The main character in this story is Chrissy Livingstone, a married mother of two teenage sons and a husband called Adam. She has lead a live of secrets since before her marriage to Adam. No-one even in her own family actually knew that she used to work for MI5. She retired from it a few years back, but has kept on with her secret life and pretending to still work with as a sales rep for a Tupperware company. When she wants, she travels off for some ‘me’ time, pretending to go to a conference.
She is shocked to get the news of the sudden death of her father and goes round to help her sister make the funeral arrangements, to take the stress off their mother. It seems there is something secret in her father’s past and he may have done something which hurt others. Chrissy goes round to help clear out some of her father’s things and on starting in his office and finding a secret cupboard full of diaries, her mother storms in and throws them out. She says her husband deserved what he got. This spikes Chrissy’s intrigue.
She goes to the garden shed, after being kicked out of the den, and finds an old tin with seven photos of young lads, taken in 1987, when they were obviously at school and in their teens. Why her father had those photos hidden away she doesn’t know, but aims to find out. She discovers the names of some of the boys from social media and also finds out that three of them have committed suicide in the last year or so. From the clues she finds, she realises there is some sort of link to her father’s work as a financier. Her investigations takes her from a boarding school to Santa Monica.
She is getting half-truths from each person she investigates and questions, but they are not telling her the whole truth. Her own mother won’t tell her where her negative attitude since his death, has come from and her sister doesn’t know anything. There are dark secrets hidden in this storyline and some come out suddenly and some are left till nearer the end of the book to be fully explained. It certainly keeps you wondering what will happen and what she will find out. You also wonder what will happen to her own perfect family if she keeps her charade life going or if she reveals all. Another great read from this author and well recommended. I still can’t forget their book Dark Service! I was lucky to be given an ARC copy of this book from Hidden Gems and I have freely given my own opinion of the book above.