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308 pages, Paperback
First published October 29, 2019
Where is my heart destined for?I'm not going to lie, the reason I decided to read this book first (instead of going in order of the games) was because I heard it had some...choice characterizations for Sora and Riku from some friends. And WOW, did Kanemaki not disappoint.
Will I find the answer by opening the doors of sleep and stepping through? When my Mark of Mastery exam is over, will I have my answer?
I want to hurry ahead, but there's some small part of me that's still hesitating. Am I afraid?
Or is it...something else?
Sora could sense darkness enveloping his body.Sora's side: Sora gets a lot of hate in this game because he acts like 'an idiot'. And while I could go off on a rant as according to the game's lore, this is a review for the book, not the game. But even then, the book does an excellent job of rationalizing his 'stupid' choices. His moment in the Grid where he goes off to find CLU without knowing where he's going is characterized as brave instead of foolish, him not understanding the parallel worlds is characterized as Sora just being Sora and caring about saving his friends. Even Riku calls Sora a little stupid but nothing outside the realm of what we know - this book does a good job of showing us that all Sora is doing is being himself, and caring about saving everyone he can.
What's happening to me...? Am I falling...falling into darkness...again...?
"Riku..."
Finally, Sora called out to his dear friend. Riku had always come to save him. One more time... Riku. I'm sorry, Riku. I...
Sora gave the two a long look. "What are you saying? You and Goofy wouldn't have come back if you weren't ready to save him! We're friends - friends for life, remember?"this entire sequence was tugging at my heartstrings, Sora loves them and all his friends so much...
Yeah, we're friends for life. In this world and in all the rest. We'll always, always be friends. That will never change.
Roxas's smile returned a bit. "Sora, see?" he said. "That's why it has to be you."(What's really impressive is the fact that this is perfect foreshadowing for his breakdown in KHIII, while being written by someone who wasn't working on the games in 2012. When I say Kanemaki gets these characters, I mean it.)
The Nobody gripped Sora tightly by both hands. In that moment, a wave of thoughts flowed into Sora. Is this...sorrow? It's awful. My chest is aching. What do I-?
Roxas was gone. He had vanished and left only his sadness.
"Aw, at least hear me out! I'm looking for a girl named Rhyme. She's the key to the Portal. And on the other side, who knows who we'll find? Maybe even your friend Sora."Riku how did you want him to say his name??? No one says Sora like you do,,,
Riku looked back with a sharp inhale. Joshua had said the name as if it were nothing.
I've traveled through the worlds more than once, and I've learned plenty along the way.What I especially love is how at the end, Riku corrects himself. His sadness (whatever his sadness may be, cough) isn't something he should hide away and it isn't something that makes him weaker. In regards to the rest of the KH community, Riku is kind of the 'macho man' so while Sora is the feeler, Riku doesn't really. But no, Riku feels so much sadness, and he carries it with him all the way through to his way to dawn.
Light and darkness aren't seperate; they're two sides of the same coin. Those negative emotions like fear, sadness, doubt - they're part of the darkness in my heart. What's made me stronger was keeping that sadness contained, locking it away - no, by embracing it and carrying it with me.
Light and darkness are perfect complements to each other - the shadows are always greatest next to the light, and light shines out brightest in the dark. I know what that means now, truly.I honestly don't know what else to say about this part except some incoherent screaming and keyboard slams. I GOT THOSE CHARACTERIZATIONS I WAS PROMISED... AAARKLJSDFK
When those dark feelings come over you, only your heart can decide whether to let them sink deeper into the darkness or to bring them out into the light of the sun. Accepting both is what it means to have a heart. It’s what gives us strength.
Even wanting to protect those you care about is a form of pride, in a way. I don’t think anyone can honestly say it’s not. Same with wanting to be stronger.
Joy and sorrow, anger and hatred - whether those feelings become your light or your darkness is for you to decide. The strength of your heart is what allows you to choose.
That’s why I choose to let the light shine onto my own darkness.
And Sora, that light is you.

"Losing something that’s important."In response to Ventus:
At his answer, Roxas disappeared. Yeah. What I’m most afraid of is losing what I care about.
Riku began to walk from the bridge to the beach. He remembered playing tag here with Sora countless times.
There was only one answer - what mattered to him more than anything and what terrified him to lose. "My close friends."And in response to Xion:
"To recover something important that I lost."And the usage of the light motif that he just said is Sora?... yeah, yeah, okay, okay. holding my hands up and walking away.
As soon as he gave his response, light engulfed him, and he found himself back on the beach.
Even Nobodies feared the darkness slowly taking them over, but he’d never thought his black coat would come in handy. Now he would have at least a little protection.pausing here for a second, 'what a human thing to feel,' OUCH... there's been a few other stories in the KH universe where there's Nobodies waking up into their human bodies and then the first thing they feel is fear and hurt and pain and such, and they're like 'wow, what it means to be human.' something something, being human and having a heart is accepting pain and darkness and carrying on... okay, okay, continuing...
Yes, Axel was now truly flesh and blood, which meant that the idea of losing himself to the darkness frightened him. He broke into a smile - what a human thing to feel.
Still, he needed the power of darkness to open these corridors. Without it, he wouldn’t be able to travel from Radiant Garden to other worlds. The darkness in his heart gave him that power, and he had at least enough for this.Like I said. It's as painful as it is good. Overall, I enjoyed this book as much as I thought I would and even more and I'm glad to own it so I can keep re-reading it and screaming.
Was any human truly free of darkness in their heart? Wasn’t that the nature of sadness and regret? At the same time, he also harbored doubts about the claim that Nobodies didn’t have hearts.
That’s what he had been told many times, and he used to believe that was just the way it was.
But was a heart something that could be truly lost? He had felt sadness and loneliness, he knew - but didn’t you need a heart for that? Or was it just the imitation of one provided by his memories?
There was a fleeting ache deep in Axel’s chest.
Hadn’t he felt this same pain as a Nobody, too?