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A digital girl in a digital world
Das Leben der 23-jährigen Graphikdesignerin April May ändert sich abrupt, als sie eines Nachts mitten in Manhattan auf die mysteriöse Skulptur eines gigantischen Roboters stößt, den sie "Carl" nennt und von dem sie und ihr bester Freund Andy noch in der Nacht ein Video drehen und ins Netz stellen. Als klar wird, dass weltweit in zig Städten identische Carl-Skulpturen aufgetaucht sind, verbreitet sich das Video binnen kürzester Zeit millionenfach im Netz und macht April schlagartig berühmt. In der weltweiten Hysterie, die nun ausbricht, befindet sich April im Zentrum der Aufmerksamkeit: Sie tingelt von Talkshow zu Talkshow, verbreitet alles, was ihr widerfährt, auf sozialen Netzwerken. Und jede ihrer Bewegungen wird genauestens beobachtet.
438 pages, Kindle Edition
First published September 25, 2018
“Even on this most terrible of days, even when the worst of us are all we can think of, I am proud to be a human.”

“When you’re faced with something you don’t understand, I think the most natural thing but also the least interesting thing you can be is afraid.”
“I’m not afraid of them, I’m afraid of their fear.”
What is reality except for the things that people universally experience the same way?
“This is what humanity is, solidarity in the face of fear. Hope in the face of destruction.”
“We are each individuals, but the far greater thing is what we are together, and if that isn’t protected and cherished, we are headed to a bad place.”
Just because someone has power over you doesn’t mean they’re going to use it to hurt you. People who believe that tend to either be:
1. People who have been victims of that sort of behavior, or...
2. People who, if given power, will use it to hurt you.
Human beings are terrible at accepting uncertainty, so when we’re ignorant, we make assumptions based on how we imagine the world. And our guess is so obviously correct that other guesses seem, at best, willful ignorance—at worst, an attack.
“You’re a digital girl, April, in a digital world. We all know how to perform.”
You can only do so much pretending before you become the thing you’re pretending to be.
I looked cocky, but people either love that or they love to hate it, and in the attention game (which I was playing even if I didn’t know I was), those things are equally good.
“Behold the field in which I grow my fucks. Lay thine eyes upon it and see that it is barren.”


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“Behold the field in which I grow my fucks. Lay thine eyes upon it and see that it is barren.”