This novel follows a boy through his teenage years. At thirteen, Appunni has simple desires - eat good food, listen to the heroic stories of his late father from a nomadic old woman, and strangle his father's infamous, but unproven murderer.
The first chapter of the novel tells us how a lady from a prestigious family is banished for eloping with a man – typical stuff. Then the man dies suddenly, and Appunni and his mother are left to fend for themselves.
One day, in a fit of anger and teenage perplexity, Appunni runs away from home, with thoughts of not having anyone to love him – again typical. With a stroke of luck, he ends up in the venerable family house of his mother, and though avoided and sometimes ill-treated, finds a place to stay. A scholarship takes care of his school fee.
His mother, Paru, is heart-broken, lonely and broods on her son, who she has heard by now, is at her family home. Her condition becomes precarious when a seasonal rainfall turns into a thunderstorm. People in surrounding homes flee at night as the area starts getting inundated. Paru thanks but rejects the help of a neighbour, and stays back at her hut. She is broken and has lost the will to live. The water level rises and the water is now lapping against the muddy walls of the hut. Paru waits for death, still wishing a good life for Appunni. At the last minute, she hears a knock on the door. She goes to the door in a trance, opens it, and unable to speak, faints into the hands of Shankaran Nair.
Shankaran used to work at Paru’s erstwhile house and felt pity for her. These days, he had been giving a helping hand to Paru and Appunni. This was misconstrued as an illicit affair and was the main reason why Appunni ran away.
When Appunni hears that his mother is living at Shankaran’s place, he loathes her even more. He draws a kind of freedom from this news. Appunni dreams of getting a good job after his studies and leaving all this wretchedness behind him. He passes tenth standard with good marks, and with the help of one of his school teachers and the man who was known as his father’s killer, he gets a job a long way away from the village.
After five years of work and frugal expenses, Appunni returns to the village. By this time, the prestigious family properties are partitioned and the main house is in ruins. When the previous head of the family comes asking for a loan, Appunni buys the house from him in an impulse. Then, as he takes a stroll inside the house, he remembers the harassment he had felt there, and feels avenged. And suddenly, just as he thought of his painful memories at this house, the memory of a woman comes to his mind. A woman who was banished for marrying the man she loved, a woman who had single-handedly taken care of him, a woman he had abandoned in a fit of rage, and never contacted afterwards – his mother. In an epiphany, Appunni understands his mistakes, his pathetic sense of freedom in saying that there was no one for him, and the demonic way in which he had treated his mother. Short of breath, he sinks to the ground.
The last chapter of this novel has a single page. The woman once banished from her ancestral house returns with her partner, and listens as her son plans its demolition and the construction of a new home.
There are a few characters I haven’t mentioned, prominent among them being three girls – one gives Appunni his first sexual encounter, another creates feelings of aversion, pity and irritation in him, and the other for whom he feels sympathy.
This is MT’s first novel, written at the age of twenty-five, for which he got a state literary award. The author has portrayed the emotions of the boy with high intensity and low depth, whereas given good depth for the emotions of his mother. We can see how the shallow thoughts of the boy gain depth as he passes teenage.
Although the story revolves around Appunni, we get a detailed picture of the people and customs at the time also. These details of erstwhile Kerala, colloquial conversations, and the truthful portrayal of human emotions are what make this novel a work of marvel.