially, felt a bit choppy and stilted at times—and yet. And yet—this is a book that I think deserves to be read. It’s the first book I’ve read from a Christian perspective that goes beyond ineffectual platitudes and dangerous, shallow theology and presents an honest look at life with mental illness in light of faith and God’s grace and love.
Shades of Light introduces us to Wren Crawford—a young social worker who has devoted herself to helping those in society who can’t help themselves. But she has a personal struggle of her own—she suffers from severe anxiety and depression. She connects deeply with the work and writings of Vincent van Gogh—identifying with his feelings of compassion for humanity and active melancholy. Her recovery, however, is threatened when an old friend with his own struggles comes back into her life, needing more help that she can give.
Brown approaches mental illness with a gentleness and sensitivity that is rare, especially in Christian circles where judgment unfortunately is all too common. It’s obvious she did extensive research in the way she was able to capture the extreme feelings of despair and loneliness.
She also depicted the way mental illness affects the family members with honesty and empathy—the caretakers suffer, too. The whole family is affected, and the anger, the sadness, the helplessness is real.
Shades of Light is a difficult book for me to review. The writing was not as polished as I usually prefer; the dialogue, especially, felt a bit choppy and stilted at times—and yet. And yet—this is a book that I think deserves to be read. It’s the first book I’ve read from a Christian perspective that goes beyond ineffectual platitudes and dangerous, shallow theology and presents an honest look at life with mental illness in light of faith and God’s grace and love.
June 14, 2019
This was a BEAUTIFUL novel that depicted the real struggle of those who have mental illness and the people who love them. The mix of emotions, faith, and wrestling with how the two intertwine was depicted here through the life of main character Wren, her troubled friend Casey and her family. I appreciated the way this book honestly wrestled with issues and didn't conclude by tying them up nearly. It was a book I resonated with deeply and would highly recommend.
August 11, 2019
AMAZING! INSIGHTFUL! HOPEFUL! AUTHENTIC! HONEST!
RELEASE DATE: August 20, 2019
So, this is my second attempt to praise this very noteworthy look into the emotional, physical and psychological issues surrounding mental illness. Though it is fictional, it is a very realistic and thorough appraisal of living this this illness. The story and captured the essence of the challenges that those who have a depressive, psychological condition and the controversy that results from a failure by society to understand or comprehend the impact it has on the person, who struggles with such conditions. It doesn't pick and choose which issues to consider, it looks at a number of aspects of mental health and also its very real impact it has on those who have a loved one or friend with this condition. I found it to be a fair and honest portrayal. The author's delivery is quite balanced in her approach.
Though a tale of fiction, this story really came across as very real. Wren is in her later 20's and finds her job as a support person to battered women and children overwhelming. She no longer feels that she is competent to truly be an ally and fears that her weakness would cause her to overlook a serious issue, causing further harm to her clients at a safe house. As she spirals downward, she is no longer able to work, we see her one day at work and the next moment she is an inpatient at the hospital. It is as though she wasn't the one checking herself in, such is the level of her being disconnected to reality! Dealing with other patients is a big challenge as well, they seem so "nuts", extreme to her but as she stabilizes upon reinstating her medication regime, she reassesses these others as being no different than herself. They are struggling too, traveling a similar journey. They only express their pain a bit differently.
After discharge, Wren begins to slowly rely on three key people, Hannah, Kit and Jamie. Hannah is her pastor, whom she meets in hospital, when she requests a visit from her church. Kit is her great aunt, whom she resides with after discharge having to give up career and apartment. Kit has also had major depressive episodes requiring hospitalization. And Wren's Mom, Jamie, who loves Wren deeply but has difficulty providing healthy support to her daughter. Each demonstrates behaviors that create a feeling of emotional and spiritual support. There are examples within the story of those who pull away from Wren causing her to feel rejected and less valued, she suffers initially feeling less worthwhile as a result. Even most painful is when her bestfriend, Casey returns to her life and becomes very manipulative and cruel. Wren wants to help Casey in his situation, however, to do is a detriment to her own well-being. Ultimately, her refusal to meet all his needs, results in emotional trauma for them both.
I love how Kit is Wren's foil. Kit has found hope and healing through a deeper pursuit in her spiritual walk. As Kit models peaceful acceptance to the pain she experiences, Wren begins to seek a means to incorporate peace and acceptance in her life. She does so by exploring Vincent Van Gogh's art work and his letters to others, particularly his beloved Brother Theo. The author, Ms. Garlough Brown intersperses these concepts so effortlessly into the story that I learned a great deal. Only hearing that Van Gogh had served ministry and that his depression led him to commit suicide (or is this even true!), I never considered there might be so much more to his life experience. The story challenges us to see his struggles in his paintings and self-awareness. I love how Wren used his examples to find expression for her own inner struggle. One passage in Van Gogh's writing really stood out to Wren and to me, calling others with similar affliction, "Companions in Suffering".
Garlough Brown also touches on those in society, who find mental illness merely an agent to garner attention and an escape from responsibility or even a means to cover laziness. Ouch! I have journeyed a similar path as Wren. I have had family, friends and church members (including pastors) express these "concerns" to me. Its impact caused such harm that I was plunged deeper into the dark morass, one particular incident had me seriously visit suicide as an option. Words are powerful and as Wren learns, we must not trust in man's evaluations of us but rather when we rely on how we are defined in Christ. Then applying these to see our true self.
The essence of falling in to what I call "the abyss" is captured better than I have seen in fiction, thus far. When I reflect on autobiographies, I have also seen myself. However, since none of us share the exact same experiences, we may only connect in part. Her holistic approach makes Wren more approachable and real. Ms. Garlough Brown's research and creation of a character composite may resonate more to some people, than a memoir, as it did me. She also explores anxiety that was very true of my own experiences. I identified with the racing thoughts, the bodily functions reacting intensely and extreme of thinking that death was approaching. I share this not to be dramatic but for those who have this "bonus" experience with their depression.
Likewise, there is a character that suffers with bi-polar disorder. Though the disorder is not plunged with any depth, it is handled sensitively and respectfully. As a person, who has listened to others in depression support groups/mental health forums, I have wept as those with bi-polar conditions have shared their challenges. A true example to me that though no one has the same experience, nor can anyone conclude that their hellish experience is the worst by far.
I admire and thank Sharon Garlough Brown! She has tackled a controversial topic that is still bound by half truths and no truths (very few suffering are psychotic killers, a popular genre among horror and mystery readers). Although, she addresses the more common experiences, all is handled with grace and mercy and very realistically. It resounds as authentic and I had wondered if the story was loosely based on her own experience or someone she loves. In her acknowledgments, she shares her extensive research with those who living with mental health conditions, and no doubt her years of being a pastor have added these insights. Regardless, it is a gem.
My hope is that those who do live with mental health issues will find solace as I did in reading this. This is a copy, I will surely read again, particularly the passages that I highlighted that demonstrated great insights. About to be released, this is a copy to share with a loved one that "doesn't get it" or may not have the tools to be the support they wish to be. This is a book to buy and cherish because of its uniqueness, its grace, and its mercy.
Though I could go on and on in my praise and appreciation, I will leave it to discover the treasure that lies between the covers.
I thank Sharon Garlough Brown, InterVarsity Press and Goodreads for providing me a copy of this book to read in exchange for my honest opinion. I am honored.
RELEASE DATE: August 20, 2019
So, this is my second attempt to praise this very noteworthy look into the emotional, physical and psychological issues surrounding mental illness. Though it is fictional, it is a very realistic and thorough appraisal of living this this illness. The story and captured the essence of the challenges that those who have a depressive, psychological condition and the controversy that results from a failure by society to understand or comprehend the impact it has on the person, who struggles with such conditions. It doesn't pick and choose which issues to consider, it looks at a number of aspects of mental health and also its very real impact it has on those who have a loved one or friend with this condition. I found it to be a fair and honest portrayal. The author's delivery is quite balanced in her approach.
Though a tale of fiction, this story really came across as very real. Wren is in her later 20's and finds her job as a support person to battered women and children overwhelming. She no longer feels that she is competent to truly be an ally and fears that her weakness would cause her to overlook a serious issue, causing further harm to her clients at a safe house. As she spirals downward, she is no longer able to work, we see her one day at work and the next moment she is an inpatient at the hospital. It is as though she wasn't the one checking herself in, such is the level of her being disconnected to reality! Dealing with other patients is a big challenge as well, they seem so "nuts", extreme to her but as she stabilizes upon reinstating her medication regime, she reassesses these others as being no different than herself. They are struggling too, traveling a similar journey. They only express their pain a bit differently.
After discharge, Wren begins to slowly rely on three key people, Hannah, Kit and Jamie. Hannah is her pastor, whom she meets in hospital, when she requests a visit from her church. Kit is her great aunt, whom she resides with after discharge having to give up career and apartment. Kit has also had major depressive episodes requiring hospitalization. And Wren's Mom, Jamie, who loves Wren deeply but has difficulty providing healthy support to her daughter. Each demonstrates behaviors that create a feeling of emotional and spiritual support. There are examples within the story of those who pull away from Wren causing her to feel rejected and less valued, she suffers initially feeling less worthwhile as a result. Even most painful is when her bestfriend, Casey returns to her life and becomes very manipulative and cruel. Wren wants to help Casey in his situation, however, to do is a detriment to her own well-being. Ultimately, her refusal to meet all his needs, results in emotional trauma for them both.
I love how Kit is Wren's foil. Kit has found hope and healing through a deeper pursuit in her spiritual walk. As Kit models peaceful acceptance to the pain she experiences, Wren begins to seek a means to incorporate peace and acceptance in her life. She does so by exploring Vincent Van Gogh's art work and his letters to others, particularly his beloved Brother Theo. The author, Ms. Garlough Brown intersperses these concepts so effortlessly into the story that I learned a great deal. Only hearing that Van Gogh had served ministry and that his depression led him to commit suicide (or is this even true!), I never considered there might be so much more to his life experience. The story challenges us to see his struggles in his paintings and self-awareness. I love how Wren used his examples to find expression for her own inner struggle. One passage in Van Gogh's writing really stood out to Wren and to me, calling others with similar affliction, "Companions in Suffering".
Garlough Brown also touches on those in society, who find mental illness merely an agent to garner attention and an escape from responsibility or even a means to cover laziness. Ouch! I have journeyed a similar path as Wren. I have had family, friends and church members (including pastors) express these "concerns" to me. Its impact caused such harm that I was plunged deeper into the dark morass, one particular incident had me seriously visit suicide as an option. Words are powerful and as Wren learns, we must not trust in man's evaluations of us but rather when we rely on how we are defined in Christ. Then applying these to see our true self.
The essence of falling in to what I call "the abyss" is captured better than I have seen in fiction, thus far. When I reflect on autobiographies, I have also seen myself. However, since none of us share the exact same experiences, we may only connect in part. Her holistic approach makes Wren more approachable and real. Ms. Garlough Brown's research and creation of a character composite may resonate more to some people, than a memoir, as it did me. She also explores anxiety that was very true of my own experiences. I identified with the racing thoughts, the bodily functions reacting intensely and extreme of thinking that death was approaching. I share this not to be dramatic but for those who have this "bonus" experience with their depression.
Likewise, there is a character that suffers with bi-polar disorder. Though the disorder is not plunged with any depth, it is handled sensitively and respectfully. As a person, who has listened to others in depression support groups/mental health forums, I have wept as those with bi-polar conditions have shared their challenges. A true example to me that though no one has the same experience, nor can anyone conclude that their hellish experience is the worst by far.
I admire and thank Sharon Garlough Brown! She has tackled a controversial topic that is still bound by half truths and no truths (very few suffering are psychotic killers, a popular genre among horror and mystery readers). Although, she addresses the more common experiences, all is handled with grace and mercy and very realistically. It resounds as authentic and I had wondered if the story was loosely based on her own experience or someone she loves. In her acknowledgments, she shares her extensive research with those who living with mental health conditions, and no doubt her years of being a pastor have added these insights. Regardless, it is a gem.
My hope is that those who do live with mental health issues will find solace as I did in reading this. This is a copy, I will surely read again, particularly the passages that I highlighted that demonstrated great insights. About to be released, this is a copy to share with a loved one that "doesn't get it" or may not have the tools to be the support they wish to be. This is a book to buy and cherish because of its uniqueness, its grace, and its mercy.
Though I could go on and on in my praise and appreciation, I will leave it to discover the treasure that lies between the covers.
I thank Sharon Garlough Brown, InterVarsity Press and Goodreads for providing me a copy of this book to read in exchange for my honest opinion. I am honored.
May 28, 2019
Do you think you understand what it is like to live with a mental illness? Do you think that person just needs to try harder? Do you think the parents are enabling their child to act that way? Read this book to understand how hard it is to talk to your child when you are afraid anything you say could set them off and then drive them over the edge. If this book is not on your TBR pile, it needs to be. Well written with believable characters, it should be a must read for anyone headed into ministry.
August 7, 2019
In Shades of Light, Sharon Garlough Brown offers wisdom and insight into a tender, important subject, and beyond that, speaks truth about the Christian life and death, loss, grief, and pain. The characters in this novel are raw and real, helping readers understand the complexity of mental health issues and also the compassion we ought to extend toward anyone dealing with depression, anxiety, etc. (and the various characters are thoughtful "case studies"). Shades of Light underscored for me how much we all are in need of grace—for those who are choosing to persevere another day, and for those who are walking alongside.
"When you get discouraged and feel like there’s no hope, remember that there is a communion of sufferers. And Jesus sits at the center of it."
If I say, “Surely the darkness shall cover me,
and the light about me be night,”
even the darkness is not dark to you;
the night is bright as the day,
for darkness is as light with you.
Psalm 139:11-12
July 15, 2019
Thank you, NetGalley for allowing me to read this book!
Thank you for allowing me to read this copy. I needed this book at this time in my life. I really connected with Wren. I found so much comfort in the scriptures included in this book. It was a reminder to me to open my Bible more and pray more. I have battled depression and more recently anxiety. I’ve recently been studying the Bible and praying more. Most of the time alone. This book has shown me that I need family, friends, and believers to help in my journey. I loved the Vincent Van Gogh art references in this story. I love how Wren compared her journey with Vincent’s journey. I’m glad that Wren found the strength to over come her battles even in the midst of losing a friend. Thank you, again. I’m ready to read more of your books. Looking forward to the sequel from this book.
Thank you for allowing me to read this copy. I needed this book at this time in my life. I really connected with Wren. I found so much comfort in the scriptures included in this book. It was a reminder to me to open my Bible more and pray more. I have battled depression and more recently anxiety. I’ve recently been studying the Bible and praying more. Most of the time alone. This book has shown me that I need family, friends, and believers to help in my journey. I loved the Vincent Van Gogh art references in this story. I love how Wren compared her journey with Vincent’s journey. I’m glad that Wren found the strength to over come her battles even in the midst of losing a friend. Thank you, again. I’m ready to read more of your books. Looking forward to the sequel from this book.
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May 11, 2019
Sharon Garlough Brown deals with the difficult subject of depression with sensitivity and without cliché. Wren, the protagonist, is so real she leaps off the page and into your heart. I found this book an eye-opener for understanding the battles people face with anxiety, depression and mental illness. The reality of the writing made the book absorbing, but quite tough going at times, as we follow Wren through her struggles. The book also explores the effect Wren’s life has on her mother and family is a gentle and thoughtful way. Her writings about Van Gogh were a fascinating side-line. Another great book from the author of the Sensible Shoes series.
August 26, 2019
What a beautifully honest and deeply resonant novel. Sharon does an incredible job weaving a story about the painful realities of mental illness and how we can connect with Jesus, the man of sorrows, through it. I relate so much to Wren and I love how her healing was wrapped up with her art. Learning about the life of Vincent Van Gogh and the meanings behind some of his paintings was also fascinating! This book will help give anyone who reads it a more realistic and full picture of what it means to struggle with depression, anxiety, and panic attacks. It is heavy, but so necessary.
May 26, 2019
For anyone who really doesn’t know anything about mental illness, this is a good book to read. The author has made the characters very relatable. I enjoyed learning more about Van Gogh and his art. I found myself looking up his artwork so I could see what the author was referring to. I would recommend this book, especially to anyone who has a friend or relative struggling with depression.
July 9, 2021
I liked that a Christian author addressed mental health in a novel. So often in Christian culture things like depression and anxiety are told to just be prayed away. It was great to see mental health treatment and prayer/community incorporated together.
February 10, 2021
A luminous exploration of the depths of depression and anxiety. The darkness is threaded with light and hope without being the least bit patronizing. Fans of the Sensible Shoes series (my favorite!) will love seeing their beloved characters re-emerge in this stand-alone story.
April 13, 2019
Another great read from Sharon Garlough Brown! Addressing the issue of mental illness, this book brings attention to something that is grossly misunderstood in the Christian culture. The author does a wonderful job showing the agony that those with anxiety and depression fight and also the heart wrenching path that their caregivers experience along the way. The protagonist finds comfort in Jesus and in paintings- especially those of Vincent Van Gogh. It was so interesting, I had to look up the different paintings that were mentioned throughout the book. The author did a great job with research into the issue at hand and in the artist. It was nice to revisit some of the characters from The Sensible Shoes series - about 10 years later. This story lends itself to a sequel. I hope Sharon plans to write more about Wren and her journey.
Thanks to NetGalley for allowing me to Pre read this novel.
Thanks to NetGalley for allowing me to Pre read this novel.
March 6, 2020
Fascinating story. A must read for anyone whose life has been touched by anxiety, depression or other mental illness. If you’ve come alongside someone fighting the black dog, you’ll feel this story in every beat of your heart.
March 28, 2020
I'm a big fan of Sharon Garlough Brown's Sensible Shoes series, so I knew I would love Shades of Light. I love how Brown weaves a soul-stirring story with examples of how to use spiritual disciplines to grow in faith and discernment.
Shades of Light also gave me insight into the struggles of those who suffer from depression and anxiety--and the heartaches of those who love those who are struggling.
This book isn't a light read, but offers deep perspectives and ends with hope.
Shades of Light also gave me insight into the struggles of those who suffer from depression and anxiety--and the heartaches of those who love those who are struggling.
This book isn't a light read, but offers deep perspectives and ends with hope.
August 19, 2019
As I had previously encountered author Sharon Garlough Brown via her Sensible Shoes series, when I had the opportunity to review her newest book Shades of Light, I jumped at the opportunity. Shades of Light is a multi-layered story which focuses on a young woman, Wren, and her life-long friend, Casey, who both are mentally ill particularly depression but also anxiety and suicidal ideation. Their experiences and choices throughout the book such as being in a psychiatric hospital, receiving counseling and spiritual direction, and simply trying to continue living end in drastically different ways. Several other characters throughout the book have also had experiences with mental illness and share their experiences and healing with the main characters. This use of older, wiser individuals who pour into her helps to make Wren feel not so alone and to know that others also belong to the "community of suffering."
As a Christian book published by InterVarsity Press, Shades of Light addresses Christian responses to mental illness. Brown includes the wide variety of perspectives Christians have concerning mental illness. These range from full acknowledgement that mental illness is real and caused by a chemical imbalance to those who feel like mental illness is due to unconfessed sin or simply the need to pray harder. Brown's very real depictions of the cruel statements made by individuals who misunderstand these issues may make you angry. I know I was. Readers will be reminded that Christians who experience mental illness are not less godly because of their illness and that many individuals with whom they interact on a regular basis may be experiencing or have experienced mental illness.
Throughout the book, Wren uses art and especially painting as a way of processing and coping with her illness. She is particularly entranced with the art work of Vincent Van Gogh who is frequently referred to as simply "Vincent." Sharon Garlough Brown very carefully and deftly weaves in the story of Van Gogh who also struggled with mental illness and his Christian faith. Reading Shades of Light may cause readers to seek out Van Gogh's paintings, letters, and additional information about his life. Anticipating this, Brown includes a list of several books about Van Gogh for further reading and the paintings mentioned throughout the book.
While Shades of Light is not a sequel to the Sensible Shoes series, there are a few cross-over characters, particularly Kit, and the story also is set in the fictional town of Kingsbury, MI and largely at the New Hope Retreat Center. Like the previous series, spiritual formation plays a central role in the story. The characters participate in a wide variety of spiritual formation activities which demonstrate that there are multiple avenues to interact with Christ and grow your spiritual life. Different people and different times frequently require different paths. Brown does an excellent job of reminding readers that spiritual formation is not a "one-size-fits-all" solution. Many readers will be intrigued by some of the various options mentioned. Specifically, while many readers may be familiar with lectio divina, Shades of Light introduces the concept of visio divina or using art in prayer. Additional practices mentioned include lighting a Christ candle and the prayer of examen, specifically consolation and desolation. In addition a study guide is available for this wonderful book. The study guide combines reading the book, interacting with scripture, reflection questions, and other spiritual disciplines. The study guide would be best utilized in a group setting although individuals would find it useful as well.
This book is highly recommended for individuals who have experienced or know someone who has experienced mental illness. Counselors and others who work in the mental health field will also benefit from reading Shades of Light.
Disclosure: I received an early copy of this book as a member of the launch team. As such I purchased the book and was not under any obligation to provide a positive review.
As a Christian book published by InterVarsity Press, Shades of Light addresses Christian responses to mental illness. Brown includes the wide variety of perspectives Christians have concerning mental illness. These range from full acknowledgement that mental illness is real and caused by a chemical imbalance to those who feel like mental illness is due to unconfessed sin or simply the need to pray harder. Brown's very real depictions of the cruel statements made by individuals who misunderstand these issues may make you angry. I know I was. Readers will be reminded that Christians who experience mental illness are not less godly because of their illness and that many individuals with whom they interact on a regular basis may be experiencing or have experienced mental illness.
Throughout the book, Wren uses art and especially painting as a way of processing and coping with her illness. She is particularly entranced with the art work of Vincent Van Gogh who is frequently referred to as simply "Vincent." Sharon Garlough Brown very carefully and deftly weaves in the story of Van Gogh who also struggled with mental illness and his Christian faith. Reading Shades of Light may cause readers to seek out Van Gogh's paintings, letters, and additional information about his life. Anticipating this, Brown includes a list of several books about Van Gogh for further reading and the paintings mentioned throughout the book.
While Shades of Light is not a sequel to the Sensible Shoes series, there are a few cross-over characters, particularly Kit, and the story also is set in the fictional town of Kingsbury, MI and largely at the New Hope Retreat Center. Like the previous series, spiritual formation plays a central role in the story. The characters participate in a wide variety of spiritual formation activities which demonstrate that there are multiple avenues to interact with Christ and grow your spiritual life. Different people and different times frequently require different paths. Brown does an excellent job of reminding readers that spiritual formation is not a "one-size-fits-all" solution. Many readers will be intrigued by some of the various options mentioned. Specifically, while many readers may be familiar with lectio divina, Shades of Light introduces the concept of visio divina or using art in prayer. Additional practices mentioned include lighting a Christ candle and the prayer of examen, specifically consolation and desolation. In addition a study guide is available for this wonderful book. The study guide combines reading the book, interacting with scripture, reflection questions, and other spiritual disciplines. The study guide would be best utilized in a group setting although individuals would find it useful as well.
This book is highly recommended for individuals who have experienced or know someone who has experienced mental illness. Counselors and others who work in the mental health field will also benefit from reading Shades of Light.
Disclosure: I received an early copy of this book as a member of the launch team. As such I purchased the book and was not under any obligation to provide a positive review.
August 25, 2019
This book was written by Sharon Garlough Brown, who also authored the award winning Sensible Shoes series. I loved everything about those books, especially the authenticity, the deep relationships forged between characters, and the spiritual depth and awareness with which the author wrote. I was extremely excited to read another book by this author.
I applaud the author for examining the very difficult, heavy topic of mental illness. It’s certainly a topic we need to discuss more often. I believe that almost everyone has experienced, will experience, or knows someone who has experienced depression, anxiety, or mental illness at least once in their lives, meaning this book is pertinent for everyone to read.
I have suffered through times of depression and anxiety, as have many of my family members. I am always willing to talk about my experience in hopes that others won’t feel ashamed of their need for help or medication. There are some people in Christian circles, as this book briefly addresses, that would tell sufferers that they just need to have more faith and then they could be healed, or that taking medication means you are not trusting God for healing. That’s baloney. I believe Jesus can and does heal. I’m also taking medication. Medication is an answer to prayer and an avenue for healing.
I don’t want to give too much of the story away, so I will summarize it briefly. Wren, a young single woman, a social worker, cares for people deeply. She finds herself sinking under the weight of all the trauma of her clients and her own anxieties. She seeks out help, but still struggles, sometimes making good choices, and sometimes making poor choices. People who are confused in their minds don’t always make clear headed decisions. Her mother has some emotional problems, too, and seems to feel a heavy burden of guilt when she can’t always be there for her daughter. Wren feels a kinship with Vincent Van Gogh because of their shared mental suffering and love of painting. When Casey, a friend and fellow sufferer of mental illness, comes back into her life, things become even more difficult.
Brown is a master at getting in her characters’ head space. She explores their thoughts deeply in her work. I think that’s why her books are so emotionally compelling. I found this book much more depressing than her other books. I didn’t expect the heaviness of the topic. If you are looking for an escape read, this is not your book. If you are looking for an authentic story with deep characters that wrestle like we all do, this is a wonderful choice. Brown always shares the hope of knowing Christ.
There were some wonderful truths shared in relation to suffering, such as:
“Choose a sorrow that hopes instead of a sorrow that despairs.”
“If the Lord does not remove the cup of suffering, I’ve come to trust that he gives us the grace to drink it. And drinks it with us.”
If you love the depth of Brown’s other books, you will love this book too.
I received an ARC from Netgalley in exchange for my honest opinion.
I applaud the author for examining the very difficult, heavy topic of mental illness. It’s certainly a topic we need to discuss more often. I believe that almost everyone has experienced, will experience, or knows someone who has experienced depression, anxiety, or mental illness at least once in their lives, meaning this book is pertinent for everyone to read.
I have suffered through times of depression and anxiety, as have many of my family members. I am always willing to talk about my experience in hopes that others won’t feel ashamed of their need for help or medication. There are some people in Christian circles, as this book briefly addresses, that would tell sufferers that they just need to have more faith and then they could be healed, or that taking medication means you are not trusting God for healing. That’s baloney. I believe Jesus can and does heal. I’m also taking medication. Medication is an answer to prayer and an avenue for healing.
I don’t want to give too much of the story away, so I will summarize it briefly. Wren, a young single woman, a social worker, cares for people deeply. She finds herself sinking under the weight of all the trauma of her clients and her own anxieties. She seeks out help, but still struggles, sometimes making good choices, and sometimes making poor choices. People who are confused in their minds don’t always make clear headed decisions. Her mother has some emotional problems, too, and seems to feel a heavy burden of guilt when she can’t always be there for her daughter. Wren feels a kinship with Vincent Van Gogh because of their shared mental suffering and love of painting. When Casey, a friend and fellow sufferer of mental illness, comes back into her life, things become even more difficult.
Brown is a master at getting in her characters’ head space. She explores their thoughts deeply in her work. I think that’s why her books are so emotionally compelling. I found this book much more depressing than her other books. I didn’t expect the heaviness of the topic. If you are looking for an escape read, this is not your book. If you are looking for an authentic story with deep characters that wrestle like we all do, this is a wonderful choice. Brown always shares the hope of knowing Christ.
There were some wonderful truths shared in relation to suffering, such as:
“Choose a sorrow that hopes instead of a sorrow that despairs.”
“If the Lord does not remove the cup of suffering, I’ve come to trust that he gives us the grace to drink it. And drinks it with us.”
If you love the depth of Brown’s other books, you will love this book too.
I received an ARC from Netgalley in exchange for my honest opinion.
October 15, 2019
What is it that makes you want to read a book? For me, two big considerations are: who has written it and what is the subject of the book? I really wanted to read “Shades of Light” firstly because of the author, Sharon Garlough Brown. I have read the first book in another series she has written, “Sensible Shoes” which I thoroughly enjoyed. I also wanted to read it because of the content. The novel is about the main character, Wren’s, struggle with anxiety and depression.
Wren is a character many will relate to as she struggles to come to terms with and manage her anxiety and depression. In this novel, Wren takes a journey – one which is physical, mental, emotional and spiritual. Through her, the reader will learn to empathise and better understand someone who lives with an ongoing mental illness and will learn about the harm done by well-meaning Christians who tell the one who is suffering that they just need to pray more, or that their illness is a sign of their lack of faith or rooted in sin.
Wren needed love, acceptance and understanding which she received from two people in particular – her pastor, Hannah and her Dad’s Aunt Kit.
By the end of the novel, Wren has grown closer in her relationship with God and is able to see that: “In the place she had not chosen, in the life she must continue to choose, she was known, loved, seen and held. In all the wreckage, in every stranding, there was One who would not forsake or abandon her. No matter what. That was her hope, her testimony, her vision, her consolation.”
Another character I particularly related to was Wren’s Mother, Jamie. Jamie longs to be able to do something to help her daughter, to ease her pain, to fix her, but there is nothing she can do to make things better or easier for her daughter. As a Mum I get this, I want to be the one who is able to make things right for my children, to be the answer to their problems. But I know I can’t do this. Jamie has to deal with her own guilt and shame, feeling that she should have done things differently, that she’s to blame, and all the ‘what if’s’. Like Wren, Jamie has her own journey to make.
I was blessed and encouraged as I read this book, and God used it to speak to me and take me further on my own journey of faith and dependence on him. But to say I enjoyed it is not quite the right word for me. Mental illness is not an easy subject to address and this book can be hard reading at times, however, it was a book I wanted to keep reading because it is so well-written and throughout is the message that God is with us in our pain and that in him we can find hope despite what we may be going through. So I am glad I read it as I consider it to be a special book with an important message. For all the reasons mentioned above, it is a book I would recommend to anyone, those who struggle with mental illness, those who have a loved one who is suffering and those who want to better understand others who are suffering so they can offer them love, acceptance and understanding.
Wren is a character many will relate to as she struggles to come to terms with and manage her anxiety and depression. In this novel, Wren takes a journey – one which is physical, mental, emotional and spiritual. Through her, the reader will learn to empathise and better understand someone who lives with an ongoing mental illness and will learn about the harm done by well-meaning Christians who tell the one who is suffering that they just need to pray more, or that their illness is a sign of their lack of faith or rooted in sin.
Wren needed love, acceptance and understanding which she received from two people in particular – her pastor, Hannah and her Dad’s Aunt Kit.
By the end of the novel, Wren has grown closer in her relationship with God and is able to see that: “In the place she had not chosen, in the life she must continue to choose, she was known, loved, seen and held. In all the wreckage, in every stranding, there was One who would not forsake or abandon her. No matter what. That was her hope, her testimony, her vision, her consolation.”
Another character I particularly related to was Wren’s Mother, Jamie. Jamie longs to be able to do something to help her daughter, to ease her pain, to fix her, but there is nothing she can do to make things better or easier for her daughter. As a Mum I get this, I want to be the one who is able to make things right for my children, to be the answer to their problems. But I know I can’t do this. Jamie has to deal with her own guilt and shame, feeling that she should have done things differently, that she’s to blame, and all the ‘what if’s’. Like Wren, Jamie has her own journey to make.
I was blessed and encouraged as I read this book, and God used it to speak to me and take me further on my own journey of faith and dependence on him. But to say I enjoyed it is not quite the right word for me. Mental illness is not an easy subject to address and this book can be hard reading at times, however, it was a book I wanted to keep reading because it is so well-written and throughout is the message that God is with us in our pain and that in him we can find hope despite what we may be going through. So I am glad I read it as I consider it to be a special book with an important message. For all the reasons mentioned above, it is a book I would recommend to anyone, those who struggle with mental illness, those who have a loved one who is suffering and those who want to better understand others who are suffering so they can offer them love, acceptance and understanding.
November 8, 2019
While I enjoyed this book and greatly appreciate a Christian author diving into the topic of mental health with such boldness, I got caught up on a few things. In terms of the writing style itself, the dialogue seemed a bit unnatural or forced in places and at times when we were meant to peer into a character’s thoughts, those thoughts seemed far more coherent, fully formed and organized than I expect most people’s thoughts are. These style issues threatened to pull me out of the story at certain points.
But my biggest critique is the fact that I’m not sure how realistic Wren’s support system is. She has dealt with depression and anxiety from a pretty young age and now it has become severe enough to land her in a psychiatric hospital. Not only does she have a loving mother and step-father who don’t doubt her condition, refuse to plaster her with Christianese, and are doing their best to support her well while giving her space, she also has a perfect pastor and an elderly aunt who happens to be a spiritual director and also has experienced severe mental illness due to tragic loss.
American Christians as a whole are still so far from understanding the complexities of mental illness and appreciating the role the church has played in it that I found this ideal support system to spark major envy in my own heart. I would have liked to see a bit more balance, maybe some direct examples of spiritual abuse and the way that can contribute to the existing challenges of the mentally ill. This book was a noble effort, but I feel that there is still so much to be explored by Christians on this topic in both fiction and nonfiction writing.
But my biggest critique is the fact that I’m not sure how realistic Wren’s support system is. She has dealt with depression and anxiety from a pretty young age and now it has become severe enough to land her in a psychiatric hospital. Not only does she have a loving mother and step-father who don’t doubt her condition, refuse to plaster her with Christianese, and are doing their best to support her well while giving her space, she also has a perfect pastor and an elderly aunt who happens to be a spiritual director and also has experienced severe mental illness due to tragic loss.
American Christians as a whole are still so far from understanding the complexities of mental illness and appreciating the role the church has played in it that I found this ideal support system to spark major envy in my own heart. I would have liked to see a bit more balance, maybe some direct examples of spiritual abuse and the way that can contribute to the existing challenges of the mentally ill. This book was a noble effort, but I feel that there is still so much to be explored by Christians on this topic in both fiction and nonfiction writing.
August 18, 2019
Mental illness is a subject near and dear to my heart, and for this reason I’m especially drawn to the life of Vincent Van Gogh. So, when I read the blurb for Shades of Light and saw that he was mentioned I was pulled in immediately. The cover art helped too; I really, really love beautiful covers, and this one is gorgeous.
The character of Wren and the issues with which she struggles are relatable to anyone who has suffered from depression, anxiety or other mental health issues. The daily struggle just to keep living—the guilt, fear, loneliness and helplessness.... The author approaches this very difficult and often misunderstood subject with grace and does a great job of explaining things in a way that should help those who have never experienced depression understand, at least a little better, those who have. Weaving anecdotes from the life of Van Gogh throughout the story was brilliant. Also, there are so many great quotes here...it’s hard to choose a favorite; I’ll definitely be sharing them on social media. This book is beautiful but bittersweet, sad but hopeful. I recommend it.
I received a free copy of this book in exchange for my honest review.
The character of Wren and the issues with which she struggles are relatable to anyone who has suffered from depression, anxiety or other mental health issues. The daily struggle just to keep living—the guilt, fear, loneliness and helplessness.... The author approaches this very difficult and often misunderstood subject with grace and does a great job of explaining things in a way that should help those who have never experienced depression understand, at least a little better, those who have. Weaving anecdotes from the life of Van Gogh throughout the story was brilliant. Also, there are so many great quotes here...it’s hard to choose a favorite; I’ll definitely be sharing them on social media. This book is beautiful but bittersweet, sad but hopeful. I recommend it.
I received a free copy of this book in exchange for my honest review.
July 25, 2019
Shades of Light
A Novel
by Sharon Garlough Brown
InterVarsity Press
IVP Books
Christian , Religion & Spirituality
Pub Date 20 Aug 2019
I am reviewing a copy of Shades of Light through InterVarsity Press and Netgalley:
I couldn’t turn of the dark thoughts no matter how hard I prayed. I was desperate!
I spent the whole weekend in bed crying. The crying was constant, I couldn’t stop it.
I’ve dealt with bouts of depression before. A kind of dark cloud I have learned to live with. This time it was different. It felt like I was going under, I felt that I would never feel hopeful again. It only made my anxiety worse.
Wren Crawford a social worker, finds herself overwhelmed with the troubles of the world. Her lifelong struggles with anxiety and depression are starting to take over her life. She seeks solace in art, spiritual formation, and pastoral care along with traditional therapeutic interventions. But a complicated relationship from her past also threatens to undo her progress.
I give Shades of Light five out of five stars!
Happy Reading!
A Novel
by Sharon Garlough Brown
InterVarsity Press
IVP Books
Christian , Religion & Spirituality
Pub Date 20 Aug 2019
I am reviewing a copy of Shades of Light through InterVarsity Press and Netgalley:
I couldn’t turn of the dark thoughts no matter how hard I prayed. I was desperate!
I spent the whole weekend in bed crying. The crying was constant, I couldn’t stop it.
I’ve dealt with bouts of depression before. A kind of dark cloud I have learned to live with. This time it was different. It felt like I was going under, I felt that I would never feel hopeful again. It only made my anxiety worse.
Wren Crawford a social worker, finds herself overwhelmed with the troubles of the world. Her lifelong struggles with anxiety and depression are starting to take over her life. She seeks solace in art, spiritual formation, and pastoral care along with traditional therapeutic interventions. But a complicated relationship from her past also threatens to undo her progress.
I give Shades of Light five out of five stars!
Happy Reading!
September 9, 2019
Insightful, penetrating, and heartbreaking, Shades of Light takes the reader into the world of mental illness through the eyes of Wren, hospitalized for clinical depression and panic attacks, and her mother, Jamie, who worries and loves from a distance.
As Wren begins to heal through studying the life and works of the artist Vincent Van Gogh, she finds a companion in sorrow. The sufferings of Christ as He journeys to the cross are also an important part of her healing.
This novel skillfully tackles the dark topics of depression and suicide as well as the often-misguided way Christians treat mental illness. It asks the hard questions: how to support a loved-one who deals with this disease and what to do when our best intentions are ineffective in providing help and solace.
Readers will also appreciate the appearances of the much-loved characters from the Sensible Shoes series. Beautiful and haunting, Shades of Light is a heart-wrenching and necessary read that ultimately offers hope.
As Wren begins to heal through studying the life and works of the artist Vincent Van Gogh, she finds a companion in sorrow. The sufferings of Christ as He journeys to the cross are also an important part of her healing.
This novel skillfully tackles the dark topics of depression and suicide as well as the often-misguided way Christians treat mental illness. It asks the hard questions: how to support a loved-one who deals with this disease and what to do when our best intentions are ineffective in providing help and solace.
Readers will also appreciate the appearances of the much-loved characters from the Sensible Shoes series. Beautiful and haunting, Shades of Light is a heart-wrenching and necessary read that ultimately offers hope.
August 8, 2019
Another insightful, encouraging, and impactful book from Sharon Garlough Brown! I read this book in tears, with smiles, and in prayer, rooting for Wren and those that journeyed with her. The way Sharon writes is so powerful, so moving.
This book deals with grief, sorrow, suffering, and mental illness. Those topics can sometimes be difficult to digest, but Sharon beautifully points the reader towards restoration, prayer, and wisdom.
This book is for those who suffer from any type of mental illness, for the co-sufferers with them who long to help but aren't sure how to do that, and for the church who wants to start a conversation and be compassionate to those in their communities who are often given cliche answers to their illness.
This book can change lives. When you read it, be open to what God is revealing to you - about yourself and about others. You won't regret it.
This book deals with grief, sorrow, suffering, and mental illness. Those topics can sometimes be difficult to digest, but Sharon beautifully points the reader towards restoration, prayer, and wisdom.
This book is for those who suffer from any type of mental illness, for the co-sufferers with them who long to help but aren't sure how to do that, and for the church who wants to start a conversation and be compassionate to those in their communities who are often given cliche answers to their illness.
This book can change lives. When you read it, be open to what God is revealing to you - about yourself and about others. You won't regret it.
August 17, 2019
Sharon Garlough Brown's writing is profoundly deep and rich, and her newest book, Shades of Light, delves into the delicate topic of mental illness with compassion and care. In this book, we return to Kingsbury, Michigan, the setting for her Sensible Shoes series. However, we meet a new friend named Wren, and we join her in her struggle against debilitating depression, anxiety, and crippling panic attacks. Given the dark sadness of this topic, Sharon Garlough Brown masterfully leads her readers to view those so afflicted with compassion, kindness, and understanding. Cameo appearances of Sensible Shoes characters link this book to her previous writing, and add greater depth to those characters as we see how they are doing nine years later. Shades of Light is more than a simple novel. It gives us yet again an opportunity to continue learning from our literary spiritual director.
August 27, 2019
Everyone knows someone who struggles with depression or anxiety, so Shades of Light is a good read for everyone. It expanded my understanding and ignited my compassion for my “someones” who struggle. The book drew me in from the Prologue and never lost intensity as I read. Loved how art (most especially Vincent von Gogh’s works) was also a major part of the story. It’s simple a MUST READ! Having read Sharon’s other books, I was delighted to see past characters skillfully woven in the story but with no need for new readers to feel like they missed something. (That said...I highly encourage you to read The Sensible Shoes series).
August 16, 2019
Shades of Light by Sharon Garlough Brown is a deeply emotional book. If you or someone you love deals with mental illness, you might be interested in this book. I think it is an important read and I applaud the publisher for taking it on. I have heard nothing but great things about this author’s other books so I was excited to pick this one up. I was not disappointed! The Scriptures and quotes used in this book really resonated with me. I have long held the belief of God’s nature that the author weaves into this book (no spoilers— you have to read it!). I highly recommend it. I received a digital copy of this book from the publisher with no obligations. These opinions are entirely my own.
August 2, 2019
Sharon Garlough Brown does a wonderful job at describing the emotions and challenges associated with depression and anxiety for the one experiencing mental illness and those coming alongside the sufferer. I would highly recommend this book for anyone suffering from mental illness or with a loved one struggling with mental illness. She also does a beautiful job of showing how Christian disciplines and art can help in the process.
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