I received a copy of this title to read and review for Wicked Reads
3 Stars.
E.J. Russell is a new-to-me author, and I was hooked from the start of the novel, but my interests waned from the 30% point onward.
I'm going to be upfront about my malfunction with the story. If a reader has a difficult time connecting to one of the narrators, it's nearly impossible to enjoy the story- no matter what.
Alex was an amazing character- caring, compassionate, loving, patient, hard-working, and family-orientated. Alex and his sister, Lindsey, were adopted by a couple. Alex was abandoned and Lindsey was born to a drug-addicted woman. Their adoptive parents were amazing people- a nurse and an electrician, but the father is now suffering with dementia, which is an affliction that affects their entire family.
Alex feels the need to be the man of the family now, by supporting them financially and emotionally, while not living his life. But he's always had a thing for his sister's gay roommate, Gideon.
Gideon. Gideon was what caused my discomfort. While I'm sure the author wanted him to come off as a sassy, sarcastic, snarky, spunky princess of a man, that isn't the impression I received while reading. Gideon was one of the most vapid characters I've ever read. Outward impressions were most important. Pretentious. Clothing with labels. What degree and what university you graduated from. How much money you earn. One look at a guy, he'd want him because of the man's pedigree, knowing nothing of this person (which I found insulting for the one he was lusting after, like he was simply put on this earth to entertain Gideon) While Gideon had a bad experience, that doesn't erase the personality flaws that are inherent and not affected by experiences. Gideon judged everyone, yet had no ability to self-reflect. Yes, he eventually evolved, but it was uncomfortable to read. I didn't find him a cute brat. I didn't find it humorous. Gideon needed to act as mature as his IQ, degree, and profession ought to have guaranteed. He reminded me of an irrational, hormonal, prepubescent preteen using big words who thought himself cute while throwing a tantrum.
So, with the premise, where Alex is an amazing character, I felt Gideon was beneath him. 3 dates for help with the job. That made Alex look desperate, when any man should've been lucky to have him. So it made me think less of Alex to stoop this low. If someone is too blind to see you clearly, then they are the ones not worth being seen. Lowering yourself is not empowering. Just because Gideon thought so highly of himself, doesn't mean his view is accurate.
While Gideon does show growth, I had a hard time enjoying the read. As far as Lindsey playing the victim, making it seem as if Gideon didn't pay enough attention as a friend and roommate- I am on Gideon's side with this. It was Lindsey's job to confide in her friends. They are not mind-readers, and these people need to behave like grown adults, not emotionally stunted children. If my friends assumed I should 'just figure it out' they would no longer be my friends- that's called emotional extortion/manipulation. That's what men and women alike stereotype women as being, which is insulting to this women (me). In this, even Alex annoyed me. I read this portion as such, "If you know my sister so well, you should 'just know' something is wrong, because she's not home all the time. You should stalk her and figure it out, because she's going through some stuff." That isn't angsty- it's ridiculous. Lindsey needed to grow up, or ditch the friends she was pigeonholing as being uncaring for not being mind-readers who stalk then pressure her to fess up.
In a nutshell, the characters rubbed me wrong. While I loved Alex, his parents, and his friend (Landon), the rest of the cast left me frustrated and annoyed as I read the story, making it impossible to enjoy it.
What I did enjoy: it was low on heat, with a strong foundation surrounding family, and evolving character building throughout the novel.
Recommended to MM readers who finds a male character acting catty as endearing. This is a case of the writing style and characterization not being to my tastes, causing me to become frustrated and moody as I read. So take this review with a grain of salt, as the book rubbed me the wrong way. Since I'm usually in the minority, there's an excellent chance this will entertain the majority.