Not to get too personal, but I'm missing a vital organ (my thyroid) and have to take daily meds forever to stay alive. I'm also someone who has casual suicidal ideation (lifelong, but losing the thyroid didn't help).
There are days when I look at the price the pharmaceutical companies put on my Synthroid and Liothyronine and think, This is how much they've decided my life is worth; the cost to keep me living.
And sometimes I can't fathom paying it because I can't see the value in it. Maybe if my life was 50% off? 75%? BOGO?
So the concept of Rachel Heng's Suicide Club is very interesting and semi-relatable to me.
She presents an American future where medicine has advanced enough to keep the genetically gifted alive much longer, to the point where age 300 is a reachable goal. As a result, society becomes health-obsessed - orthorexic and anti-death. Everyone faces the pressure to be their own bioengineers; to eat the same sludge designed for optimal nutrition, to follow the same workouts, and consider the benefits of such things as pet ownership or fresh air only in relation to one's health.
The expectation for everyone, not just the genetically gifted "Lifers", is to keep living. Even upon one's natural death, bodies are kept on life support and remain vegetative at home or stacked up in warehouses at their living relatives' expense.
An underground group forms in retaliation of this anti-death culture, the titular "Suicide Club". They are those who eat meat and ice cream rather than nutritional sludge, who run despite its high-impact on the body - anything to make life worth living, not just for the sake of living.
They also see purpose in death. They help those with family members on forced life support to cut it, and help one another die when they deem they're ready. As suicide is this anti-death America's greatest taboo, they make viral videos of the suicides of those consenting, and the government desperately wants to stop them.
I found the conceit and worldbuilding of Heng's dystopia to be excellent. Her writing, which I found so beautiful in her 2023 novel The Great Reclamation, is just as good in this, her debut. But what makes The Great Reclamation a 5 star book for me and Suicide Club a 2 star?
It comes down to character work. Main character Lea has motivations all over the place. She starts the novel as a health-obsessed executive, a Lifer fully enmeshed in the lifestyle. When her estranged father comes back into her life, himself a member of the Suicide Club, an accident mistaken for a suicide attempt upends her life, and she becomes involved in the Suicide Club's secret world.
She eats meat again and dreams of ice cream from her childhood. She listens to passionate cortisol-raising music and breaks up with her Lifer boyfriend. While it seems this is the turn she'll make, renouncing societal norms and reveling in the freedom of the Suicide Club's lifestyle, this isn't her character arc. At the same time, her character arc isn't really turning her back on the Suicide Club either.
She walks the line between both, committing to neither. She doesn't reach resolution with her dad, nor with the restriction of her adult life. And no conclusion is really reached on either.
Compare this to Ah Boon's arc in The Great Reclamation. Born into the fishing tradition in rural Singapore, he is rejected by the men of his family and never learns their trade. He goes to school instead, his experience informed mainly by his relationship with his classmate Siok Mei. When she rejects him, instead choosing a life of counter-culture and protest, he becomes a stubborn shill for the government. So far removed from his roots, he helps modernize the natural land he was born to, undoing all Siok Mei was fighting for.
It is a heel turn, and it makes for an amazing, heartbreaking character arc. He actively makes choices that launch him toward who he will become at great cost.
Lea does no such thing. Her choices are at odds with each other, canceling each other out so their impact on the story is null.
While I'm secure in the impression Heng's interesting future left on me, I have no feeling for what it impressed on Lea. Without a strong POV to guide the story along, the story, despite its fascinating worldbuilding, felt meandering, almost pointless.