Addicted: Book One - The Inquietude of Youth

Are You Addicted? (Heroin) #1

by 柴鸡蛋, Chai Ji Dan

Ever since he was young, Bai Luo Yin has been living with his careless father, Bai Han Qi and his grandmother. When he turned 16 years old, his biological mother Jiang Yuan is re-marrying, and her partner is the party’s high-ranking official, Gu Wei Ting. Because of his mother’s death, Gu Wei Ting’s son, Gu Hai, has been harboring a deep grudge towards his father. Due to the random hand of fate, the 2 brothers with wildly conflicting emotional backgrounds have been placed in the same class. With time, they slowly developed a different kind of feeling.

Genres: Romance, LGBT, China, M M Romance, Contemporary, Friends To Lovers, Fiction

1176 pages, ebook

About the author

Associated Names:
* 柴鸡蛋 , 柴雞蛋
* Chai Ji Dan
* Sài Kê Đản (Vietnamese)

Reviews

[daph pink ♡ · Rating 2 out of 5]

STOP ROMANTIZING ABUSIVE RELATIONSHIP!!

Okay let's be honest , I know Chinese Govt banned this series for all the shitty reasons but this book is problematic and not the series , the series cut several scenes from the book and I am glad it did!

The series is "DOPE" , you understand because the chemistry between the characters was amazing but this book "UGH" , raping and kidnapping your crush is not romantic and helding them captive till they agree to be with you , is not how you show your love !

Apart from this , the utter shitty representation of male chauvinism and misogynist nature of all the men , just made me wanna hit them with their own book !

Well the season 2 of the show was cancelled and the characters were banned to appear on TV for a long time , actually I am kinda glad there is no S2 but banning actors is not good, like ban this book if you want to not the actors please.

[#maluisᶜᴱᴼ¡!♡ · Rating 2 out of 5]

˗ˏˋ꒰ 🚨 𝗛𝗼𝘄 𝗚𝘂𝗵𝗮𝗶 𝗯𝗲𝗵𝗮𝘃𝗶𝗼𝗿 𝘄𝗼𝘂𝗹𝗱’𝘃𝗲 𝗺𝗮𝗱𝗲 𝗔𝗿𝗶𝗮𝗻𝗮 𝗴𝗿𝗮𝗻𝗱𝗲 𝗵𝗮𝘃𝗶𝗻𝗴 𝘁𝗲𝗮𝗿𝘀 𝗹𝗲𝗳𝘁 𝘁𝗼 𝗰𝗿𝘆 ¡! ❞

Somebody threw 50 Shades and Maxton hall in a blender along with the original Twilight and then said "hey, you know what? RAPE!" hum....𝘁𝗼𝗱𝗮𝘆 𝘄𝗲 𝗴𝗼𝗻𝗻𝗮 𝗵𝗮𝘁𝗲 𝗴𝘂𝘆𝘀.... i present u average colleen hoover wet dream !! 𝘾𝙝𝙞𝙣𝙖 𝙗𝙖𝙣𝙣𝙚𝙙 𝙩𝙝𝙞𝙨 𝙗𝙤𝙤𝙠 𝙖𝙣𝙙 𝙬𝙝𝙮 𝙮𝙤𝙪 𝙨𝙝𝙤𝙪𝙡𝙙 𝙗𝙖𝙣 𝙞𝙩 𝙩𝙤𝙤 !!

•°. *࿐ 🚨━━━━━ ◦ 🚨 ◦ ━━━━━🚨•°. *࿐

╰┈➤ Luoyin is a 𝙥𝙤𝙤𝙧 𝙧𝙖𝙣𝙙𝙤𝙢 𝙝𝙞𝙜𝙝 𝙨𝙘𝙝𝙤𝙤𝙡𝙚𝙧. His mom is getting remarried and she never cared about him

╰┈➤ Luoyin decides to 𝙬𝙧𝙚𝙘𝙠 𝙝𝙚𝙧 𝙢𝙖𝙧𝙞𝙖𝙜𝙚 𝙬𝙞𝙩𝙝 𝙝𝙞𝙨 𝙛𝙧𝙞𝙚𝙣𝙙𝙨 𝙝𝙚𝙡𝙥 𝙗𝙪𝙩…. it fails

╰┈➤the very next day a new student come into his class and this the beginning of the end of my braincells !

╰┈➤Guhai (the new guy) starts 𝙛𝙤𝙡𝙡𝙤𝙬𝙞𝙣𝙜 𝙝𝙞𝙢, 𝙘𝙤𝙥𝙮𝙞𝙣𝙜 𝙝𝙞𝙨 𝙝𝙖𝙣𝙙𝙬𝙧𝙞𝙩𝙞𝙣𝙜 sewing his jacket in secret when he saw holes on it, 𝙖𝙣𝙙 𝙚𝙫𝙚𝙣𝙩𝙪𝙖𝙡𝙡𝙮 𝙖𝙡𝙢𝙤𝙨𝙩 𝙠𝙞𝙡𝙡 𝙥𝙚𝙤𝙥𝙡𝙚 𝙬𝙝𝙤 𝙞𝙣𝙨𝙪𝙡𝙩 𝙇𝙪𝙤𝙮𝙞𝙣.. . 💀

《𝙂𝙪 𝙃𝙖𝙞 𝙖𝙗𝙧𝙪𝙥𝙩𝙡𝙮 𝙢𝙖𝙣𝙝𝙖𝙣𝙙𝙡𝙚𝙙 𝙒𝙪 𝙁𝙖𝙣𝙜 𝙛𝙤𝙧𝙘𝙞𝙣𝙜 𝙝𝙞𝙢 𝙩𝙤 𝙠𝙣𝙚𝙚𝙡 𝙤𝙣 𝙩𝙝𝙚 𝙜𝙧𝙤𝙪𝙣𝙙 𝙖𝙣𝙙 𝙥𝙪𝙨𝙝𝙚𝙙 𝙝𝙞𝙨 𝙝𝙚𝙖𝙙 𝙙𝙤𝙬𝙣 𝙞𝙣 𝙛𝙧𝙤𝙣𝙩 𝙤𝙛 𝙇𝙪𝙤𝙔𝙞𝙣𝙨 𝙛𝙚𝙚𝙩. “𝙎𝙖𝙮 𝙩𝙝𝙖𝙩 𝙮𝙤𝙪 𝙖𝙧𝙚 𝙝𝙞𝙨 𝙜𝙧𝙖𝙣𝙙𝙨𝙤𝙣 𝙖𝙣𝙙 𝙩𝙝𝙖𝙩 𝙮𝙤𝙪 𝙖𝙧𝙚 𝙖 𝙗𝙖𝙨𝙩𝙖𝙧𝙙 “》


╰┈➤ and all that events in less than 1 week 😭🚨 ???

╰┈➤and when we thought guhai may not have lost his mind that guy put 𝙨𝙡𝙚𝙚𝙥𝙞𝙣𝙜 𝙥𝙞𝙡𝙡𝙨 𝙞𝙣 𝙡𝙪𝙤𝙮𝙞𝙣 𝙬𝙖𝙩𝙚𝙧 𝙗𝙤𝙩𝙩𝙡𝙚 𝙟𝙪𝙨𝙩 𝙩𝙤 𝙎𝙀𝙀 𝙞𝙛 𝙝𝙚 𝙬𝙖𝙨 𝙧𝙚𝙖𝙡𝙡𝙮 𝙨𝙡𝙚𝙚𝙥𝙞𝙣𝙜 𝙞𝙣 𝙘𝙡𝙖𝙨𝙨 𝙤𝙧 𝙞𝙩 𝙬𝙖𝙨 𝙟𝙪𝙨𝙩 𝙛𝙖𝙠𝙚
╰┈➤if freak was a person it would defo be Guhai !! 😭

╰┈➤then guhai go everyday at his home to be close with his family, he MOVES next to Luoyin's home 🚨😭

╰┈➤he 𝙞𝙣𝙫𝙞𝙩𝙚𝙨 𝙝𝙞𝙢𝙨𝙚𝙡𝙛 𝙞𝙣 𝙇𝙪𝙤𝙮𝙞𝙣’𝙨 𝙗𝙚𝙙 𝙚𝙫𝙚𝙧𝙮 𝙣𝙞𝙜𝙝𝙩 𝙖𝙣𝙙 𝙢𝙤𝙡𝙚𝙨𝙩 𝙝𝙞𝙢 𝙬𝙞𝙩𝙝𝙤𝙪𝙩 𝙘𝙤𝙣𝙨𝙚𝙣𝙩…… bro call the 911 already

《I 𝙩𝙝𝙞𝙣𝙠 𝙂𝙪 𝙃𝙖𝙞 𝙡𝙞𝙠𝙚𝙨 𝙮𝙤𝙪 𝙀𝙫𝙚𝙧𝙮 𝙩𝙞𝙢𝙚 𝙄 𝙡𝙤𝙤𝙠 𝙗𝙖𝙘𝙠 𝙄 𝙛𝙞𝙣𝙙 𝙂𝙪 𝙃𝙖𝙞 𝙨𝙩𝙖𝙧𝙞𝙣𝙜 𝙖𝙩 𝙮𝙤𝙪》


╰┈➤then Luoyin discovers that Guhai is the son of her mom new husband so they're 𝙨𝙩𝙚𝙥 𝙗𝙧𝙤𝙩𝙝𝙚𝙧𝙨….. YIKES

╰┈➤Guhai can't live without Luoyin so he 𝙆𝙄𝘿𝙉𝘼𝙋𝙎 𝙃𝙄𝙈 𝙆𝙄𝙎𝙎 𝙃𝙄𝙈 𝘽𝙔 𝙁𝙊𝙍𝘾𝙀 𝘼𝙉𝘿 𝙇𝙊𝙎𝙏 𝙄𝙏 💀

《𝙄 𝙝𝙖𝙫𝙚 𝙣𝙚𝙫𝙚𝙧 𝙨𝙚𝙚𝙣 𝙮𝙤𝙪 𝙖𝙨 𝙖 𝙗𝙧𝙤𝙩𝙝𝙚𝙧 𝙄 𝙩𝙧𝙚𝙖𝙩 𝙮𝙤𝙪 𝙬𝙚𝙡𝙡 𝙗𝙚𝙘𝙖𝙪𝙨𝙚 𝙄 𝙡𝙞𝙠𝙚 𝙮𝙤𝙪 𝙄 𝙨𝙚𝙧𝙫𝙚 𝙮𝙤𝙪 𝙡𝙞𝙠𝙚 𝙖 𝙡𝙤𝙫𝙚𝙧 𝙖𝙣𝙙 𝙄 𝙬𝙖𝙣𝙩 𝙩𝙤 𝙨𝙡𝙚𝙚𝙥 𝙬𝙞𝙩𝙝 𝙮𝙤𝙪 𝙤𝙣 𝙩𝙝𝙚 𝙨𝙖𝙢𝙚 𝙗𝙚𝙙 𝙗𝙚𝙘𝙖𝙪𝙨𝙚 𝙄 𝙬𝙖𝙣𝙩 𝙩𝙤 𝙨𝙘𝙧𝙚𝙬 𝙮𝙤𝙪 𝙄 𝙚𝙫𝙚𝙣 𝙬𝙖𝙣𝙩 𝙩𝙤 𝙝𝙚𝙖𝙧 𝙮𝙤𝙪 𝙢𝙤𝙖𝙣 𝙞𝙣 𝙢𝙮 𝙙𝙧𝙚𝙖𝙢 𝙔𝙤𝙪 𝙘𝙖𝙣 𝙤𝙣𝙡𝙮 𝙗𝙡𝙖𝙢𝙚 𝙮𝙤𝙪𝙧𝙨𝙚𝙡𝙛 𝙒𝙝𝙤 𝙩𝙤𝙡𝙙 𝙮𝙤𝙪 𝙩𝙤 𝙗𝙚 𝙨𝙤 𝙚𝙣𝙘𝙝𝙖𝙣𝙩𝙞𝙣𝙜 𝙒𝙝𝙤 𝙩𝙤𝙡𝙙 𝙮𝙤𝙪 𝙗𝙚 𝙨𝙤 𝙛𝙡𝙞𝙧𝙩𝙮 𝙒𝙝𝙤 𝙩𝙤𝙡𝙙 𝙮𝙤𝙪 𝙩𝙤 𝙞𝙣𝙛𝙖𝙩𝙪𝙖𝙩𝙚 𝙢𝙚 𝙗𝙮 𝙟𝙪𝙨𝙩 𝙨𝙢𝙞𝙡𝙞𝙣𝙜 𝙖𝙩 𝙢𝙚 𝙙𝙤𝙣’𝙩 𝙮𝙤𝙪 𝙙𝙖𝙧𝙚 𝙥𝙧𝙚𝙩𝙚𝙣𝙙 𝙩𝙤 𝙗𝙚 𝙞𝙣𝙣𝙤𝙘𝙚𝙣𝙩 𝙏𝙝𝙚𝙧𝙚’𝙨 𝙣𝙤 𝙬𝙖𝙮 𝙮𝙤𝙪 𝙬𝙚𝙧𝙚𝙣’𝙩 𝙖𝙡𝙧𝙚𝙖𝙙𝙮 𝙖𝙬𝙖𝙧𝙚 𝙤𝙛 𝙩𝙝𝙚𝙨𝙚 𝙙𝙞𝙧𝙩𝙮 𝙩𝙝𝙤𝙪𝙜𝙝𝙩𝙨 𝙤𝙛 𝙢𝙞𝙣𝙚. 𝙔𝙤𝙪 𝙞𝙣𝙩𝙚𝙣𝙩𝙞𝙤𝙣𝙖𝙡𝙡𝙮 𝙨𝙚𝙙𝙪𝙘𝙚𝙙 𝙢𝙚 》

╰┈➤nurse, Guhai escaped again!!!

╰┈➤Luoyin rejects him beat him but still want to be friend with him ?????? HELP ??

╰┈➤Guhai touch him almost every night, forcing him to kiss and masturbate him….. 𝙗𝙧𝙤 𝙩𝙝𝙞𝙨 𝙬𝙝𝙤𝙡𝙚 𝙨𝙩𝙤𝙧𝙮 𝙞𝙨 𝙟𝙪𝙨𝙩 𝙖 𝙣𝙞𝙜𝙝𝙩𝙢𝙖𝙧𝙚 𝙖𝙩 𝙩𝙝𝙞𝙨 𝙥𝙤𝙞𝙣𝙩


╰┈➤and when we thought it was enough, 𝙂𝙪𝙝𝙖𝙞 𝙜𝙚𝙩 𝙟𝙚𝙖𝙡𝙤𝙪𝙨 𝙤𝙛 𝙇𝙪𝙤𝙮𝙞𝙣𝙨 𝙚𝙭 𝙨𝙝𝙚 𝙠𝙞𝙨𝙨𝙚𝙙 𝙝𝙞𝙢 𝙖𝙣𝙙 𝙝𝙚 𝙆𝙄𝘿𝙉𝘼𝙋𝙎 𝙃𝙄𝙈….. again (jail is afraid)

《𝙏𝙝𝙚 𝙢𝙤𝙧𝙚 𝙮𝙤𝙪 𝙨𝙘𝙤𝙡𝙙 𝙢𝙚 𝙩𝙝𝙚 𝙢𝙤𝙧𝙚 𝙚𝙭𝙘𝙞𝙩𝙚𝙙 𝙄 𝙜𝙚𝙩 ! 𝙀𝙫𝙚𝙧𝙮 𝙩𝙞𝙢𝙚 𝙮𝙤𝙪 𝙨𝙘𝙤𝙡𝙙 𝙢𝙚 𝙞𝙩 𝙢𝙖𝙠𝙚𝙨 𝙢𝙚 𝙬𝙖𝙣𝙩 𝙩𝙤 𝙛𝙪𝙘𝙠 𝙮𝙤𝙪 𝙝𝙖𝙧𝙙 》
╰┈➤😭bro…. what🚨💀

╰┈➤Guhai 𝙍𝘼𝙋𝙀𝙎 Luoyin in front of her ex girlfriend and 𝙛𝙤𝙧𝙘𝙚𝙙 𝙇𝙪𝙤𝙮𝙞𝙣 𝙩𝙤 𝙬𝙖𝙩𝙘𝙝 𝙝𝙚𝙧 𝙛𝙖𝙘𝙚… we will not be supporting !

《𝙄 𝙘𝙖𝙣 𝙨𝙝𝙚𝙙 𝙩𝙚𝙖𝙧𝙨 𝙛𝙤𝙧 𝙮𝙤𝙪 𝙄 𝙖𝙙𝙢𝙞𝙩 𝙩𝙝𝙖𝙩 𝙄 𝙖𝙢 𝙖 𝙗𝙖𝙨𝙩𝙖𝙧𝙙.. 𝙞𝙣 𝙛𝙧𝙤𝙣𝙩 𝙤𝙛 𝙮𝙤𝙪 𝙄 𝙣𝙚𝙫𝙚𝙧 𝙠𝙚𝙥𝙩 𝙢𝙮 𝙬𝙤𝙧𝙙𝙨 ! 𝙄 𝙩𝙤𝙡𝙙 𝙮𝙤𝙪 𝙩𝙝𝙖𝙩 𝙄 𝙩𝙧𝙪𝙨𝙩 𝙮𝙤𝙪 𝙗𝙪𝙩 𝙄 𝙤𝙧𝙙𝙚𝙧𝙚𝙙 𝙥𝙚𝙤𝙥𝙡𝙚 𝙩𝙤 𝙠𝙚𝙚𝙥 𝙖𝙣 𝙚𝙮𝙚 𝙮𝙤𝙪. 𝙄 𝙩𝙤𝙡𝙙 𝙮𝙤𝙪 𝙄 𝙬𝙖𝙣𝙩𝙚𝙙 𝙩𝙤 𝙗𝙧𝙚𝙖𝙠 𝙤𝙛𝙛 𝙤𝙪𝙧 𝙧𝙚𝙡𝙖𝙩𝙞𝙤𝙣𝙨𝙝𝙞𝙥 𝙗𝙪𝙩 𝙄 𝙠𝙞𝙙𝙣𝙖𝙥𝙥𝙚𝙙 𝙖𝙣𝙙 𝙗𝙧𝙤𝙪𝙜𝙝𝙩 𝙮𝙤𝙪 𝙝𝙚𝙧𝙚 𝙞𝙣𝙨𝙩𝙚𝙖𝙙… 𝙄 𝙨𝙖𝙞𝙙 𝙄 𝙧𝙚𝙨𝙥𝙚𝙘𝙩 𝙮𝙤𝙪 𝙗𝙪𝙩 𝙄 𝙧𝙖𝙥𝙚𝙙 𝙮𝙤𝙪 𝙄𝙢 𝙣𝙤𝙩 𝙝𝙪𝙢𝙖𝙣. 𝘽𝙪𝙩 𝙄 𝙧𝙚𝙖𝙡𝙡𝙮 𝙩𝙧𝙪𝙡𝙮 𝙡𝙤𝙫𝙚 𝙮𝙤𝙪 》

╰┈➤after that Luoyin fainted and was sent to the hospital ????? I'm ded

╰┈➤oh you thought it was bad ? Luoyin 𝙗𝙡𝙖𝙢𝙚𝙨 𝙝𝙞𝙢𝙨𝙚𝙡𝙛 𝙩𝙤𝙤 𝙛𝙤𝙧 𝙩𝙝𝙚 𝙧𝙖𝙥𝙚 𝙖𝙣𝙙 𝙪𝙣𝙙𝙚𝙧𝙨𝙩𝙖𝙣𝙙 𝙂𝙪𝙝𝙖𝙞 𝙖𝙘𝙩𝙞𝙤𝙣𝙨!!! 😭

╰┈➤they go back together, Luoyin forces Guhai to have sex with him while guhai clearly didn't want to but he accepted anyway to please him

《𝙇𝙪𝙤 𝙔𝙞𝙣 𝙘𝙤𝙡𝙙𝙡𝙮 𝙜𝙧𝙪𝙣𝙩𝙚𝙙, 𝙝𝙪𝙢𝙥𝙝, 𝙗𝙚𝙛𝙤𝙧𝙚 𝙝𝙞𝙨 𝙝𝙖𝙣𝙙 𝙘𝙪𝙧𝙡𝙚𝙙 𝙞𝙣𝙩𝙤 𝙖 𝙛𝙞𝙨𝙩 𝙖𝙣𝙙 𝙨𝙢𝙖𝙨𝙝𝙚𝙙 𝙞𝙣𝙩𝙤 𝙩𝙝𝙚 𝙥𝙞𝙩 𝙤𝙛 𝙂𝙪 𝙃𝙖𝙞𝙨 𝙨𝙩𝙤𝙢𝙖𝙘𝙝 𝙂𝙪 𝙃𝙖𝙞 𝙨𝙚𝙞𝙯𝙚𝙙 𝙩𝙝𝙖𝙩 𝙤𝙥𝙥𝙤𝙧𝙩𝙪𝙣𝙞𝙩𝙮 𝙩𝙤 𝙜𝙧𝙖𝙗 𝘽𝙖𝙞 𝙇𝙪𝙤 𝙔𝙞𝙣𝙨 𝙝𝙖𝙣𝙙𝙨 𝙥𝙪𝙡𝙡𝙚𝙙 𝙞𝙩 𝙘𝙡𝙤𝙨𝙚 𝙩𝙤 𝙝𝙞𝙨 𝙡𝙞𝙥𝙨 𝙖𝙣𝙙 𝙠𝙞𝙨𝙨𝙚𝙙 𝙞𝙩 》

😭 why the definition of “Toxic “ Is in front of my eyes ? I haven't opened the dictionary yet !!

╰┈➤the next day he can't move, his family got worried they don't know they're together and 𝙝𝙞𝙨 𝙙𝙖𝙙 𝙗𝙧𝙤𝙪𝙜𝙝𝙩 𝙙𝙤𝙘𝙩𝙤𝙧𝙨 𝙬𝙞𝙩𝙝 𝙖 𝙛𝙘𝙠𝙞𝙣𝙜 𝙝𝙚𝙡𝙞𝙘𝙤𝙥𝙩𝙚𝙧 ????

😭This is soooo diva like boom delivered my meds by helicopter…… 💀

《“𝙄’𝙢 𝙖𝙛𝙧𝙖𝙞𝙙 𝙩𝙝𝙖𝙩 𝙞𝙛 𝙤𝙣𝙚 𝙙𝙖𝙮 𝙬𝙝𝙚𝙣 𝙄 𝙘𝙖𝙣𝙩 𝙗𝙚𝙖𝙧 𝙞𝙩 𝙖𝙣𝙮 𝙡𝙤𝙣𝙜𝙚𝙧 𝙄’𝙡𝙡 𝙟𝙪𝙨𝙩 𝙨𝙝𝙤𝙤𝙩 𝙮𝙤𝙪》
➥˗ˏˋ꒰☠️꒱ thoughts ┆彡

At this point i dnf it 590/1176 pgs i couldn't read more of this mess and I speak for everyone when I say we don't want don't want the attendance anywhere near that book or its adaptation

A mess, back to the draft files it goes
★★☆☆☆¡! ❞

[G. R. M. · Rating 5 out of 5]

1176 pages of pure bliss. The longest a good book is, the happiest I am. I got my fill with this one. Thank you, Author.

From the title to the blurb, to the chemistry of two unforgettable main characters, the endearing side characters, the entertaining storyline, the sometimes humorous, some others sad, scenes ... everything in Addicted gets you hung and addicted to this novel. The same goes for the second book. The connection between Gu Hai and Bai Luo Yin is just as its name says it: "Hai Luo Yin" (Heroin). Once you taste it, you're gone to remain forever .... starved.

And what to say about Bai Han Qi? If only all fathers were like Bai Luo Yin's.

[Rebecca · Rating 2 out of 5]

This book is trash. And not in the joking way the kids call things trash, it's romance novel level trash. It romanticizes abusive relationships, has an explicit rape scene (between the two main characters!!), ridiculously contrived plots, a complete lack of consequences for actions, unequal relationship dynamics, etc. I only finished it because I wanted to be able to count another book towards my goodreads challenge. Don't read this. Watch the TV series instead and be glad that it got cancelled before they could get to the rape plotline.

[Emmanuel Muhaimin · Rating 5 out of 5]

As always, Chinese novel tend to be long-winded, but every chapter was worth the time to read. I find the novel brings you on a roller-coaster of emotions. It evokes all sort of feelings from the start till the end.

[Anita · Rating 1 out of 5]

Trigger warnings for rape, abusive behavior, misogyny, homophobia

I had to dnf this.

I usually wouldn't rate a book I haven't finished but I only have 48 chapters left so ...

This review is probably going to be all over the place, so ... bare with me.

If you, like me, wanted to read the book because you watched the drama series, you should be up for a disappointment. At least I was. The drama series is a pretty good adaptation for the first 111 or so chapters. I enjoyed myself putting all my concerns about some of the consent issues aside. It was a good read. But then Bai Luo Yin's girlfriend returns and that changes the tone of the book dramatically. When Gu Hai thinks Bai Luo Yin is back with his ex he has him kidnapped once more and rapes him. Yes, he rapes him. He has him kidnapped with the sole purpose of raping the love of his life! From that point onwards I couldn't get with their relationship anymore. And it just goes on from there. It seems they have never heard of preparing someone for anal sex so when it's Bai Luo Yin's "turn" he doesn't care if his boyfriend is comfortable, he just fucks him

I've read my fair share of MM romance/ erotica/ fan fiction what have you not. I'm also not squeamish when it comes to a little dub con (I know, I'm a horrible person) but this. This isn't dub con. This is non consensual from the get go. I never had the feeling that they both enjoyed each other very much during sex. Well, that's not true. The one on top had a great time while the one on the bottom hated it. And even after Gu Hai reads up on anal sex he still doesn't care when Bai Luo Yin repeatedly tells him to stop because he's in so much pain.

And it's not just the sex. Their relationship becomes so toxic, so abusive. They hit each other constantly. And no, this isn't portrayed as playful, it least after the rape it didn't read playful to me.

I had to stop when the new couple was introduced. If you've watched the show, you can probably guess who they are. And it follows the same pattern.

I'm to lazy to google abusive relationships, but I'm sure that Bai Luo Yin and Gu Hai's check all the boxes.

I'm just so fucking disappointed! I'll re-watch the series, again, and try to forget the 159 chapters I've read.

[Grismel Queliz · Rating 5 out of 5]

Realmente ame esta novela, si pudiera poner un rate de mas de 5 estrellas, lo haría. Este libro esta a la altura de su nombre ''Are you addicted?'' YES, DEFINITELY. Estuve adicta a este libro al punto que perdí largas horas de sueño, sobre todo porque como siempre las novelas chinas tienden a ser largas, este libro tuvo 1000 y pico de paginas pero valió la pena leer cada capítulo.

Esta novela estuvo muy bien escrita y desarrollada, fue definitivamente una montaña rusa de emociones pero sobre todo muy divertida, me encantaron los diálogos y las interacciones entre los protagonista de los cuales me enamore totalmente, su amor fue memorable y evoco todo tipo de sentimientos desde el principio hasta el final.

Esta historia tiene un pedazo de mi corazón y definitivamente volvería a leer sus 1000 y pico de paginas.

[Dp123456 · Rating 5 out of 5]

i loved it.....one of ma fav. books...

[Freya**Secret SIn** · Rating 5 out of 5]

Oh my God oh my God.
How amazing a book can be?
No wonder thousands around the world got addicted to Addicted.

[wickeddreamer99 · Rating 5 out of 5]

Honestly, I didn't know what to expect when i was starting this novel as it was my first bl (i watched bl's before this, i highly recommend together with me). But after reading it i was really impressed, i read some reviews that were hating on the book, probably because of a scene that occurred in the story, however, don't let these things make you avoid this book. It's a roller coaster of emotions but it isn't so cliche, there are funny moments and ones of love, but also ones that make you want to tear your hair out but the two characters who are so incompatible with each other, find love. it's really worthwhile, the plot is intriguing and i really admire the book because of the straight forwardness of the leads ( i really hate characters who don't get straight to the point). The book is pretty long, but you'll be finished before you know it. There aren't any loose ends at the end which is another pro, there is nothing left out which makes the ending so satisfying. I don't like pondering over the ending for hours, contemplating what happened. I really do love this book and i wouldn't mind reading a third book lol. I decided not to watch the tv show due to the fact that there wouldn't be a second season, apparently it was cancelled because of the link between their sexuality and the military... don't quote me on this, i had just read this somewhere. I don't know if the tv show will be as great as the book is and frankly, i don't want to know as i'm afraid to ruin the perfect image of the book i have in my head.
Basically, this book is amazing and i think everyone should read it, just keep in mind that there are several sexual scenes throughout the books.

[henli · Rating 5 out of 5]

THIS BOOK IS ONE OF THE BEST THINGS THAT EVER HAPPENED TO ME THIS YEAR. AND EVEN THOUGH THE DRAMA SERIES ISN'T COMPLETED, THIS BOOK MAKES UP FOR IT A MILLION TIMES OVER.

I'm still crying right now while typing all this. I just realized love this book more than my entire life. Yes, Bai Luo Yin and Gu Hai are a chaotic and problematic couple, but they lived their lives, since they met, as if they loved each other unconditionally.

Gu Hai... Even though you're a jerk, I love you so much. You made me very happy, even though you did some nasty things, but you made up for all those by loving Bai Luo Yin more than he could ever ask for.

Bai Luo Yin, despite the ending, you're an angel in my imaginations and you inspire me to be fearless when it comes to love. The drastic change in your character and the resolute spirit and heart that you've always had makes you deserve all of Gu Hai's love.

I love you both and I can't wait to read the second chapter of your lives.

5 STARS despite what the others are saying because of the impressive character developments. Don't judge the book if you haven't finished it yet.

The funny jokes, the vivid display of emotions, the characters, the main couple, the journey of what it's like to be a couple, the hardships, the SEX, the love and their familial relationships, the homophobia in China. Everything is phenomenal. I've never once thought about ditching this book just because of the 1-star reviews and even tho this is the longest book I've read so far, I've enjoyed EVERY SINGLE MINUTE I've spent on reading this book.

See you Gu Hai, Bai Luo Yin in the sequel. I'm dying to see you both happy in the end.

[Shan · Rating 4 out of 5]

I won’t deny it—this story is chaotic, and I completely understand the criticism and low reviews. I know a lot of people dropped it because of the noncon; I get it. As someone who has read dark romance for years and doesn’t shy away from morally complex or "toxic" narratives, I still found that scene absolutely unnecessary. While I understand that such moments can sometimes serve a story, this one was written in a detailed and painfully brutal way that felt sickening to read. Its suddenness made it feel out of place, almost like a fever dream. I don’t blame anyone for dropping the book because of it. I’m not defending it, but it’s worth mentioning that the author didn’t gloss over it. I appreciated that the trauma resulting from that event became a part of the story and wasn’t just forgotten, as I’ve seen in other Danmeis/BLs.

That said, if you can move past that single scene, the story has its merits. The ML is undeniably forceful, pushy, obsessive, and overly jealous, but there were plenty of moments where his sweet side shone through in his care for the MC. He pampers him, helps his family, supports his grandparents, and ensures that the MC is always cared for, even during their fights. I found it adorable when he calls the MC his "wife" every time he wants to get his attention. He can be toxic when he's jealous, but he’s such a simp for the MC, literally willing to do anything to make him happy, even getting hurt to protect him. Maybe my standards are in the gutter, but I genuinely liked him. His plans for their future together and the slow build-up of love and care kept me invested. The fact that this story was adapted into a live-action drama speaks volumes.

It’s also worth mentioning that they’re both only 17 at the start of the story. Both come from broken families, and the ML has unresolved issues with his past, including a problematic relationship with his father. While that doesn’t excuse his behavior, it does help explain it. and let’s not forget that the MC willingly goes back to the ML on his own terms, even after everything that happened. They’re both crazy for each other. The MC was even the one who proposed marriage. Does this novel romanticize toxic relationships? Maybe, but the characters consistently try to improve for each other. They’re growing and learning to communicate, albeit at a frustratingly slow pace. Even their consensual sex scenes felt realistic—they gradually learned how to properly pleasure each other and worked through the trauma of their first time. I loved how considerate the ML became, putting real effort into pleasing his partner.

If you have the patience to survive over a hundred chapters, it’s worth it, IMO. Still, I wouldn’t recommend this to readers looking for a quick romance—this isn’t it. It’s a slow burn with many ups and downs. The story spans multiple volumes with a total of 200+ chapters, and I’m only on Book 1. I dont know how long book 2 will be, I'm scared to read it.

[helen · Rating 2 out of 5]

Just finished reading it and I'm so MAD.

I read the whole book in four days because the story was engaging, but there are so many details that feel forced. Bai Luoyin and Gu Hai endured so many hardhips, so many near death situations, and for what? For nothing at all? The ending left me speechless and in the worst way possible. Luoyin forgave Hai even when he commited literal crimes against him but he decided to leave him when he needed him the most and in the worst way possible. GH stayed underground for DAYS because he wasn't willing to give him up, so him waking up and learning BLY is gone surely isn't going to make him keep on living or giving up on him.
Their relationship is based on codependency and abusive mechanisms after all, they're not going to suddenly unlearn their toxic behaviours.

I also didn't get the rape scene at all. If GH wanted so badly to prove his "ownership" on BLY he could have done so many other things (kissing, making out, getting him to confess and letting the girl hear...) but nope, he decided on violating the person he loves.

I do not recommend.

[Ankita Gogoi · Rating 4 out of 5]

Bless my fujoshi heart!! Read the entire novel conjuring up images of Johnny and Timmy from the web-series :) Oh Gu Hai and Bai Lou Yin (HaiLouYin=Heroin)! Dunno about others but, I am definitely #addicted.

[Bhlue · Rating 1 out of 5]

I remembered reading 100+ chapters of this in like a week because it's so good. Then, it got to the r*pe scene and I was like, WTF?

I decided to drop it because it's a freaking 1000+ pages and I'm not gonna deliberately waste my time in this.

[Wendy Ams · Rating 5 out of 5]

Outrageous, fun, emotional, impactful. Chai Jidan has a great sense of humor coupled with a versatile imagination as well as is a skilled hand at bringing a reader to tears of sadness(and laughter) with just a few lines. I loved her dark satirical sense of humor. Very emphatically a work of pure fiction made even more evident from the exaggerated , highly unrealistic scenarios, and at the same time managing to weave in some real emotions and concepts of love and life and family. The best part is of course the happy ending.

Also , definitely a guilty pleasure read given the theme.

Of course I watched the web series before and like it a lot. But the MCs never made me imagine them as the actors even once while reading. They were their own unique selves.

[Scarlett · Rating 2 out of 5]

Started the book, because I loved the series. Wish now that I hadn’t, because it has ruined the series for me. Hoping time will erase the memory of this book, so I can safely watch the series again. The writing is actually incredible, and there are some really funny one liners. However, the content literally made me sick, and I am accustomed to problematic or triggering content.

[Ari · Rating 4 out of 5]

More thoughts later... (^..^)

[Esther · Rating 1 out of 5]

ironically or not i started to read this book after watching the Cdrama "Addicted Heroin" (2016) that because of censorship was banned and stopped, before the first season was completed. so it just has 15 episodes, and feels like it was stopped in the middle... cause of that, i looked up the book online. well if i found Gu Hai a bit over the top in the drama, he was downright crazy-scary in the book. and i couldn't - wouldn't get past the rape scene in Chapter 128... stopped and won't(!) read anymore. that wasn't justifiable or forgivable - it wasn't just to hurt and degrade, but it was to humiliate - considering the "audience" Gu Hai arranged - sorry.. and after that they still r together - nah - inconceivable! u don't destroy a person u love like that!!!

sometimes i get the hype around a book - like with this series, from a author in a country where being gay is abnormal and shouldn't be mentioned. so she is doing groundbreaking work - but is this what homosexuality is about?!? cause it two guys, so they just roughhousing?!? the thought that some young person is reading this and thinking yeah that seems cool - nah shudder at the thought!

if u read the book - what u notice is the amount of violence that's just brushed off as "meeh whatever..." and get we r talking about hormonal teens with short tempers - full of energy and short on brains - get that and yet, justifying forcing ur wants and needs on someone and calling it caring and love is insulting. portraying affection through violence is moronic... if u love someone u don't force what u want on them, u take their feeling, likes and dislikes into consideration - u don't kidnap them and say - u will keep them prisoner and "force" them until they love u, as much as u love them - that's psychotic behavior. and Gu Hai gets away with "murder" cause his father is powerful - like he gets away with brutally bashing a kids face in (which of course the kid still survives - talk about ridiculous).

didn't want to write a lot - but i'm angry that this is what people r gushing over - yeah the drama is pretty tame in comparison - and cause of the good looking actors and the titillating scenes one can lose sight - but even there, i didn't agree or enjoy Gu Hai's militant way about getting what he wanted -it was a one man show and he pushed and pulled until he got what he wanted - the fact that Luo Yin (although not a pushover) was so passive , didn't help matters - just made them worse for him. i didn't/don't get how this is some grand love story....

[Citlali Martínez · Rating 5 out of 5]

Leí esta novela aproximadamente hace 5 años. Entonces quedé fascinada; jamás había leído una novela tan dinámica, divertida y que me hiciera gritar de la emoción como lo hizo Ni ya shangyin le. Hoy día me doy cuenta de muchas conductas violentas y abusivas que tenían los protagonistas principales. Las conductas problemáticas no se reducían solamente a la homofobia de ambas familias por parte de los protagonistas, sino también a la relación de ellos: desde violencia física hasta violencia sexual. La estoy calificando con la sensación que tuve al terminarlo hace 5 años, seguramente si la volviera a leer esa calificación sería distinta.

[Angie Ospino · Rating 5 out of 5]

Hace años que leí esta novela y solo puedo decir que fue fantástica.

[Amanda · Rating 4 out of 5]

Had to read this after watching the Chinese Drama and getting cut off halfway through the first book. Darn censorship!

[just_another_review · Rating 3 out of 5]

3.5



Yyyyyyy.... volvemos jajajaja, esta vez la novela BL viene del lado de China, de hecho a esta historia le tuve cierto interés, todo inicio el año pasado cuando me enteré que la adaptación a serie había sido cancelada poco antes del final y que debido a esta inicio la censura LGBTQ+ en los medios audiovisuales en China. (Sí, todo mal China, caes mal mijo).



Así como un ser curioso decidí ver la serie, la verdad no es la gran cosa y la cancelaron justo cuando el drama iba a comenzar je je, pero la curiosidad de querer saber que sucedía quedo en mi y nuevamente por cosas del destino encontré el libro y decidí leerlo.

La verdad es que quede bastante sorprendida por lo bien adaptado que estuvo, la primera parte del libro es justo lo que vemos en la serie, tal vez conocemos un poco más Youqui y Yang Meng , de igual forma todo esta bastante apegado a lo que recordaba.

Tenemos a Bai Louyin, un chico de 17 años, extremadamente inteligente, es guapo y que proviene de una familia humilde, inicialmente sabemos que la madre de él nunca estuvo presente y que dentro de poco tiempo contraerá matrimonio con un general de alto rango, cosa que en realidad ni le va ni le viene a Bai Louyin pero que sin duda marca el inicio de esta historia.

Por otro lado esta Gu Hai, un chico atractivo, rudo, un tris de angry issues (de los cuales hablaremos más adelante) y lo más importante hijo de un general de alto rango que tras la muerte de su esposa decide contraer matrimonio con alguien más.

¿Ya ven por donde va esto? Por cosas del destino Gu Hai y Bai Louyin terminan en el mismo colegio, en el mismo grado, sin llevarse muy bien y sin saber que técnicamente son hermanastros.



También conocemos nuestros personajes secundarios.
Primero tenemos a Youqui un nuevo chico, todo un Don Juan entre las damas y un.... amigo (?) de Bai Louyin, también conocemos a Yang Meng, el amigo de la infancia de Bai Louyin que lamentablemente queda en otro curso (creo que en la serie los cuatro estaban en el mismo curso... pero bueno)


(¿Ven lo lindos que se ven? lastima que en esta parte del libro no paso nada.... ¿será que si pasara algo entre ellos?)

La verdad es que no puedo decir mucho sin que sea spoiler, así que hablando generalmente diré que si disfrute de la historia pero porque pude sobreponerme a varias situaciones, conocí un poco más de Gu Hai al inicio, pensamientos que no pudieron ser mostrados en la serie, también Yang Meng y Youqui fueron algo diferentes.
Pero algo que si me llego a molestar en varias ocasiones (a parte de Gu Hai ¬_¬) fue algunos pensamientos o comentarios demasiado misóginos y sexistas de parte de los personajes y todo porque "son chicos y así son", entiendo que la novela tiene su tiempo, que también la cultura China tiene su toque de machismo.. pero ufff, los comentarios estaban ahí y yo no pude evitar notarlos.

Nuevamente, gracias Wattpad por hacer las cosas divertidas, creo que por lo ligero de todo puedo disfrutar de la historia, aunque debo advertir que si hay un Chernóbil obsesivo y controlador con Gu Hai al inicio, para el final... también jajajaja pero pues comparando con lo que hizo, la situación mejoro un poco... creo.

La verdad es que no estoy segura de si leeré la segunda parte, esta primera fue algo larga y tuvo su parte de relleno, pero no sé que tanto quiero de la historia de este par, ya veremos si el destino me pone la segunda parte en el camino jajaja


SPOILERS

Ahora sí, aquí viene toda la charla porque en verdad hay muchooo que decir al respecto, primero hablemos de los personajes.

Bai Louyin: La verdad me sorprendió que fuera muy literal a lo que había visto en la serie, totalmente envidiable su habilidad de dormir todo el día y aún así destacar en todo, creo que el hueco o el vacío que me deja el personaje es el porque o como es que se enamora de Gu Hai, porque sabemos que le fastidia, desde un inicio en realidad él esta en lo suyo y no quiere que nadie más intervenga, inicia sus peleas con Gu Hai, pero debido a que este es quien insiste para la segunda mitad ya están juntos, en realidad nunca vi una especie de situación obvia donde pensara: aquí, aquí es que él se enamoro simplemente ocurrió.

Otra cosa es que si a nosotros no nos narraba como se sentía, menos se lo dijo a Gu Hai, como es posible que nunca le dijo Te Amo/Te Quiero/Sí, me gustas... algo que confirme la mutua atracción o que al menos no todo era una relación pasional, para el final vemos que si lo quiere, pero no se lo dice y ugggg estrés, ya sabemos como acaba esto y no quedamos muy felices que digamos jajaja

Gu Hai: Ay amigo... un psicólogo que te controle esos ataques de celos, ira y posesividad por favor.
Algo que me ayudo a entender más el personaje fue que su interés en Bai Louyin inicio con su letra, en la serie lo muestran más no profundizan en eso, aquí vemos que por la letra le causa interés saber que clase de persona es y así inicia su conquista.
Gu Hai es demasiado posesivo y al igual que en la serie quede un poco fastidiada cuando él decide secuestrarlo porque obviamente hablar no era la solución más factible ._.

Pero hey... falta... no olvidemos la cereza en el pastel de la toxicidad y que no entiendo como fue que lograron sobreponerse a eso y es cuando no sé porque pensó que sería una excelente idea volver a secuestrar a Bai Louyin y violarlo...
Aquí hay un breaking point en cuanto la parte sexual de ellos, sin embargo aun no veo el porque Bai Louyin decidió perdonarlo y de alguna forma esto en verdad queda en segundo plano, olvidado y tan fue así que en realidad esto no me genero odio a la historia, eso no significa que este de acuerdo, en verdad dejen de romantizar esta clase de situaciones y por mi propio bienestar también lo deje de lado y simplemente seguí disfrutando la historia.
Para el final me preocupa un poco que Gu Hai sea demasiado dependiente emocionalmente o su deseo de proteger y dominar a Bai Louyin le este haciendo perder el foco, literal ellos llegan a terminar y este hombre entra en depresión y autodestrucción al mejor estilo Bella Swan


Para hacer esto corto, me sorprendió un poco que la cosa con Youqui profundizara tanto, i mean si vi cierto interés que no profundizaron en la serie, pero estuvo ahí, luego se olvido y a penas Gu Hai se fue, cayo el muchacho como buitre, obviamente mega rechazado pero no pensé que en su mente en verdad fuera un enamoramiento.
A la par estuve esperando bastante lo que pasaría entre Youqui y Yang Meng.... ¡¡¡Y NUNCA PASO!!! lo máximo y lo que pensé que llegaría a ser el inicio de esto fue cuando era como una semana de deportes y los dos terminan de alguna forma apoyándose mutuamente, pero ahí murió, sé que en la serie hay como una escena eliminada de un beso entre ellos dos y de verdad que aquí sigo esperando a conocer la historia de ellos dos.


También tenemos la trama del primo hermano de Gu Hai, Gu Yang... que ¿amigo... todo bien en casa? si cuesta entender los pensamientos más profundos de Bai Louying, los de Gu Yang uff... eso si no sé de donde salieron, él tiene como un interés sexual hacia Bai Louying y un amor fraternal por Gu Hai, pero es que enserio que no lo entiendo.
Al final de este libro, vemos primero que medio intenta abusar de Bai Louying y luego lo intenta matar para que Gu Hai pueda hacer su propia vida sin ser dependiente de la relación que tienen.

Creo que por lo mismo no quede tan emocionada para continuar la historia hay muchas inconsistencias en cuanto a ciertos problemas que atraviesan, tuvimos la ex de Bai Louying, luego el misterio de la muerte de la madre de Gu Hai, también Gu Yang siendo él, el drama de que sus padres se enteraran y terminamos con el intento de asesinato, Gu Hai herido y Bai Louying decidiendo irse?


Mi problema es que estas situaciones ocurrieron pero... no siento que aportaran algo en sí, a penas se solucionaban era como cuando terminas un capitulo de una seria policiaca y continuas con otro, siento que esto se pudo incluir de otra forma.

En fin, la historia no es lo mejor y probablemente si no viniera conociendo la serie no habría aguantado la toxicidad de Gu Hai y tampoco me lo habría tomado a la ligera, entiendo porque a muchos no les gusto y admito que al igual que con casi todos estos libros que he leído de no ser por Wattpad no sé si los disfrutaría tanto como lo hago.

[Zahin · Rating 1 out of 5]

if i could give it less stars I would. the only reason I finished this (and book 2) is because you know when you're watching a car crash or something equally horrible and its so bad that you can't look away? yeah that's how I felt with this. I also finished it because of the new remake (which is only watchable because they took away a lot of the insanity of the novels). 0/5, would not recommend.

[Ericka · Rating 5 out of 5]

Después de mucho tiempo, me vuelvo a introducir de lleno en las páginas de un libro y a disfrutarlo como se debe.
Cuando empecé a ver la serie (Addicted/Heroine) no tenía tantas expectativas, y bueno, la verdad es que aunque me pareció entretenida, no me dejó una gran impresión. Los actores me cayeron bien y me pareció que su química era buena, sin embargo, toda la censura le quitaba algo de interés. Lo que realmente me terminó llamando la atención, fue cuando leí sobre las medidas tomadas por el gobierno chino (?) para censurar los capítulos, cancelar la segunda temporada y prohibir que los actores se vieran en público por tantos años (8!). Ahí fue cuando mi curiosidad asomó su cabeza.
Desde antes ya había encontrado un blog donde habían traducido el libro completo, pero no le había prestado mucha atención. Entonces, volví a buscar el blog y desde ese momento vivo agradecida con la gran persona que se tomó el tiempo de traducir tremenda novela (tanto por contenido como por la cantidad de capítulos)
No revelaré gran cosa sobre la tema, solo puedo decir que fui una montaña rusa de emociones mientras leía cada capítulo.
Hubo momentos en que realmente quería patear a los protagonistas (sobre todo a GuHai y su inseguridad, celos, impulsividad y agresividad) y otros personajes (cof cof GuWeiTing). Me molestó mucho la decisión de la autora en dos eventos sumamente importantes en la trama. El primero de esos, fue tan horrible que no sabía si seguir leyendo, odié mucho al personaje de GuHai... sin embargo, luego volví a apreciarlo y terminé incluso enamorada (lo que me creó cierto conflicto, la verdad). El segundo evento, fue más algo que les ocurre a los dos protagonistas, y eso sentí tanto coraje porque es un cliché que odio mucho en las historias. El enojo me duró un par de horas... pero no pude resistirme y continué leyendo más tarde, porque necesitaba saber qué iba a pasar.
Una vez superado ese último evento, debo decir que fue todo hacia arriba. Empecé a amar a los personajes, a enamorarme completamente de ellos y no podía parar de leer.
Y bueno, podría decir mil cosas sobre este libro pero lo mejor será que lo dejé así.
Creo que buscaré los otros libros de la autora (ojalá haya traducción) para ver si me atrapan tanto como este. Por el momento, ya estoy viendo Advance bravely, otra serie basada en uno de sus libros.

[Gaby · Rating 1 out of 5]

The beginning was interesting enough but then half way through apparently the author just decided f*** it and just went off the rails. Once the actual “romance” started it was horrible and abusive. Half the time they barely even seem to like each other. Not to mention there’s a straight up rape scene between the two leads that basically results in no consequences, and instead almost like the victim deserved it. Seriously wtf?? I feel like only the beginning and ending of the relationship are interesting (if you skip forward to their wedding in book 2). Even outside of the romance - the main storyline - this novel is fraught with issues like blatant sexism, intolerance, and just bad writing overall. Would not recommend! Idk who on earth is giving this high ratings. I was only able to finish it out of sheer stubbornness.

[Fatima · Rating 1 out of 5]

THIS BOOK WAS HELLA PROBLEMATIC….I loved the series but this was just awful. The ending omg ?? Gu Yang’s character is still so confusing to me…. Did he cause all that trouble just so he can get his brother away from bai Lou yin… ?? Gu hai is also just so problematic in this book …. Like that one scene y’all know what I’m talking about the one where he injured bai Lou yin’s actual asshole …. GOD yeah I seriously don’t know if I like gu hai or not ….. also I felt like bai Lou yin’s character was just ….. whatever like he pretty much treated gu hai like shit for most of the time even when gu hai was going above and beyond for him idk this book was just too much … lastly, just want to add the smut was way too detailed lol

[I F F Y · Rating 5 out of 5]

[LE PONGO UN 5/5]

😭😭😭 el temido día llegó.

Le tengo taaaaal cariño y amor a esta historia (en todas sus formas), que me es muy difícil despedirme de todo lo que abarca 🥲.

Tanto como con sus pros y sus contras, es una historia y unos personajes que siempre van a estar muy en lo profundo de mi corazón, con un agradable recuerdo y siempre siempre en mi top favorito ❤️‍🩹

Sin duda, recomedaría a cualquier persona que se aveturase entre estas maravillosas líneas 😻😻

[Helen]

chai jidan is Takao Ara sensei wanna be. what's with those weird methods of forcing the actors to sleep together just to be in characters?! i think she's one of those fangirl who once wrote and read fanfic

[Peony⁠*⁠。 · Rating 5 out of 5]

Esta historia se me hizo simplemente maravillosa. Llena de amor, melancolía, lágrimas y grandes momentos de felicidad.

Y aunque sólo llegué hasta el primer epílogo, tengo pensado terminar el 2do antes de publicar mi reseña en el blog.

Ojalá algún día se publicará en español y que mucha más gente conociera esta historia porque vale la pena leerla página por página.