In my late-forties, my PTSD meds stopped working, and every symptom I experienced in my twenties returned. The trauma energy that flooded me in childhood, when I could neither fight nor flee, remained within. I was prepared to do just about anything to release that buried energy and heal. In these thirty-three essays, I write of my adventures in pursuit of healing my PTSD with non-traditional medicine. (Volume 2 now available.)