This is Warhammer Horror and I didn’t know what the hell that was when I bought it😭 So, normally, I didn’t understand shit when started reading it, I even lost interest for a while😭🙏🏼 so sorry. And I guess there’s a lot of technical words I didn’t know or me being stupid would explain it better. So just Let the review begin!
This book consists of three stories of a commissar, an officer and a priest, who found themselves at Silence (a planet of death or some sort) without remembering why but honestly, I think everyone knows why, everyone can GUESS why, it’s pretty predictable.
My thoughts on the first story, The Beast in the Trenches. I was a little bored at first, by my need for Valemar to die was so strong I had to continue lol. He pissed off so much, I just kept wishing he would die. He’s a goddamn serial killer, kept saying he wasn’t a murderer but he fucking was. He deliberately used his belief in God-Emperor to execute his own people for his stupidity experiments and theories. Saying that the God-Emperor wanted him to do this, it’s his duty to help liberate these people just because he had a psychotic episode of one of his men he (kinda) tortured and killed, JUST FUCKING BLUE EYES. He is a religious, psychotic nuts who justifies all of his action by using the name of God-Emperor. Though, I was hoping the blue eyes would have a deeper meaning, apparently it didn’t? It would be cooler if it did.
The Woman in the Walls: Now, this one is my fav. There’s fucking gore in it. I hate gore, I fucking hate it, but it was so good I had to keep reading. So for Vandersen, 100% gay. Had too much tension with every girl she interacted with, even the one she hated, unexpectedly murdered. I enjoyed this one sooo much. How each of Savlars just went one by one gets on my nerves, very well too. The descriptions of each death though, NUTS, very detailed 🥹 and I was interested by Vandersen’s ambition, how far she would go. And this second part got me so paranoid! Like her, I had to tuck my feet under the sheet😭 I could barely breathe whenever the gore scenes came up, it was intense alright. Oh, and Marisel!!! Would like to know more about her and Vandersen. Also, a very vengeful person.
The Faith and the Flesh: I saw someone said Marrikus is a coward and that’s exactly my thought on my reading session. He, I would say, is the one with identity crisis perhaps? He is a missionary who is lost and basically has no faith in the God-Emperor. I think he didn’t want to admit it, but I’m kinda sure he couldn’t find his faith for his god. Instead, the presence of the dark god is there, more real than his god. though, he didn’t have faith in that dark god either. He abandoned his lover to death. I quote,
« I love her. She didn’t love her. Why, then, would I die for her? » that shit got me drop my jaws. Because his existence, in the book so far, mostly depends on her love, her being the world to him, her forgiveness to him for the disaster he has done, so I was shocked, of course. Also, the fact that him, a missionary, making people including his love of his life die because he couldn’t seem to find his own answer, faith is ironic, I enjoyed that. Doubting things when you are never supposed to, he was doomed in the first place honestly.
Also, it’s funny to me how Valemar clung onto the God-Emperor even more strictly than Marrikus, like it’s just interesting.
At the end, it’s not really surprising what actually happened haha. Like, we all can tell, but still, the journey has been enjoyable! I struggled (a lot) while reading it, seeing how English is not my native language and Warhammer is not my thing AT ALL, literally, AT ALL, and like I’m stupid. I mean, also its ability to keep my attention was up and down, I was interested, then I wasn’t, then I was again. But I’m the problem for that. Though, I just wish the Silence parts were longer, like I have sooooo many questions (what’s with the blue eyes, contrabands of Valemar, what’s the origin of the abomination in Marrikus’ story, Thorne and Vandersen before the incident etc.)
so that’s my take!